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mfw i open my inbox and theres the same copy pasted aid request instead of stalkers and anon hate.... someone save me
who is making you simp today and what makes them special in your eyes
i currently dont have anyone im looking at! which is unfortunate, because it is a bit boring, but its alright, i guess. normally when i'm into someone, its because they're kind to me/give me special attention and are smart/funny and not a player. i also like artsy guys/people who make me kinda work/stay to unravel their true selves, not just lay all their cards flat. i want someone who cares to put in the effort to know me for all the weird parts of me and love me in my entirety. hopefully i could return it in full
maybe this answers your question? i did kinda just wake up lol
marina unreleased.....save me, marina unreleased....
hate telling ppl im autistic and then they get so annoyed when i make a social mistake like i did it on purpose. like were you fucking listening???
ya i think one of my problems is ive been telling ppl what i think they want to hear and acting how i think they want me to act and then im fucking surprised when it all doesnt feel real anymore. i think they probs want me to be myself but i cant even give them that. i miss how i was a few years back, when i was still like this but less, like i could still voice a dissenting opinion or let pieces of myself slip out, no matter how awkward. it feels like i'm dumbing myself down and making myself more palatable for an outcome i know i wont want. if you gaf.
hmm . i thuink the chronic lack of romantic attention from men in my life is finally getting to me
i posted this and have proceeded to not reblog shit (<- dumbass scared of the snarling body horror devil known as People Knowing Things About Her)
btw i have a multifandom sideblog wip @cyrasvault
girlsleepy,,, girltired,,, girlexhausted
im a little fed up w my obsessive need to be palatable TBH
told him why i thought he was mad at me, and he started typing for a sec and then went offline w/o sending it. if you see a girl almost in her 20s laying on the freeway, that's me, and i want you to floor it. btw.
UGHHH back 2 my normal work schedule...waking up at 5:30am I HATE IT HEREEEE
tho i think i do like the early mornings...its just hard to wake up
i wonder where i’ll be this time next year
my sleep shirt smells like campfire smoke <3 i fucking love it
WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK
one of my mutals is gonna have me requestioning my enneagram tritype UGHHHHGHGHGHG bc i have. doubts.