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Hawaii.
While listening to “wayamaya” by lana del rey (lizzy grant) made me feel all good about summer. Here in my hometown is hot as fuck. And I’m dying from the heat; summer is hot and floral. Not floral as in “full of flowers” but the atmosphere of it. Like, singing country songs while running through the fields full of green and flowers, with the sun shining and hitting on my head; but I put a hat over my head and a pair of sunglasses, happy with what I have. My mother has brought me up this way: free and young. She says that we can be 80years old and still feel young and free. In fact, she had taught me to keep living through everything, either hard or easy. She has taught me to be easygoing, thoughtless and free; the most important part is to live the carpe diem or nocte diem. So, to live the present day; the “me” of today. Is it possible to be you when you want to be you? Yes.
So can I be free and easygoing, today? Of course.
The point is: be happy with what you have. You have little money, no worries. Live the little things you have around you. It’s not hard you know? I am writing this while being me. It’s summer and it’s hot as hell, but I keep on running through these fields of words; unknown words. Like me.
I might know who I am and how I am, but you don’t. Am I running now through your mind?
Oh yes I am.
I might be crazy but what I say is true.
Us, poets, have the right to control readers’ thoughts. We have a unique talent; dancing to elvis presley’s harmonies and putting words in a sheet paper. We are all set to follow the command of our creativity, which allows us to put words together and to bring the imagination of something impossible into your eyes.
And that’s why we are poets. We are big wave surfers living in the Wayamaya bay.
Who I am?
"I know pretty much what I like and dislike; but please, don't ask me who i am."
This reminds me of a particular scene in my life; my Spanish teacher had always been really strict and weirdly relentless into educating us (my class and I), believing that behaving so, she was doing a great job. Instead, she was doing quite the opposite of what she intended to; inflicting her personal beliefs and faiths into our culture, she destroyed our own authenticity or better said, identity.
Now personally talking, I remember that in first year of high school, she said something really interesting to a girl in my class meanwhile scolding her in a, dare I say, cruel way; "How can you expect me to understand what kind of teaching you deserve when you don't even know yourself?".
It's weird because at that time those words weren't surely directed at me, but I flinched so hard that had me speechless.
Didn't that girl really know herself?
Didn't that girl really know who she was?
Does she know who she is right now?
Since those words were pronounced by that ascetic woman, have already been three long years. And I still think of those religiously.
Did I know who I was at that time?
Do I know who I am now?
I certainly can't answer this question. As Sylvia Plath said, I know what I like and what I dislike. I'm 24/7 thinking about how I want to be meanwhile not knowing who I am.
Now my faith is probably this; finding out who I am. And how do I find this out? I don't know.
Dubbed over momonga…not good trust…
I’m finally finished with this even though it super crappy, sorry moot Ilysm but my art block has been INSANEEED💔💔
@indohyusbarf 🫶🫶🫶
Angst…💔
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It seems no matter what she does someone will always take advantage of Vierla’s heart, she places her trust with the wrong people, even if she knew what she was getting herself into.
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(This is so shitty sigh…)
Doodles of my three eltingville oc’s with the pixie short haircut,
Maddie just looks like bill + Pete with eyebrows…oh my poor femcel 💔
I’ve seen SOOOO many of these and I absolutely ADORE ALL OF THEM ON TIKTOK, YOU GUYS ARE SO COOL AND TALENTED, I HONESTLY THINK OF YOU GUYS LIKE CELEBRITIES!!! 💗💗
My inspo: @marzaboo @uravitycore !!!!
My new persona since I got my pixie haircut 👅👅
- Her name is Cou (Coo) she’s a silly billy and plays Roblox horror games with her friends (she’s the loudest)…
- Robotic cat ears, and has a strange tail….
- Weirdo 💯
- Her ass does NOT fw pineapples..
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
MY BABIESSSS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
That’s it I’m gonna be a single mom and adopting them
Elting babies
Here you go free fanart ꈍᴗꈍ♡
i accept free fanart btw.... heh 🙏
IM GONNA SAY IT LOUD HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!1!1!1!1!1!!1!!!!!
I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU TO HAVE UHHH THIS 💐💐 UR SO SKIBIDI ‼️‼️‼️
sketching moots ocs cuz im shy to say hello
KSDNJENSNDJENSJDJDNEJSJEJEN I WAS WAITING FOR THISSSS TY WHOEVER YOU ARE 👅👅‼️‼️‼️
medieval dnd billjer ♡
Oh my baby…AND WITH HIS LITTLE SANDALS IM CRYINGGG :(
When I keep re-reading the comic panel where he gets kidnapped, I couldn’t help but think the kids in childhood were horrible to him….💔💔
Shut up let me have this.
