The Way Causal Intimacy Has Me On Chokehold ........ A Gentle Nudge, Hand On Thighs, Knees Touching,

i’m right where you left me (thinking about how they shot eddie in front of buck and literally sprayed buck with his best friends blood and then had him desperately try and save his best friends life and how in that moment buck probably thought he had lost eddie and how in that moment when he thought he was dying eddie must have been glad at least that the last thing he ever saw was buck)

The more I think about it, Buck making not one but two jokes about jerking off when talking to Hen about becoming a sperm donor? The more it becomes one of the most casually heartbreaking Buck scenes we've ever witnessed.

The way Buck will use his body to deflect from the vast well of grief and pain that he cannot bear to feel. (And a clever writing choice to have Hen be drunk and also navigating her own crisis, because I bet a sober Hen would have clocked what was going on.)

That he didn't even allow himself to contemplate the ramifications — beyond jerking off in a cup — of giving away a part of himself. Because that's all he is, right? Just DNA, just body parts, just a body. Best he can hope is for his parts to be useful. He can be good at his job and he can take care of Chris if Eddie dies and he can use his body to help an old friend have a family, something Buck's heart desperately wants, but doesn't believe he'll ever get to have.

But he can't think about any of that. So it's just dick jokes. Fucking brutal, 911.

never beating the sleepy allegations. they’re snoozin’

for the doodle prompt “inspired by eddiediazes request and also aisha’s IG stories i would love you if you doodled buck and eddie napping together at the station 🥺” from @dancing-mylife-away

“One phrase… and he managed to destroy all the problems I’ve been carrying.” 

Frustrating editing moods:

1. This scene is a disaster but also I love it how it is.

2. This scene has nothing noticeably wrong with it but also I hate it.

The next time I see one of those “millenials will be photographing the end of the world” posts I’m gonna scream because let me tell you, I just went through a natural disaster and Snapchat literally saved people’s lives. Thanks to snapchat I knew exactly what roads were flooded, what stores were open, what my HOUSE looked like (since I wasn’t there), and which shelters I could go to. People were snapping/tweeting asking to be rescued and THEY WERE. I didn’t get my news from the tv, I saw it in real time on social media and I will never not be grateful for that.

Teacher: I changed the due date for that project I assigned you all, it's due tomorrow!

Class: *screams*

Teacher: Got you! April fools!

Rin: Haha, who needs April Fools when your entire life is one big, sick joke!

Rin: ...

Rin: ...I'm about to start crying.

Suguro: Shit, dude. C'mere.

Rin, in Suguro's arms: I was raised in a monastery, Suguro. A monastery! The son of Satan, raised in a monastery! My LAST NAME is a play on the word "demon" in Japanese!

Rin, now sobbing: IT'S ONE HUGE FUCKING JOKE WITHOUT A PUNCHLINE

Eddie going from “You’re no Abuela, and you’re half a Carla, but you’ll do in a pinch” to “It’s in my will, if I die, you become Christopher’s legal guardian.” insp x // @texasbama 

SHES ABOUT TO BEAT HIM UP FRRRRR WE WIN WE WIN

She’s gonna call him out on his bullshit and then we finally get another scene of Nancy beating up a man. The girls truly win again

Dumbasses

Insp (x)