Chaotic Academia Moodboard - Blog Posts

“A golden cage is still just a cage.”

-Anita Krizzan

“You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.”

-Friedrich Nietzsche

“All our knowledge has its origins in our perspectives.”

-Leonardo da Vinci

“Time is a game played beautifully by children.”

-Heraclitus

He's been here forever, your son

Words by me // inspired by the advertisement on the left.

Catholic Doilys

Left: Thea Porter reflected in her dining table. Ph. Jim Lee for the Sunday Times, 1971. Right: scan from Pinterest.

The Three Graces, 2019 by Valeria Duca (b. 1995, Moldova) 

I seriously think boys need a apprecation post. So here it goes

Boys in general are really pretty and adorable.

Boys with slightly long and wavy hair. Boys who loves reading. Boys who loves talking about their interests. Boys who go head over heels for their significant other. Boy who have dimples. Boys who compliments. Boys who sing. Boys who like kids and nice to them. Boys who don't mock or tease on sensitive topics. Boys with brown eyes (those eyes glow under the sun). Boys who knows to control their anger. Boys who lets you know if they are busy (not to make you worried). Boys who like boybands. Boys who play instruments. Boys who don't degrade someone for doing something different. Boys who respects women.

Just ✨boys✨.

He is the gentleman in my eyes. He is such a kind man, and he rejoices when I get home safely. He is a person who enjoys learning specifics about my day. Someone who looks out for my overall health and wellbeing. Someone who will remind me to get a good night's sleep so I can wake up early on the days of my exams. During my difficult day, he is someone who keeps telling me, "You will rock it." someone who offers me their prayers for a positive day at school. He is not the person I refer to as my lover, but rather as my best friend. I would defend my best buddy from everyone who is against him.

I pleaded for more from him-more time to write about him and more days to learn about his passions for people, music and the art-but all he gave me was a bar of chocolate.

How am i supposed to say no?

Roses don't bloom quickly because, like any great work of art, beauty needs time to develop. Our love also blossoms in a very gradual, lovely way at its own speed, much like the rose. It's so lovely to witness how our relationship emits beautiful, wonderful sentiments at its own speed. Sometimes the thorns serve as a reminder that love may be painful, but the roses serve as a diversion and convince me that our love is also filled with beauty, affection, and passion. The rose will always represent how we are at our core true romantics.

(One week to go for valentine's day)

Appears to be a typical nerd with impressive academic brains. But he is the source of brightness in my otherwise dreary life. Although everyone thinks he is a bookworm, in my opinion, he is a poet who is hopelessly romantic but don't show it. He must be treated with care because he has a pure soul.

One particular girl is incredibly undervalued since she only asks for affection from people who write handwritten notes, buy her a bunch of flowers, and do the bare minimum. She reads novels and develops a romantic relationship with the imaginary world. She loses herself in poetry and romance novels instead of the real world since she is aware that people here want to be in immature relationships that will never lead anywhere.

"I made a mistake in what I did. The past few days, I didn't feel like myself. I was being brutal and rude. According to what you've told me, all the men in your life—aside from your father—have treated you cruelly and crudely. And I've devoted my entire being to avoiding being one of those. Unfortunately, I have in fact joined that group. I apologise." (a note found in a guy's diary)