Edit: I just realized that his whole arm is missing ….GRRR IM SO MAD AT MYSELF
Sometimes, a soulmate doesn’t have to be romantic, they could complete you in ways you didn’t know and bring something else inside your heart.
WAHHHHH I HATE THEM 😭😭
I WAS WAITING FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS TEEHEE
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Eltingville Club (Comics) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Bill Dickey/Jerry Stokes Characters: Bill Dickey, Jerry Stokes Additional Tags: Trans Female Character, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Gender Identity, Gender Confusion, Transfem Bill Dickey, She’s still exploring her gender guys so she still uses he/him pronouns, But trust that she’s gonna accept her gender slowly, Btw title is from a She/Her/Hers song, ESTROGEN WILL SAVE HER Summary:
His whole life he’s been miserable. But maybe a small change can make it less miserable.
Bill - He has very complicated feelings for Vierla, he’s very unsure if he hates or has a crush on her since she’s the only one who’s ever made him feel this way.
Josh - He tolerates Vierla but otherwise she’s a good friend.
Pete - Absolutely loves his girlfriend but he acts nonchalant about it…(not rlly)
Jerry - Again with a good friend, she listens to his DnD rants.
POV: His mom found out about him using her mom’s money, so he asks Vierla for help to get some new comics he’s really desperate for.
YOOOOOOOOOOOO SHES SO COOL AND AMAZINGGGG 😻😻
The Alternative and Unique Fashion Club (pt1)
"Your too colourful.."
"Your too dark!!.. Friends?"
"Friends."
SKSKSK THE LEADER N SECRETARY ARE FINISHED<3 Just two more!! BUT I HAD SM FUN DRAWING THEMM SKSKS HOPE YALL LOVE THEM<<
Meet Leader Lana Yeva Tarasov, Gothic chick who'll cast a hex on you if you piss her off-- ooh~ watch out for the living dead~ She might bite!
Her Pink Bimbo companion Isis Heavymetal Mvdrface, Be careful she might've already stolen your heart, or wallet- her hands are not only good for one thing ;)
[ Two more coming soon<3 ]
AFTER THIS THE BOYS STUDIES<33
Rant about Epilogue Vierla and Bill:
Whenever I see these two they just bring out something in me like when I see the clearly in love interests in shows but then they never get together. They give the peak definition of ‘Forbidden Love' no matter how many times they try to make it work it won’t ever happen, the love they have for each other is forbidden, they can’t touch, they can’t stare at each other for too long, they can’t do anything, the glimpse of love they have for each other is symbolic towards the other. Even if they try to get together, it wouldn’t work, it’s like trying to jam in a puzzle piece you know would fit but just can’t mesh well with each other. It’s heartbreaking for them, to know that they won’t ever be together, to know how the other one is feeling. Bill wouldn’t think like this, but he does, and thought about her for YEARS on end. The thought of them lingers in his mind, and so does she. How could they be so distant yet be so close?
I hate them so much chat.
NO HES NOT HES MY 2D BABY AND THAT THING IS WHATEVER…>:((
WHY DOES BILL LOOK LIKE THE NERD FROM POLAR EXPRESS
Part two for my voice acting!!
(Imagine getting banned at the mall heh…😼)
My first time voice acting over a comic, thank you @kennakontagious for letting me voice acting ur comic I love you 🙏‼️‼️
Also go follow them they are so sigma 🫶
Was lowkey thinking of an angst between Y/n and Bill, and Mis by Alex g is NOT helping..
Imagine if Bill is coming to terms with his feelings with her but when he does it’s too late and she’s already with a guy. Oomf💔
heh i’m back again 😼🙏(i’m obsessed w reader) AND SPEAKING OF HER,,, what kind of music do you think she listens to cuz i like imagine she listens to ppl like
kittycraft, the cranberries, bjork and sade :3
AWWWWW THATS ACTUALLY SO CUTE!!! I love how some of yall make Y/n a genuine character♥️♥️♥️
1) since she is a placement name for (Your Name), obviously—I never really thought about this because she is whatever YOU make her out to be. So basically i’ll say that she listens to any just because of the fact that she is whatever you make her!
