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Recap: Katerina Angel Kennedy or “Arrow” is a Texan patriotic girl that loves her few friends and having fun with them during their high school years. She will handle a lot of pain and difficult situations in her life but her friends will always be there for her. We don’t know but maybe some new relationships will start and some old relationships will end.
Tw: #attempt suicide #depressing thoughts #depressive character #toxic friend #heartbroken character #substance use #drug use #weed mention #weed use #reefer character
Part 1
And I screamed.
Her POV:
High school boys just give me the ick. They’re disgusting.
I only have some high school guy friends and they’re kind of different from the others. I have Benny, Don, Slater, Tony, Mike and Kevin. There are other guys in my school but I don’t really talk to them, like I say “hi how are ya” and that’s it.
Benny is my best friend since kindergarten. Our parents are friends and every where I go he is there. I used to have a weird crush on him ( I still don’t get why I liked him in 8th grade but thank god I don’t like him anymore ). But we are really close to each other. I know everything about him, and vice versa.
Don instead is kinda my big brother that I’ve never had. Being an only child, he thought I felt lonely so he always stayed with me. He is sweetly overprotective of me, and it’s obvious that he loves me. Don’t get any idea! This is all platonic and he is an enormous play boy. I don’t know how Shannon likes him. Ew.
Slater is my reefer friend. My bestie. The one who makes me feel comfortable whenever I smoke blunts or weed. Kevin too. Pickford tho is the hottest of the whole world. Like man how can I smoke weed and not confess my love to you-
Tony and Mike are my friends and they are literally the only ones I can have a decent conversation with.
Now getting to the main point. I’m a picky person. If I want to have friends, I study them before having that intimate relationship with them. Instead the girls are a different subject. I talk to all of them. Even if some of them are bitches, I still respect and adore them.
The one who I seriously can’t stand at this school is Pink. He thinks that he can fool every girl in this school or in this town. Fuck off man. Arrogant son of a bitch. (I actually respect his mother very much.)
I hate him because one day he wanted to kiss me. Bro had never talked to me before and one day he thinks he can fucking kiss me? Nahhhhh man you got the wrong girl. I fucking slapped him. And since then we had this mutual hate relationship.
Another person that I “hate” is David Wooderson. He actually isn’t in our school anymore. And he is older than all of us.
He was my first and only true love. He was my first kiss.
We were very close friends. At the beginning I used to get weed from him and from then we just clicked. He would always meet with me, stay with me, smoke with me, go to parties with me, hang out with me and on and onnnnnnn. God damn. He was the best guy I had ever met. He was my true AND ONLY LOVE. But all of a sudden he started acting weird.
Everytime I used to hang out with Benny or Slater, Wood would always get upset. He would say things like “You don’t hang out with me anymore” or would straight up act mad at me. I didn’t know if he was jealous or something. But still, that doesn’t justify his behavior. Yes we had kissed before. As a joke. And yes, I loved him. But he didn’t know this. I’ve always been jealous of the times he hung out with girls. He was a fucking player, god damn he’s still a player. And yet, I never behaved like that. So, one day after I was out with Benny at his house, I go to meet Wood at his place. I knock at his door. He opens it after a long time, and I see him with disheveled hair, no shirt on, and a naked girl behind him. And he says : “Who tf are ya, man?”
I didn’t even respond. I turned around and went away.
That day I had thought of fucking killing myself. I felt so heartbroken and I felt treated like a fucking toy. I got back home. I had cried all the road to my house. Once up to my bed room, I couldn’t fucking breath anymore. He had been treating me like shit for like forever and I had always respected him because he was my friend. I had his my feelings from everyone for three years because I didn’t want to break the relationship I had with him. And he treats me like shit?
I was panicking. I was in shock and so tired of life. I got up and started searching for weed but I didn’t have any. Or i couldn’t find any, I don’t know. But I remember going downstairs to the phone and calling Slater. He answered and I was crying and saying how I so needed weed and I couldn’t find any. He was so worried behind the phone, I could only imagine his confusion.
