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Thanks to my

Old civ5 fren he gave me the last portal 2 card:)

Smile maxxing.

I will try to smilemaxx from now on.

I feel so exhausted for today. Hungry and thirsty, not very good. I was trying to lose fat but its difficult to do that healthily without muscle and everything else. After finishing or reading higurashi I dont know I must make a rule not to deal with the tranime genre much more. It just makes me brainwashed so I think I pass out on umineko or any other bullshit if that is how theyre gonna end them.

It begins strong as horror but devolves to home alone happy comedy 1.5 hour skit sweet shittily didactically scripted. Indeed if author writes stories like these, I don’t think I can handle much shit including Satoko becoming evil, its like a fucking cartoon. I mean it is no longer mature whatsoever, it kind of fucking annoys me how japanese anime become such mix of mature elements written by a complete toddler.

Idk what to say except I am too old now.

I feel like starving today and few days ago might remove some of the weight gains, but getting lean is my goal. I might have sped up to extreme though, firstly i drink protein and then feel like almost dying, without enough water and carbs it is impossible for me to process glycogen enough, i don’t know medicine stuffs…. But if i eat carbs i still need to be in calorie deficit, one way or another i will be getting skinnier, all that monthly progress might jave been in vain.

But Ive heard one doesnt lose muscles quickly, I drink protein but I only eat light salad and very foods.

That said I feel headwise dizzy and its second time I remember messing up proportions of protein, drink too much and my head becomes hell, heart is aching feel like I’d die.

I’ve been reading higurashi so far and i am honestly going nuts with starvation, its definitely not good but ive eaten quite a bit too. Its confusing….. i have trained today either and I didnt yesterday barely, because i feel so little energy plus for most of day I had no access to containers of water because the water got boiled and therefore undrinkable. Having the pretaste of chocolate flavorsd protein left for so long without water feels disgusting. I can say that I probably have lost fat but it feels… ugh horrible and i dont know jow much muscle i lose since i javent trained today i am going to sleep tomorrow is sleep

I feel bad today very sick

Carbs and water are important

I am loosing weight but too extremely abd drank too much protein.

Its sad

oh no rikasissas

Imagine your mom fucking other men daily

Ouch it is not nice feeling

Genetics

I wish I was not related

I have wished this long ago. My body demands not being related. I hate animals. 50% population :(

It doesn’t seem in our world anyone truly cares about it. We are aware and when we are aware we dont particularly follow quality. There’s nothing wrong with living that way, living like a mechanical person, doing same things over and over even though cold to the mind is warmful to your heart, just because of far worse existence as mind that is cruel in its apoptosis forming network of sin. It’s comfy. Being static and habitual, ultimately one would want to learn many skills and excel at these skills instead of picking as many hobbies as fraud maniac, but I myself think who reads my rambling? Do human beings only tender to what is in their benefit? Do they understand what these cretins want too?

From now On I am Satoko Houjou Fan.

I came up with very simple

Mini game for chudpol. As I’ve previously said in my schizobabble I wanted to transform the site into arcade themed imageboard. This game is relatively based on mafia and I wanted to integrate the novel Shiki, both because I like the Toshio Ozaki arc and thought it would be nice touch to have vampires in mafia based setting.

Little biography, when I was young I enjoyed playing mafia on different sites, its very popular where I lived. I am sure also in Ukraine too, it even has ace attorney based server with lots of collected roles and I had lots of experience with Town of Salem and epicmafia, generally outside of games like Dark Souls and EUIV, it was one of major timewasters in summers.

The game is Vampyrs or something similar,

The mysterious foreigners migrate to a village. You must find and execute all of evil entities, aka vampires in the game.

Vampire - during day can speak limited amount of words, he can visit multiple places but slower pace/limited times, sending PMs doesnt waste wordcount. During night he can decide to hunt with other vampires, removing villager.

Dhampir - half-vampire who doesn’t have same limitations, he is the same as normal human in that regard, at night he can choose to kill with others and choose to visit places and do certain actions. He is assistant to vampires in that regard, for example he can dig a grave reviving another player.

The game consists of multiple places that villagers can change between, but it takes a form of interactive chat, I want to go budget easy so.

Villagers have simple roles of lynching during day, they can choose not to and detectives can find alignment of characters doctors can treat patients that have been bitten and some villagers have % to turn into vampire, it is casual in difficulty sense. Hope you enjoy that idea, it will be themed though.

I really need to reach state of nirvana.

I AM SO FUCKING FAT!!!

I am gonna gymmax bros

I meet cut maxing and running

I have been having one mentality

Walk 40 km with protein shake.

That didnt work

Then I tried just training daily, but I fee no difference….

Carbs go in and calories dont go out, but without carbs I also feel frigid.

I love hazelnut ngl.

Want more of this, please.

continuation 2

The problem also is that...

