Ayo Like This Or Hmu If You Wanna Rp Some Kazuscara, I Don’t Mind Which Character I Play. Dead Dove

I may not be the prettiest or the smartest girl in the room, but I’m definitely the most mentally ill.

Fever: Rambling #12

18th April 2022, 02:18

Do you know what else is incredibly annoying? The illness that is still in my body. To give you context, I got sick around mid January. Not covid, although it mimicked covid. It is almost May and I still have the damn sickness. Granted, my snotty nose and coughing is much less, but I still have a damn fever. It’s awful because I’m always freezing cold. I want to be known as the freezing cold person. It scratches a part of my eating disordered brain, “ooga booga, if you’re cold and pale, people will notice you and ask if you’re okay, ooga booga”. I don’t know, I guess I just want shot of this bug. I even got blood tests done last week (damn, I need to post a rambling about my health problems at some point), and the virus showed up in my blood. It was actually pretty scary because they phoned me and I thought they were going to tell me I had cancer or something. I shouldn’t have to worry about shit like this, I’m only 20.

~ 化け猫 (Bakeneko)

RP FINDER

Would anybody fancy doing a mxm Genshin apocalypse AU? The ships I enjoy are pinned on my page (but you’re welcome to propose ships as well). I’d really like to get into the nitty gritty parts of an apocalypse, like hurt/comfort, near death experiences, trying to be silent during NSFW, huddling for warmth, fighting other survivors, rainstorms, getting sick, etc. I’d like this plot to contain gore, so please be comfortable with that! And, I would also like both characters to be versatile/switches as I find this adds more depth to the plot. Let’s make headcanons, send fanart, become friends OOC, and geek out over our boys together. Please be 18+, and I only RP on Discord. Like this post or send me a message!

Contradiction: Rambling #3

16th April 2022, 23:53

I am a walking contradiction. I am in constant battle with myself. Sometimes I’m a boy, sometimes I’m a girl. Sometimes I’m a top, sometimes I’m a bottom. Sometimes I’m attracted to boys, sometimes I’m attracted to girls. Sometimes I want to get better, sometimes I want to see how worse I can get. Sometimes I want to be a good person, sometimes I want to kill people. Sometimes I am empathetic, sometimes I am apathetic. Sometimes I feel like the smartest, most beautiful person alive, sometimes I feel nothing short of a disgusting failure. That’s why my username is tokidokioki (sometimes okay). These are just a few examples among many. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Am I two faced? Do I have multiple personalities? A split personality? It is because I am a gemini? I feel like I’m faux, like I am an imposter. I don’t feel like I have a real personality because I’m always switching and swapping between things. I just want to know who I am. Who am I? What am I?

~ 化け猫 (Bakeneko)

“What if I slept a little more and forgot about all this nonsense.”

— Franz Kafka

Tfw you’re so pathetic that Someone using a particular tone of voice means you’ll spend the rest of the night hiding from yourself and feeling like you’re on fire