hoyofair was so good last year like wtf were these
Makoto tries to back away, but the wall has him trapped as Haru leans into him and kisses him, his mouth half-open, his lips pliant and soft. Their teeth clack together a few times, but Makoto still finds himself feeling light-headed as Haru sucks his bottom lip between his two, biting down on it gently and eliciting a faint moan from the back of Makoto’s throat.
This fic screwed me over so bad and it was amazing. Had we but world enough, and time by anditwasstinky (thewicked). It’s long and cute and AMAZING and all I ever needed.
I guess friends you can welcome me on the dark side. *~*
I fucking hate this man, I really don't. I just don't understand how a damn song was able to illicit such an emotion out of me that it made me cry (I don't think it was crying since tears just wouldn't stop and I've been laying in bed like a damn corpse for 3 hours), calm and somehow changed my entire mindset. I left the fandom of mcyt's because everyone kept telling me to because it consumed me from a young age but it was really fun to see others have fun, to see different people play the same game in there own ways, to just listen to them and take in the things they said and I'm glad I came back especially with someone like Dream there. Idk if anyone else understands but I'm glad that he is there. And I'm really glad this song exists even if I found it a bit late.
Sorry if I sound pretentious or something I just got really emotional and didn't know how or where to go so here I am.
I am getting deeper and I am not controling the situation.
some quiet moments sketched from the last week or so.
Stayed up till 2am studying physics, did I get anything? No
Actually maybe.
But I fucking studied, stu(died) till 2am and then decided its sleep time but now I'm here at 6:30 am not a wink of sleep and tired yet only a tinge sleepy, I kid not, Im starting to feel sleepy form just typing this and nothing... I'm broken. Defected. I'M UNSTOPABLE, WHO NEEDS CAFFEINE WHEN YOU HAVE THE WEIGHT OF YOUR OWN DAMN CONSEQUENCES KEEPING YOU AWAKE HAHAHA HA.... This blog is just gonna be a slow descencion into my own insanity.
Also I'm supposed to get injected with chemicals today so that's fun, fuck covid. ummm again what is sleep don't know, haven't known for the past how many months, I think it's almost been a year. I have class at 9band I'm fucked so a normal day I guess..... Have a great day hoomans.
I've legit gotten to the point where I no longer know if I have a possible sleeping disorder or if I'm forcing myself to stay awake to ungodly hours just because why not and the lack of sleep seems fun.
I'm pretty sure at one point in life I really did have a sleeping disorder because of all the stress I put myself under and and even after crying myself to "sleep" I'd be wide awake. However it seems as thought now days I'm more less just staying up because as said before, why not. I know it's not good but hey so is stress but the world gives us that on a daily basis.
Dark clothes makes his smile brighter.
the world framed by you.