I am thinking maybe I should do azur lane and for practice purposes do sennen but for the plot, what will you write in fantasy at all?...

its so boring.

Here's a giant monster.

they killed him.... wow.

crazy!

Thing about erotica is that the only good i can like make that would be interesting is the characters in the plot where they change or transform their expressions, their opinions, their form physical and their morality, their preferences, the place where events work on the characters, the small flavors mean nothing compared to drastic significant spice that required for characters to undergo. Especially, in stories with one male character getting harem, writing is limited because some aspects will never be changed. Instead, I was thinking of humor witty type of writing, but even I understand sex scenes in general are really boring but can be drawn prettily. That said if expressions or emotions are the same and static. Then what is left there?

sennen aigis will never add big boob--

AH!

so even these guys have finally realized the change in industry

long ago normal romances were satisfying, nowadays the age of big boobs became ever since 2000s... maybe we are spoiled milf generation.

I was thinking of writing and you might already know, azur lane doujin, but i want it to have stakes. I was thinking about erotic aspects, and I found difficulty with the end goal so to speak. I had many ideas for erotic story, first I was thinking of a story of 3 different alpha protagonists of different paths fighting for the final remaining flame kind of like a holy grail type thing, battle royale of 3 harems.

I liked writing it, as I thought it would be cool to associate Logi (flame in nordic ancient language) and Loki (mischief character), I've always wanted to write Loki. He would be antihero who would stop the main villain Chad with giant harem from winning the war. I thought it'd be fun, 3 male heroes one of them your average simp emiya tier, another middle ground alpha chad and the other is pure evil chad. I thought it'd be interesting to write harem about it while also making story a bit deeper, but it wouldn't let me explore things and I hate the whole "came and conquered" shpicks erotica. However, due to piracy and growing up, a lot of light novels were killed for the bad? for the good??? in my opinion for the bad. So, the erotic business went underground, all the way to mobila gacha: now businesses of porno and simple "light erotic gacha" is doubled and halved simutaniously, because you have lots of money and yet also doujins which are not really legal from technical point. Btw, I like hazelnut, well i am bear I am ok with eating things up.

B-b-back to the point, gachas became popular offering variety of characters, but Azur Lane really pushed big bazonkas, but not exactly first game, other developers and erotic novels pushed it, especially Fate that introduced Passionlip in old psp game of Fate/Extra. It was so unbelievable how shameless they were and larped like nothing was different. But whether or not their intention for that character design were pure, I will not argue with you. Ever since then, big bood media has been showing slowly in erotic industry, and by that we got Last Origin, a gacha novel that really embraced the concept of large chest. The story however, and trust me I don't recommend anyone ever laying eyes upon it, is really boring. I was not inspiring and sad, so azur lane was my greatest pick that allowed me some freedom to write. I picked it and yes, I will!

Azur Lane quickly caught up to that, so I don't complain about big busts in their game, however that said big breasts aren't quite popular because the artist who drew this is quite famous for big breasts but in reality they're not popular that much in videogames. I cannot think of person with big breasts like these living healtily, yet alone someone who has big breats by social standards, which is in reality any visible breasts according to normie horny men.

But I am not one of them. I do WANT big boobs, they have to be big and the shape and the gravity all that are aspects of aesthetic in art that dont have anything to do with sexual gratification although clothed pushed breasts sadistically are awesome In my humble...

Anyway, as I've been watching at different gacha characters I stick with azur lane for my doujin, that said i like sennou aigis and of course flower knight girls or any other stories, as long as I can write characters in meaningful way that isn't extremely too boring. Unfortuinately, fantasy was never my apertuar and I hate Lord of the RINGS REALLY LOT. stay tuned if I ever think of it because i always dreamed of harem story where guy takes everyone but.... from plot it is... boring! sooo boring.. even if you add male rivalry... hell it makes me feel the only way to rescue plot is by making male rivarly. But that is gonna be a soap drama of low quality, not some cool fantasy story people would like to read about. Still, I have to say Final fantasy Lost stories also intrigue me, the idea of fantasy isekai that does not fucking suck is something I won't believe probably ever.

That said I kind of regret spending so many years on isekai smut that sucks fucking ASS, man...

I want the thermodynamic reality of thermodynamic morality of life.

I am minority of minorities, a puppet? Cough, that is too dark for my personality if I am honest.

Ive achieved epiphany.

All my failures come from others. I was destined to do worse and be worse by hands of all others.

This world is competitive where majority harassed minority and minority harasses back majority whenever they get chance. I am uncompetitive. I am omega. That is quite sad. In world like this you are allowed anything, if I burnt all flowers and exterminated all species of insects for sake of fun, there would be no rival to the power of calcium a metal stolen from depths of ocean reservoirs

no normally erotic animations are really awful and also i hate that game buit the character designs are cool and i love oppai.

sorry for posting this on the great day

Do you feel your characters or do you torture them without purpose? Perhaps, the lack of empathy great chain. I have failed badly to tjink of my story on such deep love, i have been sinner. Worthless fraud.

