The Monster Saga

Also dreading this weekend because it’s his birthday on Friday and this idiot promised to bake him a birthday cake 🤦🏼‍♀️ and he wants to go out for a meal on Saturday as well…

Just some personal motivation:

Due to the weight I’ve lost so far it’s so much easier for my boyfriend to overpower me when we’re playfighting! I love the fact that I don’t have as much weight to throw around/pin him with 🥺

I just need something that tastes of something that isn’t more black coffee or herbal tea tbh

Currently 31 hours into my 48 hour fast!

Still feeling fine 😄 think I’m gonna go for a drive to help pass some time a bit quicker… tempted to buy Coke Zero or something. That’s okay during a fast, right? Because it has like barely any calories

Other issue is I don’t even know what weight I would actually have a properly flat stomach at

I’ve literally been overweight since I was a kid

Why isn’t my weight going down 😫

The answer = probably not ridiculous!

I’m about 22 hours in and am down to 198lbs already!! I’m actually so happy and can’t wait to see what my weight will be by tomorrow morning

I know most of that will be water weight, but still!

My 48 hour fast has begun!

Start weight is 204lbs 😭

Managed 12,135 steps today! Haven’t exactly had a great day calorie-wise since we ate out for lunch (again 😫), but at least I’ve done a decent amount of exercise to burn at least a little bit of that food..

That moment you realise you got to 179lbs last year and if you’d just not been an idiot you could have weighed even less rn… fuck… well, if I felt like eating anything at all for lunch (was probably just going to be like two wraps by themselves), I definitely don’t now lol so I’m just gonna not 🤷🏼‍♀️