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something about furry / objectum art being genuinely fascinating & beautiful depictions of the artist’s sense of self no matter how crudely made or weird it may seem. Like anthropologists in 100+ years will look at that shit and be enthralled unironically like what a vibrant subculture of creative expression. choosing to reject the human form and divulge into dreams. Tell me why is this not any more worthwhile than your Michael Langelo❓

Okay sorry this is from several months ago and I've decided I hate this.

How I view myself as a prince of light and the classpect as a whole:

I really just try to understand everything I possibly can and 7/10 times I get it wrong. Sometimes on purpose just cause i hate people understanding things better than me. I'd like to think I'm good at most things but I'm probably just okay at a lot of things. I have a habit of thinking I'm better than most people because of this. Sigh. Anyways I'm gonna decide THIS post is awful in a few months and try again.

Prince of Light and a bit prince of stagnancy

Im redoing the post thingy about MY classpect so heres prince of stagnancy and also a bit about my normal classpect (you can skip this if you want cause this is me specific and ill be speaking about my experience as a prince.)

--- princes destroy an aspect through an aspect or by destroying an aspect---

okay so sorry it's been a hot second since ive really posted on here. im exhausted so we're doing a personal post!!! even though I doubt yall are too interested in it.

so if were going by the combined classpecting, Id say i destroy light through destroying void. (basically its like confusing people via giving them too much info ig???)

I often catch myself kinda ruining my future. or like I cant really imagine myself having a real future. (Light sometimes has to do with destiny.)

uhm I cant really stand being focused on, but I also cant really imagine not having any form of attention on me.

funny thing, in the classpect brochure thing, they use Bojack Horseman as an example of the prospit prince of light (thats what I am) which I find a bit funny, but yeah. It's kinda accurate. I basically do anything for some kinda attention ,just to do a bunch of things that only get people to not really like me, or make fun of me. I dont usually think things through, and when I do what may be better for me, it doesnt take very long for me to give that up to make myself feel better.

I often wear things that draw attention towards me, like my fox ears, and my tail, mini skirts, thigh highs, all that stuff. but i feel trapped when I do get the attention it makes me uncomfortable. I'll cut myself for attention, but get stressed out when my friends or family point it out.

As for my prospitian stuff, I have an idea of when I view as good. I dont know exactly if I fit that critearia, and what I view as good may not even be what's really good. I think im doing something right.

powers uh. honestly just the obvious, stealing someones luck, litteral use of light or maybe temporarilly blinding someone, and

my land would be somehting like LOMAI (land of mirrors and ink) i think. for other princes of light, id think something that makes you come face to face with youre aspect, or something where you think it's not there, but it constantly comes back and haunts you.

Strife specibus might be something that requires close combat. i think something sharp, like maybe a exacto knife or a box cutter lmao. maybe something stolen or "borrowed"

ive been thinking hard about a scenario where dirk would be really and truly happy. i think i got it

This is so real.

I litterally can't go a second without thinking about drawing or homestuck😭

Like I don't think I could live without either of them and the idea of me in any job outside of selling art in the future genuinely upsets me. If someone insults homestuc or art (either mine or made by someone else) I get so upset like as if they insulted me PERSONALLY, like they were saying IM bad/awful and not just the media. It's so weird😭😭

I think that special interests are actually a disabling part of autism

I'm tired of people (allistic and autistic) saying that it's bad that special interests are 'pathologised' because passions are good. This is because that comes from a fundamental misunderstanding of what a special interest is. Special interests are not just things you like a lot, they are 'highly fixated interests abnormal in intensity or focus'. For me (and pretty much everyone with autism I've asked about it), this means that special interests are basically your whole life. For me, my special interest is ASD. I think about autism all the time. It's the only thing I find interesting, and every thought I have can be linked to autism in some way. This is pretty disabling to me because it makes it way harder to talk about and do stuff that isn't related to my special interest.

It makes making friends really hard because, on top of my social challenges, I also don't know how to talk about anything other than my special interest, and I will bring the conversation back to my special interest if I feel comfortable around someone, and just not talk to someone if I don't feel comfortable around them. It also makes doing the things I need to do in life (such as doing work for uni, taking care of myself, cleaning my living space, etc) so much harder because my brain doesn't think it's interesting in the slightest and therefore I have absolutely no motivation to do them.

Maybe my special interests are more extreme than other people's. I wasn't diagnosed with a level, I just got a diagnosis of ASD, but I'm probably on the higher end of level 1, possibly on the lower end of level 2 but I can't really figure that out for myself. However, the ASD diagnostic criteria in both the ICD-11 and DSM-V state that your traits of autism must be causing 'clinically significant impairment' (i.e. they must be disabling) for you to qualify for an ASD diagnosis.

Having an especially icky day today so I figured I might share something that helps me sometimes.

When I'm supre upset and crying like rn I like to pretend I'm better and look through pinterest images that are like daily affirmations but litterally aren't true about me and pretend they are true for a few minutes.

Does it get me to stop crying? Not really, but it makes me feel not as bad for crying.

Which is prolly stupid but I don't care rn.

I'm all three simultaneously

seeing fanart of john sad is so much more heart wrenching to me than seeing one of the striders sad. cuz like. you always see the striders sad. its like their thing. seeing a strider sad is just kinda par for the course. but seeing john egbert openly sad? seeing him express his emotions as something other than ":B"? now thats when you know something went WRONG. john egbert is the master of repressed emotions. if something stressful enough happened to cause HIM to acknowledge and process how he feels, the world might just be ending. again.

CHATTTTTTTTTT

please understand my vision

ok more seriously

calliope's species canonically only experiences pitch attraction and are specifically drawn to those that remind them of the half they lost in predomination

hussie mentions multiple times in the book commentary that many of eridan's personality and character traits were hazy ideas that eventually became caliborn, and frequently lumps eridan in with caliborn as a sort of proto-caliborn. also eridan literally named himself cal, caligulasAquarium. he also shares riflekind with caliborn and wandkind with calliope

adult cherubs have wings in the shape of the hope symbol, and mating forms that resemble massive serpents, and eridan is the prince (destroyer) of hope, as well as an angel killer (with angels being massive winged serpents in homestuck)

eridan is associated broadly with the number 11 (aquarius being the 11th number in the zodiac) and specifically 311; calliope sometimes types things 11 times for emphasis and ophiuchus would make her the 13th zodiac sign

eridan at one point rants about his kismesistude with vriska being the "kind you don't see in 10,000 sweeps" that will feature "rainbow rivers flowing through star streams all nebulizing and shit" which is basically what cherub mating is like

their . their personalities . they

Surprise I’m a filthy homestuck, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE NEW FLASH I have nothing but praise for the beyond canon team you guys are doing great, can’t wait for more merch drops so I can support monetarily

anyways look at my fucking wife, I love her new pirate fit and fire crown

I cannot wait to see therapy arc Vriska meet depression arc Terezi, they flip flopped hair and mental state, disaster girlfriends