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I hate being an academic procrastinator because I love being able to dive deep and spend hours on a project, or give my undividing attention to material and finish it to the best of my abilities.
But.
It just takes so long. The point of deep work is that it takes up time.
And from a standpoint, it's so easy to step back and say, I'm putting off that 4 hour session for later. But I'm not. Not until it's too late, that is. I like to believe that I'm getting better at it. But at this rate, im not too sure...
yk ur fked when u start listening to ur 2020-2022 songs again
You're never satisfied you fucking cunts, look at your lives. You fucked and gave birth to me, a fuck up. Couldn't even breed and raise me right to be like the monotone topper you wanted, IT'S HILARIOUS. And well, I'm never saying I'm even the slightest bit good, but atleast I'm not a fucking life sucker like you guys. Eat shit, seethe, cope harder.
the academic trauma really fucking stays and stings