Meeeeeee fr
Maybe I'll just be fucked up forever / Should have figured myself out by now / And I don't want to tear myself open, no / But it's hard to care when you bleed out
Bring Me The Horizon, sTraNgeRs
Bessel van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score
101010 by Sleeping at Last
"it was like something cracked open inside of me, not unlike a watermelon, cool and soothing sweet. I always thought insanity would be a dark and bitter feeling, but it is drenching and delicious if you really roll around in it."
- Kathryn Stockett, The Help
I wish i loved myself enough to leave you.
“It never really goes away, the longing for the life not lived, because isn’t that part of how we come to know ourselves too? Through what we lack as much as what we have, all we dream but do not hold. Some desires have no resolution.”
— Madelaine Lucas, Thirst for Salt (Tin House Books, March 7, 2023)
“I didn’t know what to call it, what was happening between us, but I liked it. It felt silly and fragile and good.”
— Ransom Riggs; Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children
Wait for someone who bumps mouths clumsily with yours cos they’re too busy smiling to kiss you properly. Yeah. Wait for that.
Azra Tabassum
““My heart is so tired” - Markus Zusak”
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“I lie here, paralytic inside this soul - screaming for you ‘til my throat is numb.”
— Skillet’s “Rebirthing” (2006)