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My Hearth of Stars
from the tips of my fingers, the cosmos yawns
each star a hope. suspended in its web
so immense, so small
lost in it glory, yet lost to space
just grant me the strength
to shield just one star
its warmth so distant
it’s an ache that never goes
for there is an emptiness even a soul can’t fill
please just let me be a shield
that defends what I can’t reach
so that others may have a hearth of their own
maybe by faith, I’ll finally feel
the warmth, I never knew
Crew Head Cannons: Jedi Consular Edition. Pt 2
- Tharan will sometimes take the crew out to experience ‘culture’ ie eating at fancy places or going to the museum. Felix is the most receptive to it.
- Zenith puts up with Nadia taging along, and actually is gruff uncle type to her.
- when the consular goes on diplomacy mission Zenith and Nadia are the ones actually interested in politics. Tharan and Felix pay attention but are more there for the good food.
- Felix and Qyzen share a favorite swoop team the Pit Screamers.
-For Felix it’s because the team’s daring stunts appeal to the part of him that wants to be a hero. Qyzen just likes how the Pit Screamers overcome danger and totally not because their team captain is also trandoshan.
- Tharan and Holiday like the Blatant Beks because spectacle.
- Qyzen respects Zenith, and Felix as capable warriors, and Nadia the Heralds student. Tharan is tolerated because his importance as the caretaker of the Herald’s ship and special understanding old metal things.
- Nadia has surprisingly found Qyzen to be helpful teacher about force things because of his deep spirituality.
- Holiday is the second person (first is consular) Nadia goes to when she needs somebody to talk to.
- Tharan is the one who teaches Zenith to dance as well as the other formalities that one needs to know for the social gathering that enviably await the politically involved. Zenith hates it.
- Felix and Nadia are probably the most interactive with Holiday, talking to her likes real. Zenith sees her something like tool. Qyzen doesn’t really know what make of her, he does take her for granted, the way you take the floor for granted for just existing.
- Tharan favorite people to take places besides Holiday are the consular, Nadia, and Felix.
- Felix a pretty good friendship with all the other members of the crew.
Felix Romance Update
My consular Elvira is an interesting mix of being in the know, and oblivious. She knew there was something up with Felix’s feelings regarding her but didn’t once cross her mind that he liked her.
They’re in a relationship now but it’s slow going. When Felix made free time for her she invited him to her to spend time with this desire was totally innocent get know you better type stuff. Yet somehow things naturally escalated, and they hit second base. My consular is a bit wigged out over it. So wigged out, that she didn’t tell Felix she loved him afterwards. She just sorta thanked him instead.
Like she does in fact love him, but this Jedi is still reeling from all these unknown feelings and complications. Which is impressive because Felix is pretty a straightforward guy. So these problems are entirely of her own making. Elvira will admit she cares about him deeply but love? No that’s too much, too big.
I’m over here like Jedi, why are you like this?
Crew Headcanons: Jedi Consular Edition. Pt 1
- Nadia gets into trouble constantly for getting into everything.
-Qyzen is generally viewed by the others as a strange creature but a reliable guy.
-Courtesy of Zenith serval fights that could’ve been avoided were in fact escalated. Thanks to paranoia.
-Tharan is the number one cause of strife because of an addiction to playing the devils advocate.
-Felix is the voice of reason.
-Zenith has taken up pet sitting. Not one to just keep eye the animals, he actually does his best train said pets like they’re a K-9 unit. He’s very serious about it.
- Boardgames are competitive. Tharan was top dog but couldn’t resist sharing/bragging. So the others adopted his tactics and now Tharan has work to win.
- Zenith, Felix, and Qyzen spar and train together regularly. They also have shooting challenges.
-The guys all talk shop together about all things warfare (and tech).
-Everybody has time for Nadia. To teach her or talk to her.
- Tharan will do what he told but he does have running commentary about having to do it.
-Zenith and to lesser extent Felix are security nuts and are on everyone’s backsides to be vigilant.
-Qyzen and Felix are hunting buddies.
- Nadia and Felix can cook. So can Qyzen if like like meat. Zenith well he cooks but let’s say it tastes practical. Very practical and nutritious.
-Holiday the ship decorator no questions asked. She is also in charge of the crews schedules.
-Tharan is the most up to date on news and gossip because of Holiday.
I just accidentally started as relationship with Felix. Like I not mad about, just surprised. Like man over here chatting to Elvira and she knows somethings up, but being Jedi doesn’t have that much experience with romance. So she does not realize he’s into her. What she does sense is that he’s hiding something, so naturally she wants the truth from him, and it comes out and then boom! He kisses her.
After this I think Elvira probably went to her cabin and just sat on the end of bed just, shook. Like, oh that happened.
I genuinely didn’t think Elvira would romance anybody during this play through because of how closely she follows the Jedi code. But this happened and it could work, Felix is sweet dude and he offered her something precious that Elvira wants to honor. So yeah it’ll be interesting to see how they feel their way through this budding relationship.