2) If we are talking about Y/n as her own character and not by the viewers character, then I’ll say that Y/n is the type of person who listens to music that really compliments her and her thoughts, including struggles. She listens to music that she can relate to. I can visualize her listening to music from Alex g, Mitski, Clairo, beabadoobee. Those types of artists. That’s just what I personally think!
We love Y/n♥️
Aftermath of them: 💗
Alright so, this is requesting if maybe—perchance you could do my Oc Vierla and Pete?
I was thinking maybe they’re at the mall and these jocks come to harass her or cat call her, but Pete is having none of that so he defends his girlfriend, and with that as they exit out the mall she gives him a kiss and leaves pink lip mark on him.
Also here’s my oc, thank yiuuu :3 (I love your work 🫶)
💋 WORTH IT 💋 | Pete Dinunzio x Viera ♥️
THIS IS SO CUUUUUTE!!! I appreciate your love for my work, brings a smile to my face all the time!!♥️♥️♥️♥️💋
“Pete, calm down, it’s not a big deal, really.” Viera said softly, sending her boyfriend a gentle smile. She had a hand on his, caressing his thumb with reassurance. “Just ignore them.”
“Ignore them? Yeah, that’s rich.” Pete scoffed, glaring at the two jocks who were whispering amongst themselves while sending Viera suggestive glances from afar, laughing.
Pete couldn’t stand it. He couldn’t stand the many times he has took Viera out somewhere nice to treat her, but whenever he does, so many guys want to oogle at Viera. It doesn’t matter if they are holding hands, kissing, or doing other things that make it clear as day that they are a couple. At first, he just sucked it up and tried to push it away from his mind. Just wanting to have a good day with his girlfriend. But then these guys started to get a little too…noisy.
When they first stepped into the mall, one of the jocks whistled over at her, sending her a smirk that only gave trouble. Pete sneered at the guy before dragging Viera away who was innocently looking around the mall for any stores to check out. That already set Pete off on a bad start.
Then, another jock followed them into the food court AND paid for her food and drink while Pete was literally about to pay for the both of them. Of course the asshole didn’t pay for Pete’s shit because he was only interested in getting in his girl’s good side. He wasn’t able to enjoy his food as he glared daggers at the jock from where he was seated.
Those two encounters were pure bullshit. How does one be so bold? It makes zero sense. Now, Pete knows that he can be an asshole from time to time but he doesn’t go out of his way to go and try to steal other guy’s girlfriends like it’s a sport. He knows how to keep himself in check and knows when something is too far—at least that’s what he thinks.
Pete understands that Viera is one beautiful girl—who wouldn’t want her? But there was so much more to see other than looks. Viera is a popular girl at their school—there’s no doubt about that. Pete was lucky to even get a relationship with her. But what made her truly stand out was how she wasn’t your stereotypical mean girl—she knew that she wasn’t going to get everything handed to her on a silver platter, she treated people with respect. That’s what he liked! He doesn’t need some snobby girl who finds spreading gossip to be entertaining—but he definitely wasn’t going to just fawn over her looks. She’s beautiful, drop dead gorgeous—but she is smart, has amazing style, listens to all of his geeky interests, and not to mention how she has character. She ain’t stereotypical, she actually has her own personality! She doesn’t need validation to get through life when she has herself.
And Pete hates how that’s all that these jocks see.
Viera gave Pete’s hand a squeeze. “Oh Pete,” She shook her head, letting out a breathy chuckle. “I appreciate you for being worried about me. But I ain’t going anywhere! Those guys aren’t nothing but jerks.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Pete waved her off, looking over to the side. “I just—I don’t want people to just see you for your looks. That’s—That’s bullshit. Pisses me off.” He explained. His leg bounced at a fast pace underneath the table, trying to relieve his nerves.
“Well, they can think whatever they want too cause they aren’t going to see what they want to see. You think I care about some guys who don’t care what a girl has in stock unless it’s a pretty face? Oh give me a break!” Viera waited for Pete to say something, but he didn’t. He kept his eyes glued on the table, his jaw tight. Viera removed her hand from his to wrap around his arm, scooting closer to him. “You’re the only guy I’ll ever want, Pete.” She whispered, her voice was like music to his ears and it made his heart jump.
“…You really mean that? You aren’t just sayin’ that to—“
“I mean it all.”
Pete looked at her for a moment before a smile creeped in his face. “You’re right,”
“I’m always right.” Viera laughed.
“Yeah, okay.” Pete rolled his eyes at that. “Wanna go to that clothing shop you’ve been talking nonstop about?” Pete suggested, nodding towards the clothing department.
