Latest Posts by xxxcany0us33m3xxx - Page 2

can someone give zofran the nobel prize or something

vent below the cut somewhat?

can we talk about how when you try to make a relationship 'equal' between you and an abuser, they will always see it as you 'flipping the script' or 'engaging in reactive abuse' because if they aren't superior to you then they feel like you're threatening them? Like homie just saying 'Don't do this, it hurts me, every time you've done this it hurts me' and 'treat people like you want to be treated. if you're mean to me, I can be mean back' is apparently as bad as...checks notes... you beating and raping me and spreading lies about me to the public from your position of power. You don't owe your abuser the 'perfect victim. Fighting back is not something to be ashamed of.

kind of a sucker for those violent bully x bullyvic shipdynamics but it's like. Halfway through the bully realizes that A. This bullyvic has a lot bigger problems going on in their life or B. That bullyvic genuinely isn't responsible for whatever bully thinks they're responsible for. and then its moreso a hurt/comfort thing 😋

on tumblr people will say "yeah i've got 7 mental illnesses" then call you schizo for the most mundane symptoms and on reddit people will say "i'm a slightly awkward introvert" and you go to their profile to see their post history and they have mental health issues you didn't know god could create

SHOTA OC OF THE MONTH : JANUARY

So remember when I said I would make a shota (young-looking male cartoony character) OC for each month of my 2025 year? Well, here's January.

also should i make his pookie(s) be one of the other months of 2025... Eheheh.. We will See. LOOK AT HIM. HES SO CUTE. I WANT TO TUCK HIM IN.

hey so God why did you make Late January feel like a very foggy snuff film haha no offense just like. why

For this Disability Pride Month, I saw a post that was shittybad and it made me angry. So have this

how it feels when you go to the doctor and they actually listen to you and your symptoms and the skilled doctor finds a bloodwork test and you find out your body isn't just crippled from physical injury, oh no.. It's also because your body is killing itself because it got confused /j

please don't be a pressure sore please don't be a pressure sore please don't be a pressure sore

tht moment when you realize the 'cute moments of peace' between you and your abusive partner are literally just the honeymoon/moment of calm phases in a longstanding multiple-year long cycle of being abused and you're highkey tweaking out so much but also there's nothing you can do about it so like OIFNOINFDGNFIDODNFNFDNFPNFPNNPVFDGNPNVFDPND deep sigh. when is gonna be the next eggshell I accidentally step on. when is this prick going to get bored of the lovey dovey romance and either lie about me for attention or outright just beat me again, or rape me again, or try to break my stuff again. so tired of this divas bs istg every time I stand up for myself I'm the bad guy and every time I try to forgive im just a doormat that gets trampled on I EHYHVVONNPSDIOOBOBIOD

Art is meant to comfort the disturbed and disturb the comforted. I love you, Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov. I love you, 120 Days of Sodom by Marquis de Sade. I love you, All Quiet on the Western Front by Enrich M. Remarque. I love you, The Death of the Heart by Elizabeth Bowen. I love you, American Psycho by Bret E. Ellis. I love you, Speak by Laurie Halsie Anderson. I love you, I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou.

something that doesn't get talked enough about in my opinion is how absolutely isolating it is when you throw up all. the. time. and especially because it's seen as a "gross" symptom by most people. It is and has been the most isolating symptom for me and also happens to be my most severe symptom. I have thrown up at almost all of my friends houses, in my friends cars, at the majority of all sleepovers that i've been to, in public, on public transportation, in front of my friends or my friends parents, etc etc and this has been happening since i was a young child. It is absolutely devastating to lose your social life due to something you can't control and it is even more devastating to be considered gross by those you are around. And I ask that people please be kind to those of us that experience symptoms like vomiting and other gastrointestinal problems, because i can guarantee that it is a lot harder on us than it is you for witnessing it.

Hello!!! Just to update, my posts may become less frequent, I'm starting a new job that's a lot better for me and very helpful/ingrained with my campus

nsfw below the cut, mdni

THANK YOU @foppydog for the dead dove tierlist!!! teehee

im suffering from a horrendous disease called being in your 20s

Borageleaf is NOT gonna be able to hide those kits' parentage !!!

Warrior Cats OC Maker :3

Get a dice ready! You can use any old D6 dice or one online! I'll say the category, and then whichever number on the dice you roll, look at the number that corresponds! Rank: 1. Warrior 2. Medicine Cat 3. Leader 4. Deputy 5. Elder 6. Mediator If your name starts with A-G, your OC is more lean and thin. If your name starts with H-N, your OC is more short and stocky. If your name starts with O-T, your OC is more big and buff. If your name starts with U-Z, your OC is more toned and average. Base Pelt Color: 1. Pale Ginger 2. Black 3. Pale Grey 4. Dark Grey 5. White 6. Yellowish Brown Markings: 1. Spots 2. Striped Spots / Tabby Spots 3. Stripes 4. One Single Stripe 5. Different colored paws or tail tip 6. Heart on their chest Gender: Make your OC the same gender as you. Mate: 1. No mate! 2. Tom from within the clan. 3. She-Cat from within the clan. 4. A kittypet! 5. A tom from across the borders... 6. A she-cat from across the borders... Kits: 1. No kits! 2. 1 tom-kit. 3. 2 she-kits. 4. 2 tom-kits and 1 she-kit. 5. 4 tom-kits 6. 6 she-kits Personality: 1. Ambitious 2. Fierce 3. Insecure 4. Playful 5. Responsible 6. Thoughtful Reblog this with your silly designs! :3