After not getting any solution to my problem, still crying and panicking I closed the phone.
I got to the kitchen and I was searching for something that even I didn’t know what. I get a knife from a drawer and I don’t know but I think I stabbed myself with it. And I screamed. I cried and I screamed.
I don’t know what happened after that. But I know that when I woke up, in front of me was Slater. He was fucking crying and on the phone. He was saying something but I couldn’t hear anything. I was dazy as shit.
After that day, I was a different person. Slater got closer to me. And he was always worried but I indulged to drugs and weed, getting my mind out of shit.
I started picking the friends I hung out with and the things I did. I couldn’t trust anyone anymore. And David Wooderson was nothing to me.
Only Slater knows what happened between me and Wood. All the others don’t know a thing. Or i think so. Slater might have told to Benny something about it because I noticed how Benny started ignoring Wood and talking about him.
How can a girl go through so much and still be alive? Only God knows it.
Katerina “Arrow” :
Bang bang
I hit the ground.
He lighted his cigarette and looked at me.
“Ya want sum?” he said to me. I nodded and he leisurely passed it to me.
I sighed as I smoked it. “I’ve never felt like this before.” I said.
“How so?”
“Seasons change you know? I change. I’m not the same. I never thought I’d start smoking cigarettes.”
He looked at me and took the cigarette outta my hand. “What do you mean exactly?”
Staring at the parking lot, I explained: “You know that I did weed and that shit but never nicotine. My father did it all the fucking time. Man was so crazy for it that whenever we’d tell him to quit smoking he would make empty promises. Hated him for that. Lied to us for all his life. And that’s how it brought me to hate nicotine.” looking back at him, I see him already staring at me. “Now, I smoke it once in a while. Should I be ashamed?”
He got a long hit and then answered: “Nah, doll. Look. When I was five, I used to stay at my pops and I knew that he always had a gun somewhere hidden in the house. Every Sunday I’d hear bangs coming from the backyard. In the morning I’d see dry blood in the yard. This went on for three years. None stop. And I never questioned my father’s decisions. But oh, how did I hate him for making them. Guess we all went through sumthin that traumatized us.”
I stared at him and hesitantly asked him “Do you still hear the bangs?”
He sadly smirked and looked up to the sky while responding to me with: “I hear Bang Bang every Sunday night. And I wake up scared to find dried blood in the backyard.”
I curiously asked: “Didn’t you even have the urge to ask him why he did that?”
“Of course I did, doll. I knew I’d get a beating because of it so I shut my mouth, forced my eyes closed and pushed myself to sleep with the bangs.”
I slowly slid to him and hugged him tightly. “I’m so sorry, Wood. Why did you have to go through all that at such a young age?”
“One of us should suffer in this life babe. And God said it was my turn. Gotta accept it doll. Now don’t get sad because of me” He tilted his head down to take a look at me and he saw the tears that were shedding from my eyes. I sadly looked back at him and said: “You’re my baby boy. I love you. With my whole heart.”
“I love you Doll.”
A gift for @gwenandy I love your oc and I wanna marry her…SIGHHHH THESE BEAUTIFUL LADIES EVERYWHERE AHHHHHHHHHH‼️‼️‼️
I’m finally finished with this even though it super crappy, sorry moot Ilysm but my art block has been INSANEEED💔💔
@indohyusbarf 🫶🫶🫶
Angst…💔
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It seems no matter what she does someone will always take advantage of Vierla’s heart, she places her trust with the wrong people, even if she knew what she was getting herself into.
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(This is so shitty sigh…)
NEW OC ALERT!!1!1!1!1!1!!!!
I’ll flesh her out more…dw chat….💔💔
Anyways enjoy her guys…🫶🫶
Tween practice,…..
I HATE HATE HATE TWEENING GRRRRRR 💔💔
Doodles of my three eltingville oc’s with the pixie short haircut,
Maddie just looks like bill + Pete with eyebrows…oh my poor femcel 💔
Fluttershy fem!user is so cute I just had to draw her with Jerry :3
@str4wb3rrysw3etheart LOVE LOVE LOVE UR WORK 💗💗
I’ve seen SOOOO many of these and I absolutely ADORE ALL OF THEM ON TIKTOK, YOU GUYS ARE SO COOL AND TALENTED, I HONESTLY THINK OF YOU GUYS LIKE CELEBRITIES!!! 💗💗
My inspo: @marzaboo @uravitycore !!!!
