Affirmation Of The Truth Within

"Es war nie meine Aufgabe, dich davon zu überzeugen, dass du Liebe verdienst.

Aber meine Liebe war ein stiller Beweis dafür."

Was ist schuld daran?

Wie kam es dazu, 

dass es ist, wie es ist?

Was kann ich tun?

Kann ich etwas tun?

Oder bleibt es wie es ist?

Werde ich tatkräftig?

Oder lass ich es ruhen?

Sometimes I wonder

How long it would take

For people to notice

If I'd went away

Weeks? Months? Years?

And the next thing

afterwards I wonder about

Is the how, the act

And how they'd react

When they'd find me

Laying lifeless in my bed

Like the husk that

I already am

Would they recognize me?

Would they understand?

They said you'd be a broken mess but

For me you've been a mesmerizing

painting

Sprawling, full of details in the most intense colours

And when they said youre confusing to them

To me you've been a puzzle my soul never got tired of solving

Deadly Depths

Endless ocean of mercury

Unfathomable waters

Devouring the hearts

Swallowing the souls

Not a single ray of light

Ever hit the bottom

Not a single entity

Ever returned to surface

This treasure’s a reflection

Danger - Keep Away

Own up, understand your feelings and listen

or your feelings will own up your vision

obscure your whole view with a dense fog

and completely take over your future decision.

Spirit Petals 🌸✨

A sakura in blossom

whispers pink and white,

soft, fine, and gentle

- Rising

Its roots stretch deep 

into Mother Earth,

solid, strong, and sturdy

- Staying

For you it was love and war

Planted cluster bombs 

Between my ribs

Turned passion into crime

Came back to the scene

On your guilt trips

With your favorite knife

3 stabs into your heart

And 3 into mine

In your spider webs of lies

I hung on for dear life

And you set it on fire

It's ok to say no.

It's ok to let it go.

It's ok to doubt it

And ok to don't know.

It's ok to feel low.

It's ok if I don't.

It's ok to trust

And ok if I don't

It's ok that I show.

It's ok when I grow.

It's ok to feel hope

And ok if I don't.

Ich kann es spüren, dein Herz wiegt schwer.

Hinter deinem Lächeln, da liegt so viel Schmerz.

Kann es fühlen, du versuchst es nicht zu zeigen,

Fühlst dich einsam und alleine in deinem Leiden,

Frisst es in dich rein aus Angst ich könnte

gehen,

Doch ich geb dir mein Versprechen, ich bleib an deiner Seite.