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Food cravings....

Tonight I'm craving a chicken sandwhich and with bread and I can't have one 😩. This makes me so sad 😞

Lost 2 lbs since yesterday. Idk how that happened 😕 must be water weight. But hey, 2lbs is 2 lbs!

I’m leaving for Europe in 5 week and I’ve got a crazy plan to lose 25 pounds within that time. I’m gonna try my absolute hardest to work at this!! I’m gonna update y’all rn I’m at 145.2lbs and I’m update this every Wednesday.

I’ve fasted today and I feel like I’m winning.

I wanted to get on here and just thank all of y’all for 150 followers. I love you all so much, you’re so sweet and amazing and awesome. Even though this community is built around the unwell, I’ve met some of the nicest people on here, so just once more, thank you!

I live for ts ^

(Not my photo)

(Also they’re only ten calories?How??)

Thinspo

Omfg I think after eating like I did in march and the restriction I’m in this month I’m lwk getting the high again and it feels amazing

I think I’m officially back on that grind 350 cals for all of today

March absolutely sucked. Praying for an angelic Ana April.

(Wishing you all one as well)

No way, I'm actually so mf done. Okay, so yesterday, I was hanging out with my friends, and they know that I’m insecure about my weight and stuff. Not about this and my ED or whatever, but they know to some extent. So I'm sitting there, and I pinch my friend as a joke, it’s a thing we do to each other every time we see a yellow car. I pinch her, and I was standing beside someone else. She yells at me, and I ask her how she knew it was me. She told me I have fat fingers. wtf? Yeah, then she proceeds to tell me that the girl next to me has skinny, small hands. I wanted to cry more than I ever have, I think. I think what kills me over everything else is that she knows I'm insecure. I've opened up to her. I honestly feel so sick.

I hate everything right now. It feels like my body was made to hold fat. I can’t lose anything anymore. I’m literally so done.

(Not my photo)

Guys wake up a new lw just dropped!

Things have been a bit hectic here lately, so I think I can manage a water fast hopefully!

72 hour fast starting today, I’ve decided.

I feel so gross, I need to cleanse myself somehow.

I think my dad might be catching on 😔

He’s been making me eat dinner and watching me?

Respect Yourself.

I am nothing if not envious.

Hell yeah!!

I don’t drink, I don’t smoke, all I have is caffeine.

My current affirmation^

I hate the weekends. I can never control myself.

Resist the urge

Between 500-600 not the worst day but could have been better if I didn’t have to eat dinner.🙃

Im embarrassed to say that I didn’t fast today.👎

Spent the day with my mom since I didn’t go to school, and we ended up going out to eat. I ate just below my maintenance calories. This is not ideal, but I’m proud I didn’t go overboard or anything. It sucks to be so close to my maintenance though. But at least it helped with the massive headache.