SHES SO COOL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Another (old) oc
I forgot to post these a few days ago but I redrew my first eltingville oc I did like when I first got into the pilot for the first time? (Legit butterflies on billy ballsack..) she was supposedly scrapped because in my opinion I wasn't really feeling her and also because it's quite self indulging to the point I'm cringing on myself so I had to drop her ass, but I like how I did her hair so she's back in business BAAAABYYY
(also boken inglish forgib me 😢)
First design (I was making an introduction thing and gave up halfway)
Lazy redraww (I made her a bad bitch in the wte vers like damn..?? what even is my sexuality anymore 💀)
I guess background info? (I'll make one for Dane, yes I'm looking at you @/indohyusbarf 🫵😋)
warning: very lengthy.. ?? I'm just yapping at this point.. sorry bros.. got too into it.. 😭
Valentine 'Val' Cooper is one of the popular girls in eltingville high or whatever. She's related to Joe (crazy..), and works in Joe's comic book store as a punishment for her rich ahh parents because she was caught in a major scandal and to also learn how the real world operates, be in shes excellent for the job as she casually rips people off 5 times the price, she's a business woman, just like her parents, and uses it in her ability to get more money and shit, (casually steals money from the register). She's perfect for the job but she has a complete intolerance to geeks and nerds (she doesn't know the difference and would not care to even correct herself, as if on purpose), saying that they are the disease and should get rid off in this orb of a planet.
Reasons and her views on geeks or nerds in general??:
She places immense value on social status, popularity, and outward appearances, carrying a deep-seated belief that people should conform to mainstream ideals, often viewing those who stray from the norm (especially geeks and nerds) as socially inept or unworthy of respect, being a 'geek' signifies obsession with niche or unconventional interests that diverge from what they consider acceptable or admirable. Rather than deeply engaging with any subjects outside their comfort zone, she participates only in trends they deem acceptable (within popular culture), she's uncomfortable with the people who get so obsessed (in her opinion to a borderline extent), that this discomfort she feels manifests into having bitchy judgmental attitude toward those who become borderline obsessed with their hobbies, such as video games, comic book fandoms, or technology (typical geeky shittt, like damn girl you hate ppl having fun??)
Working in Joe's shop/having to interact with geeks/nerds:
When confronted with someone who has a deep fascination or obsession, Val's reaction will be overly critical or dismissive, rolling her eyes, interrupt, or change the subject abruptly (are you gonna pay or not? 🙄), believing that engaging in such conversations is a waste of time or even flat out embarrassing. She firmly believes that social interactions should adhere to certain unwritten rules, and those who openly geek out about their interests defy those norms. She finds it very difficult to tolerate long conversations about niche topics that they don't understand or enjoy, perceiving it as self-indulgent and inconsiderate to the person they're talking to. (Neurotypical mindset .. sighs)
Finally, her experience with the gang (the elting shits!!):
Bill - she hates geeks
Josh - she hates fat geeks
Jerry - she hates socially awkward geeks
Pete - she hates .. geeks
I'll make an in-depth of their relationships one day 💀
Dane (oc) - she hates gay people, geeky religious geeks
Her relationship with Dane: (a little snippet of Dane's personality)
They have a sort of rivalry, more on to Dane than Val (She could not care less!! 🤣🤣). Dane hates her guts so much (because in his opinion she's just like the serpent in Adam and Eve),which Val takes it in her advantage to humiliate him if possible.
Back then, Val tried to flirt with Dane when they first met, which Dane pulled the fucking bible and recited bit by bit from the passage
1 Thessalonians 4:3-8..
straight up yapping away, straight up yelling it mostly to himself and Val is just taking it in.. So then the next time they meet, Val is either notoriously bullying him or ignores him, which both infuriates Dane (boy make up your damn mind.)