Warrior Cats OC Maker :3

Get a dice ready! You can use any old D6 dice or one online! I'll say the category, and then whichever number on the dice you roll, look at the number that corresponds! Rank: 1. Warrior 2. Medicine Cat 3. Leader 4. Deputy 5. Elder 6. Mediator If your name starts with A-G, your OC is more lean and thin. If your name starts with H-N, your OC is more short and stocky. If your name starts with O-T, your OC is more big and buff. If your name starts with U-Z, your OC is more toned and average. Base Pelt Color: 1. Pale Ginger 2. Black 3. Pale Grey 4. Dark Grey 5. White 6. Yellowish Brown Markings: 1. Spots 2. Striped Spots / Tabby Spots 3. Stripes 4. One Single Stripe 5. Different colored paws or tail tip 6. Heart on their chest Gender: Make your OC the same gender as you. Mate: 1. No mate! 2. Tom from within the clan. 3. She-Cat from within the clan. 4. A kittypet! 5. A tom from across the borders... 6. A she-cat from across the borders... Kits: 1. No kits! 2. 1 tom-kit. 3. 2 she-kits. 4. 2 tom-kits and 1 she-kit. 5. 4 tom-kits 6. 6 she-kits Personality: 1. Ambitious 2. Fierce 3. Insecure 4. Playful 5. Responsible 6. Thoughtful Reblog this with your silly designs! :3

more vent below the cut, see warnings

The passive suicidal ideation that comes with having a physical disability is hard. I'm sure I'm not the only person who feels this way. I grew up with an ever-increasing pain tolerance due to my condition to the point where ripping nails from my nailbeds became Just One of My Habits, because it hurt less than my condition, and having my nailbed be deformed anyways before that habit formed certainly didn't help. I was the kid who always tried in sports, even if I was never athletic. I was the kid who got an A's, even when going to school was exhausting and painful and, to be honest, I was and still am really convinced that my inherent worth is attributed to what work I can produce. In all the jobs I've worked, I've done what I could, even if it wasn't...Enough. In moment like these, where my head is clouded with exhaustion and I lay in bed, in too much pain to do anything but tap my achey and tingly fingers on a keyboard as every movement sends sharp stinging pain up and down my entire arm region and drips down into my torso, and I have to get all my work done, but I can't. Think. I can't. Move. I feel like I'm an old cat, just waiting to die, except I'm a young adult human being who just wants the pain to be over. It'll never be over. This isn't to say I'm actively suicidal. I'm not- At least not anymore. Just living in a body that is in agony all the time gets hard. Really hard. And I start to wonder and think about how good I would feel if I could just slip into a sleep and not have to wake up to the pain, and the exhaustion, and the lack of limb functionality, and the fainting, and the falling, and the humiliation, and the shame- And I sometimes wish I could die, before everyone realizes how much of a disappointment I am because of this. I can't work up to the same par as everybody else can, even though I manage to get everything done up to a very good quality, it take some about 4x longer to do it compared to an able-bodied person. oinfdgionfdnndndnnnfvfn

vent below the cut, see warnings in tags

you ever just be thinking about The Happenings and your brain is like "Well actually Abuser X was a lot worse to you than Abuser Y.. Abuser Y only raped you once and beat you only a few times, the rest of their abuse was emotional and they're getting better, unlike the much worse Abuser X!" and you're like, "Okay, brain, that's an objective statement, Abuser X was worse than Abuser Y. What about it?" and then your brain pulls out the "Maybe you should cut Abuser Y some slack, then... I mean, you're just being bitter at this point... I mean, compared to Abuser X, Abuser Y is like an angel! You shouldn't still be mad at Abuser Y or still hold them accountable!" and then I'm like "Oh, okay, stfu then."

and then your brain gets all whiney and doubles down like "And you shouldn't even be mad at Abuser X, either, since he really was nice to you at times and you know he wouldn't have done that if he himself wasn't hurt-" and then you're like "fuck you" because you're secretly the Fuck You Guy

i wanna follow new people so: reblog if youre a proship safe blog and a self shipper!

selfshippers who have chronic pain!

imagine your doting f/o(s) taking care of you during a flare up! giving you your meds, helping you brush your hair, making sure you have everything you need before settling in with you.

if you want a distraction from the pain, they'll tell you about their day, make small talk, put on your favorite tv show, whatever you want!

they'll make dinner for you (or order something if they can't cook), soothe you through your pain, cuddling and rocking you back and forth, letting you cry into their shirt, etc.

just.. doting f/os comforting you <333

proship community reblog if you hate AI

reblog if you ship a ship that's unhealthy, toxic and fucked up

people with tooth decay aren't bad people. they aren't lazy either. neither are they unclean or irresponsible. tooth decay doesn't make you a bad person. you don't deserve mockery, judgement, or tooth pain for having any. the only thing people with tooth decay deserve is healthcare.

this ship made some people mad so it motivated me to post more of it but to make it worse I made them chibis/shotas/whatever /j but in all honesty, here's more of them. Almas (the drow druid) belongs to another member of the party (yes its a dnd thing) and yes they are our silly lil ocs. Rian is my sillyguy and he's a loser but we love him for it.... anyways art dump below the cut, check the tags for any warnings

How Each of My (Favorite) OCs Would Feel Dating A Shota/Loli! (Warning: NSFW Mentions.)