Umikaze i-19

like if we take the oppai lolis from azur lane

what is the power? i mean what is that makes them good in bad way

because i would love t owrite stories that are innoecnt with i19

but

thats crazy

no shit bro wtf

bunny ears or dog ears

plus oppai happy face and this nice friendliness

all of it is so bad together....... I wish I could think of this character in such way to make her be treated well.

but my brain becomes rliek AAAAAAAGh

i was searching and found most shortstacks seem to be more concentrated in sakura empire's, but shortstacks are bad as signals of love because its wallking boobs basically

there is so much focus on chest even if you put camera away metters the boobs still look like theyre focus

but its not the only issue it is other appealing parts put in that listen guys my brain cant expalin it

All I want is to write this characters justly like ariake and i19 and ayase but... two huge ass bags are in my eyes disrtupting

Ash nazg durbatulûk.

how do I keep it in check when uh

Ill take one hour to rest or twooooo

Naruto 2

Ok.... Anyway, I hope this does not crash at least in 3 paragraphs....

Gaara is character we all know for the fact he was lonely and hurt, so he wanted to repay back and saw the world as black and white where one lives for themselves. This is so relatable, because the world be like that. Naruto made connection with him, since they can relate. Naruto's way of life rubbed on Gaara. In ultimate ego centric way of existence, there is nothing but constant destruction. Gaara understands it deeply, so he abandons it for hope, for ability to enjoy something longlasting

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK UFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

Second paragraph. The idea of dreams and the world of virtual reality, the project tsukoyi no me can become like that, in the real world we have AI and nuclear synthesis. So that means, humans are capable of having ego centric fantasy in virtual reality with contemporary driven energy consumptions using nuclear energy. i ask you IF THIS IS EVIL if it benefits you or if its evil from authenticity? SIGH

it crasehs every fucking time. FUCK THIS PLACE

Third paragraph. Just think of these two examples and think of what I said in previous lines. Ignore the video of me sleepin'.

The "Philosophy" of Naruto

What is good? If you complain and get hurt "react back" to deliver evil upon others, included the ones who have hurt you, what makes it of you? Righteous? I was thinking of that in the morning as I woke up, whether I vent or try to do something as sharing my pain, in my idea sharing is good. Can I believe humanity can be trusted? I am afraid of that that if I don't share my struggle people will never care of me. I am not wrong, unfortunately. They will not. Only through whip people learn. They form morality through suffering. Did people stop killing because it was right thing to do or because it was a necessity and it was abused? You can say all you want, but when there are no consequences every person here in the room will claim it's first.

When there are consequences though, thigns change. And even though these rules make us greater in return, how are we to know that these rules were made solely for sake of itself? IT was common sense or we were finally FORCED to admit that? If I say there are vampries in the village, no one will believe me until they see vampires with their own eyes. Who are ought to believe pedophilea or murder are bad things? Justification for it on individual level sounds positive. You may have million reasons of benefit. The chances that humanity formed justice solely by listening to poor is incorrect assumption. But it's true, the more humantiy experiences direct wall hitting their head, the more they are aware of things, AS LONG as that WALL exists to begin with. In other words, humanity is okay with existing in a form of neutrality, wherence they commit tyranny but are not persecuted. It is the fear of that persecution, that makes them denounce and do good. But to this day in contemporary era, humans do lots of evil to each other but are not persecuted.

Without passion to punsh, we live in constant contemporary unfairness and injustice. I wanted to write more but this fucking site keeps crashing

lord of the rings and gooning are connected

gooning is like sauron think think man

My Justice in Andrism Lifestyle and My worldview.

I respect women as human beings. If they’re nothing I don’t remember their names.

I am incel, ultimate incel. But I don’t particularly like to socialize with normies, to be honest I plan on investing into mosques and Islam. As well as anything that is detrimental harm to my enemy. Justice is fear and fear of inadvertently ability of yourselves, I respect the battle royale teacher thing.

You are spoiled. You hate your parents. You get mad when people offer good advice like dont be transgender, your groomers wheeze at righteousness, the idea of doing something without pay, that is what your meritocracy forms. Black hate.

Indeed, I agree with you. You deserve to be livestock breed, a kine. Because fear is not righteousness. Fear of consequence is by which you created morality, and so forth you will enforce me as the moral king. I am not competing, I do what I ought to believe just. I don’t want to live in Meritocracy. I don’t want to play the game.

Mic dropped, goodbye.

now i have to download a pedo program. fucking man.

>your flag appeal has been denied

I am quite angry to say the least.