HYPOCRITE PAST:
In her younger years, she proudly identified as an 'otaku,' immersing herself in the world of Japanese pop culture. She adored reading shoujo manga and watching romance shows. She dives her interest in crossdressing too, typically dressing up as beautiful anime men (ikemen). However, as she transitioned into high school and embraced a more popular persona, her relationship with these interests began to shift.
Her passionate love for anime, manga, and crossdressing that once brought her joy seems to clash with the image she has cultivated as the popular girl (due to her parents influence to her and the school). In her sudden lift in being part of her new social circle, she has distanced herself from anything related to geek culture, adopting a dismissive attitude toward those who continue to embrace it. What was once a source of pride has now transformed into a source of embarrassment, leading her to criticize and even resent those who identify as geeks, nerds, or otakus.
She immerses herself in being part of a clique, classic hookups and drama, she engages her watch of sitcoms,and other mainstream movies and shows within her new social context. Instead of engaging in crossdressing, she now focuses on wearing stylish and sexy bad bitch clothes in typical popular and societal fashion (you go girl YEAAAHHHHHH)
She often looks down on those who continue to immerse themselves in the culture she has left behind, failing to recognize the beauty of the very interests that once brought her happiness.
My new persona since I got my pixie haircut 👅👅
- Her name is Cou (Coo) she’s a silly billy and plays Roblox horror games with her friends (she’s the loudest)…
- Robotic cat ears, and has a strange tail….
- Weirdo 💯
- Her ass does NOT fw pineapples..
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
MY BABIESSSS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
That’s it I’m gonna be a single mom and adopting them
Elting babies
she's cool :3
I LOVE IT SO MUCH BOOKIE BEAR TYSMMMM 💗💗💗
*eats the square post…*
Vierla doodles….🥀🥀🥀
Here you go free fanart ꈍᴗꈍ♡
i accept free fanart btw.... heh 🙏
Your art is so cute ! Thank you for using my layout (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)♡
AHHHHHHH!!! OFC OFC!! I absolutely adore ur layouts!!
ꈍᴗꈍ♡
IM GONNA SAY IT LOUD HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!1!1!1!1!1!!1!!!!!
I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU TO HAVE UHHH THIS 💐💐 UR SO SKIBIDI ‼️‼️‼️
sketching moots ocs cuz im shy to say hello
KSDNJENSNDJENSJDJDNEJSJEJEN I WAS WAITING FOR THISSSS TY WHOEVER YOU ARE 👅👅‼️‼️‼️
medieval dnd billjer ♡
Oh my baby…AND WITH HIS LITTLE SANDALS IM CRYINGGG :(
When I keep re-reading the comic panel where he gets kidnapped, I couldn’t help but think the kids in childhood were horrible to him….💔💔
I love the way you draw Pete bro he’s so….sigma core yk what I mean?
hai! :3 i changed pete’s face a bit on the upper right heh yay!! petelynn!
comfort ship perchance (despite their DOOMEDness)
Shut up let me have this.
Edit: I just realized that his whole arm is missing ….GRRR IM SO MAD AT MYSELF
LYNN NOOOOOO !!!!!!1!1!1!!11!1!!
*slides over to her while she’s just bleeding from her nose.*
You okay dookie? …💔
just because lynn is in track does NYOOTTT mean she can play any other sport for shit
Vierla would definitely be your friend 🙌
would u guys b my friend or beat me up with a metal baseball bat ? (๑•̀ㅁ•́๑)✧
( make urself w/ the picrew & let's start a eltingville fan chain !!! )
Prom date + doodles…. 💗 (the pose for the first one I got off of Pinterest)
I absolutely love transfem Bill she’s so cutesy and I HATE HER GRRRRRRRR /j
Emo Jerry has my heart and soul… ⛓️🖤✖️🎤
Sometimes, a soulmate doesn’t have to be romantic, they could complete you in ways you didn’t know and bring something else inside your heart.
WAHHHHH I HATE THEM 😭😭