ᴅᴀᴍɪᴀɴ ʟᴏᴘᴇᴢ: -Would date an adult shota/loli -Worried for their safety all the time, a bit protective, but more like a frazzled cat desperately chasing after a hyper kitten -Will act like a father figure for his lil schmookum... Especially if they age regress because THAT'S JUST A LITTLE BABY!!!! -Would probably feel too guilty to get nsfw with his loli/shota partner, even though they're over 18, which may ruin the relationship a bit if his partner isn't asexual ᴏᴡᴇɴ ʟᴏᴘᴇᴢ -You'd only get him to date a loli if it was a loli version of his dead gf of whom he loves to necro. He's a freak like that. Someone get his older brother to rub off on him more so he's more Normal. Or get his older brother to rub something else on him. What? Sorry, it's my demons. ᴅʀ. ᴅᴏᴄᴛᴏʀ -His life has been HELL since his wife died he totally needs a loli in his life... Especially since his kid died too and he needs to kill two birds in one stone -If this is before Talkie gets with Damian, he'd be super overprotective and insist that his loli gf NEVER go near Talkie because Talkie is batshit insane and also awful. If this is after, he'd allow Talkie to be near her... With Damian supervision... -He'd also only go for a loli over 18 -He's the type to carry his loli gf to the tub and get a bubble bath and just sit there by the tub and admire her pretty and perky and beautiful youthful body... -They could convince him to have sex on like a 1-off occasion one time if both of them were extremely desperate to have kids. This man had to be with his late wife for nearly 10 years before they banged but he's like..fertile enough to knock up women one-try so it's not a big bother to him. He's asexual but wants babies.. But if he has a loli gf.. No need for baby.... He can just baby her... ᴛᴀʟᴋɪᴇ -Oh he'd so guro the loli/shota pookie he WOULD -He's honestly awful and the only person he has not absolutely been awful to is Damian -He's perfect for whump fics in this regard ꜱᴛᴀʀᴋʟᴇʏ ᴄᴏʀʀɪɢᴀɴ -What do you mean... He IS the shota. -If he were to be in a Shota x Shota relationship he'd dominate though -Not just NSFW, he'd take the lead in all activities. Bros just like that ʀɪᴀɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀꜰᴏʀʀᴇꜱᴛ -Depends if it's pre-campaign him or not. (yes he is a dnd oc...) -Cuz pre-campaign him was a racist asshole towards everyone around him because he was naive and thought 'this one tiefling was awful to me so all of the other races are awful yes' so he was super close minded and wouldn't even think of dating a loli or a shota -Post-campaign him after he learns that just because one dude is Awful doesn't mean everyone else is would def be all sweet and doting to a loli/shota partner though -Although he'd have to date a loli or shota over 18 because. listen man his entire character arc is 'just because this one guy was a ephebophile doesn't mean that everyone is' and him going after an underage loli or shota just. would not make sense. -Additionally taking care of a loli would remind him of his dead daughter and he'd be fiercely overprotective ʟᴇᴡɪꜱ ᴛʀᴇᴊᴏ -If he somehow escaped from the shota that sexually harasses him and walked into a relationship with another shota or loli that would be devastating for him... you mean to tell me he was harassed for like 10 years by this one dude who he met as a Little Guy and as the Little Guy grew up he got increasingly more toxic and Lewis had to escape from him by basically throwing him at another fat depressed man and saying "THIS IS YOURS NOW!!!" only to turn around and probably get harassed by a different loli/shota -Whumpbait man -yess mwahahah get trapped in a room full of shotas who want you... Surely no dubcon will occur...

having a partner is jusst so mgjgjfj!!! you mean!! i can kiss him!!!! I can hold him!!! when we shower I can hug him and feel warm skin!!!! you mean i can invite dawg out to slowdance under the stars???mmghfh you mean i can just be.. a silly lil guyb...And this other silly little guy who i love a lot is also there??You mean we do the laundry together?? Absolutely wild. I love him. And you mean to tell me i got a RING and put it on.. his finger?? to symbolize our undying love??? I'm shaking. I'm so in love. I love him.

(Also fun fact my F/O is one of my pookie's OC's so it's like.. Inception... idk man im a freak)

what do you think about the fries consent model?

I think it's accurate! I don't see how anyone would have a problem with consent being.. Freely-Given, Reversible, Informed, Enthusiastic, and Specific? lol

your racist x poc image is... very very odd. especially with the poc "dominating" like wow we love extremely racist stereotypes!

hey so that's your opinion actually! dont like, just scroll then lol