it’s crazy how much an inflated ego can truly effect you especially if you have an intense internal locus of control.
i freaked out over the texture of my chicken earlier, burritos i had meal planned for the next week and the texture of my chicken isn’t right because i got chicken thighs instead of breasts. i didn’t like them.
in reality, i had spent 3 hours preparing these just to be disappointed by the outcome, and its just one of those things that happen and thats okay.
but instead, i blame myself for getting the wrong type of chicken without realizing it- my disappointment with all of this effort i put in, and im bullying myself over and over expecting a different result. my ego is bruised- all because of a small mistake that anybody could have easily overlooked.
i have 10 burritos that i don’t like, and that’s okay- logically. emotionally it’s not and it’s a wild experience realizing life never truly dealt with learning how to feel disappointment without self deprecation.
😟😟
your mom??
My dad.
These two will be the death of me
it’s for the drip its for the drip it’s for the-
HAND TATTOO OUCHIE OUCH.
ouch. OUCH.
HAND TATTOO OUCHIE OUCH.
fr.
every time i remember max wearing chloe's necklace in the last episode my heart shatters into 89,000 pieces all over again
i want lowercase numbers just like we have lowercase and uppercase letters.
i want the same flexibility of expression with numbers as i do with letters.
i want to show in texts when i’m whispering numbers
i’m really good at masking what i’m upset about.
not so good at masking when i’m upset- just really good at lying about what it is about. perhaps it’s better to communicate what im feeling but that means disrupting my stability and that’s something im valuing too much right now to change- or whatever
training is kinda exhausting because it’s like i’m staring at all of the work that needs to be done and i wanna do it bc it’s just sitting there while i wait for my trainee to finish their other responsibilities
i saw a dude 100% cookie clicker. there are 600+ achievements.
i’m gonna do it too.
ballin’ and bawlin’
detroit become human endings bro.
i’m a completionist and this game is going to destroy me it’s going to take me FOREVER to 100%.
also i fucked up and connor died. oops.
team function 👎👎👎👎
its honestly so incredibly impressive how this franchise is 1. still active and 2. there is so much hype about it.
this game is terrifying, and is also the only fnaf game ive actually been able to play. i really like the concept of expanding on the book stories. i prefer visuals instead of just reading so this was definitely a hit for me.
the person i married is the same person i met when i was 5 years old in kindergarten.
btw dating sucks as a concept.
yap yap yap
Red Bed
those who prefer their principles over their happiness; they refuse to be happy outside of the conditions they seem to have attached to their happiness
playing detroit become human for the first time after watching gameplay several years ago. lets see if this emotionally haunts me for the rest of my life
edit: tried to do everything in the first cleaning mission and missed ONE thing.
i talk too much. this was created so i could stop annoying my friends with every thought. thank you to the mini people in my computer
the car horn is to attract somebody's attention to make them aware of the road, or to alert of an emergency. it is not to vent out your frustration to the car in front of you for 30 seconds at 3 am on the road in my neighborhood