these scars be looking a bit lonely π
The saddest thing is when you are feeling real down, you look around and realize that there is no shoulder for you.
how do you tell someone βiβm not ignoring you iβm just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and i feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so itβs really hard for me to maintain a conversationβ without saying that
I do not wish to be known.
I want to move far away, to be a stranger in a new place. To experience life without anyone knowing me.
I want to be myself, and I can't do that with people. I feel much more alive when I'm alone.
I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days. I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much.
bpd: dont ask for help you will just bother them again ur already an inconvenience they dont care they just feel sorry for you
me: u right
"be like a star,
distant and dying"
I donβt have a god complex. I am a god.
"You are slowly losing interest in me and I fucking hate it. I can feel the love between us fading and the worst part is: there's nothing I can do about it."
- M.C.
Zainab Aamir