Another Banger! The Art Is So Good!!! It’s So Goooooooooooddd! Ahhhhh! Words Of Affirmation Go Here!

btw I’m still Really Normal about wild life Joel win

Also I have so many thoughts about card symbolism. The guy whose entire gimmick sounded like a very unsubtle mafia family won the casino themed death games lol. Also I maybe want to do a piece that’s a sort of sequel piece to this one because in hearts (real card game btw) the queen of spades is the worst card to have unless you are trying to shoot the moon. Which. Double life symbolism stuff hahahah I’m really normal about well all of this really I love all the life series.

Hey, bluet here :)

For some reason tumblr terminated my account??? I think it was a glitch bc I've done literally nothing??

I sent them a support ticket to hopefully get the situation get sorted out, but thought I'd let you know :)

~@bluetbluish

Gah im sorry that happened to you! I hope it gets fixed soon!!

*punches tumblr* why would you do this give bluet her account back right now!!

(Btw she/her is the right pronouns right? I think I remember those but if I screwed up I’m so sorry)

Hello! You asked for characters and numbers so, uh, here's some :D

Characters: Scott, Gem, Martyn, Joel, Pearl

Numbers: 5, 3, 6, 4, 10

Oh my gosh Rain thank you sm!!! I got a drawing ask from deityoftherain I feel so famous lol. Unfortunately I don’t have the time to get to all of them right now, but I’ve got one done, and hopefully in the future when I have more time I can do more of them (I'm particularly excited by the one I have planned for Scott, flower husbands my beloved they were literally my first fandom love, so I neeeed to do a piece with them)

but yeah here is my piece for my number 4 song: Sleep, by My Chemical Romance, with Pearlescent Moon

I wanted it to feel like a glitchy and vaguely haunted old cassette tape, because that’s always what I picture when I hear the recording in the beginning of the song. I didn’t quite manage to capture the vibe I was going for, but I’m proud of the drawing overall. Also I messed up the lyrics slightly- it’s good night not good bye -and it’s driving me insane but I don’t have time to fix it lol. Also 4:42 is the length of the song. Ramble about why I chose red pearl for this piece under the cut (I will admit it was something of a coin flip between whether this song would go to Pearl or Joel, but in the end there was another song on the list that I really wanted to use Joel for. Also Joel would never feel bad about the murder lol /silly) vvvvvvvvv

This song feels so Pearl to me because it’s talking all about how haunted the person feels (technically The Patient from the black parade but I just tried to go off of what the individual song is about rather than the album lore) by all of the bad things they’ve done in the past, claiming not to feel bad and saying their irredeemable, while simultaneously condemning themselves and torturing themselves with guilt. They don’t think they’re worthy of being saved because of “the monsters that [they’ve] been” and sort of switching back and forth between a sort of morbid joy at the freedom of giving in to being unforgivable because they don’t have to search for forgiveness and a terrible sorrow and regret and fear at the destruction in their past, the loss that they caused themselves and are now suffering for, the guilt over the people they’ve hurt. They see no redemption for themselves, and feel both pain at the horrors that set them on this path and peace at letting their worst natures consume them, no longer having to try to walk backwards and instead marching forwards on the path of darkness and, if we tie it back to the album lore, the parade of death. If you have to be there, why not take the lead?

some concept designs for an Oc, that I later scrapped but am still proud of!

That’s it that’s the post hehe

I JUST THINK THAT SINCE JOEL HAS ANOTHER FREE BILLBOARD HE SHOULD PUT OLI ORIONSOUND ON IT

bonus (it was me, I put him up there)

pov u realize ur mutual had the same idea you did long before u and did it a million times better. Also I think this is the greatest take on Bdubs to ever exist and I’ve actually quoted this daily since I found it several years ago before I became a tumblr-er. He is really down with those kids.

there should be even more roommates aus lol. double life is perfect material really. and besides who better to dye etho's hair than joel "green stripe" smallishbeans himself?

bdubs is the best lol

dandelionnsss! cause i had that one song on repeat.

I loved watching build & go seek! Grian built such a crazy tower, and it was really funny watching everyone get started and then immediately go “um…how do you get inside?” So here’s a wip of Jimmy being confronted with the world generation glitch x mad scientist lair that is the cosmic tower

There is currently no dialogue, but the idea is that Jimmy and Grian both have a walkie-talkie so that they can communicate while the game is in progress, and Grian’s just Watching Jimmy wander around the tower, throwing himself at the barrier blocks until he finds the entrance, while teasing him the whole time.

Also, yes, I have interpreted Grian’s waffle very literally. I apologize for nothing.

I wanted to try drawing without outlines, and I’m not sure how I feel about the final result, but I blame that on the fact that halfway through my pencil broke on me and I had to draw the rest with my finger, which was pain and suffering. Anyway, here it is (fanart of Grian)

His hands are in his pockets because I felt lazy, alright? You try to draw hands with no outline with your finger! Anyway, um, yeah. (Real eloquent there, Ian)

here is a close up of the Grian:

(You’ll notice the very interesting choice of eye color. I wanted to include a little watcher thingy, but not something super obvious. Subtly was never my thing, but I gave it a try. How’d I do?)

thank you, Joel the iPad kid is now living in my head with negative rent. I am losing to him. /silly

as always, aHahahhdhhaaaaAAaaAaaaaA Thtatge art isiiisii soooooooo gooOoododoD I can’t Witht you Risi u are tooo goooOodD!!!

Also yes I know this is old it merely reappeared on my for u page and I remembered how high key obsessed I was with it and decided it needed to be reblobed)

uhhm Joel’s message to bdubs was wild btw. He really does make everyone worse about him lol/pos

some sketchbook Joel’s (a small slice of Gem’s face also appears lol)

I want to probably do a polished version of the fight club one later. And maybe try to make Gem look less excited to be murdered. Expressions are hard, ok?!

as for doll Joel *picks up package and shakes him up and down violently* I just think he’s neat.

Edit: also ignore the thing I blocked out on emo Joel drawing it was a insane little ramble I didn’t want to inflict upon you all lol