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I feel like a fat pig. My ex just confirmed that he eats 350-500 to 1000 calories perday and he's so skinny and beautiful. I NEED to catch up and get better at loosing weight. I don't want to be the fat freind. It wil be so worth the hunger when I get to wear cute clothes and have smaller boobs
When will I start to feel light and weightless? I'm desperate for that attention skinny brings and I will not stop till I get there. If I have to pay my mental health for it then that is the price I am willing to pay. I want boys to look at me, I want girls to envy me. And I want my family to take back every little negative thing they have ever said about me back. I will no longer be the fat freind, the fat sister or the fat coworker. Ha! They will all watch me get thin.
And I WILL get there. They will all see. Every guy that has ever ignored me will finally be forced to pay attention. That will make things right.
For now on- Listen up fattie
860 calories will be the MAX that I can have. ABSOLUTELY NO CHEAT DAYS. Fatties don't deserve cheat days.
I will have to drink 8 cups of water each day to prevent me from eating.
I WILL chew my food 25 times before swallowing.
I will take my protein powder and supplements daily
I WILL get plenty of sleep at least 8 to 10 hrs per day. Beauty queens need their rest.