Viera got all excited as she stood up from her seat, dragging Pete up with her. They got all of their things before making their way towards the department, talking amongst themselves with smiles on their faces.
After Viera told Pete all of that, he felt a lot more comfortable. His nerves eased up and he was able to get back in the mood. Viera is right though, he shouldn’t stress over something like that. He knows that Viera wouldn’t just up and leave to go hang around with some jocks who only saw her pretty face and ran with it. That’s all the reassurance he truly needs—
“Hey hot stuff, could you lend me your number?”
That made Pete freeze up instantly, whipping his head to see no one other than the two jocks from all the other encounters, snickering and what not. Pete clenched his fists, his knuckles turning white with anger. It was clear that they didn’t have no shame for the shit they’ve been doing and they didn’t care to stop. Pete felt like he couldn’t keep his anger in check any longer as he unhooked his arm from Viera’s grip. “Pete?” She said, raising a brow as she watched her boyfriend storm over to the jocks. “Pete! Wait!”
With no hesitation, Pete glared at the two males, leaning close to them with a sneer. “You think your fuckin’ funny? All fucking day you’ve been catcalling MY girl! The fuck is your problem!?”
The two males looked at one another, going silent before breaking out in a laugh that only added more lemon to the wound. “And? What are you going to do about it? It’s not like she wants your nerdy ass any damn way.”
Pete was trying his hardest to not knock these guys out right now but he wanted to—he wanted to teach these guys that they needed to watch their fucking mouths. He wasn’t going to take the disrespect—he wasn’t going to allow Viera to experience such bullshit if he has the power to do something about it. “Doesn’t want me, huh?” Pete let out a scoff, rolling his eyes. “Yet she’s with me, asshole. I don’t know who the fuck you think you are but I suggest you tune it down.” Pete threatened. “My girl ain’t just a pretty face. She’s way more than that. The reason why she doesn’t even LOOK your way is because she knows that you ain’t nothing but a pile of shit who sees nothing more other than ass, tits, and face.”
The jocks looked at Pete like he had lost his ever fucking mind but Pete didn’t care. Hes had his fair share with some physical fights and this was no different. He ain’t going to sit back and allow these assholes to talk about Viera like a piece of meat, they’ve had their fun—and now it was his turn. “I suggest you keep your damn mouths shut, jackasses.” Was the last thing Pete said before turning around, storming back towards Viera, grabbing her around the waist as he sped walked with her.
… .
It was a pretty awkward silence for the remainder of the trip in the mall. There was some small talk between the two but they didn’t really talk. While on their way out, Viera looked over at Pete who was effortlessly carrying the countless of shopping bags of her bought items in his hands. “Pete?” She said softly. Pete let out a grunt in response.
Viera smiled before leaning over and planting a glossy pink kiss on his cheek, resulting Pete to stop walking and stand there in shock. “Thank you for doing that for me,” Viera said, her voice was covered with appreciation. “I wouldn’t trade you for a thing.”
Pete kept his mouth shut in a thin line, feeling the heat rush to his face. He blinked, shaking his head slowly. He coughed to clear his throat bashfully, stammering over his words for a bit. “Uh, yeah…yeah,” Pete let out a sigh. “I…I guess it was worth almost getting my ass dropped in the Mall.”
“Oh, stop it! I’m sure you are able to take those guys on!”
Pete snapped his head towards her. “Oh, stop fucking with me.”
“It’s true! I’m being serious! If it came down to me, I know you would!”
“You’re just saying that to be nice.”
“Am not!”
Art dump for Vierla 🫶
The oc for the third picture is one of my moots on instagram, she’s rlly cool :33
https://www.instagram.com/lxna.chxn?igsh=MWx2M2Nxd2Y0NHNveA==
Sleepover at Vierla’s, yet she can’t stop calling her bf….*cough* Pete *cough*…
Oh there’s more guests coming at Vierla’s place! I wonder who they might be?…
I wanna thank my moot for encouraging me to do this with me :3 @olorofgmofd
(This is where you can put your oc’s in Vierla’s Sleepover!! By tagging #Vierla’s Sleepover to discover what might happen, what drama might unfold at the sleepover, maybe some mask murderers around the corner…pfft I’m just kidding that only happens in movies! Anyways join if you wanna and let’s all have a fun time together!!)
Honestly we should gather all the Eltingville Baddies (oc’s) and make them have like a sleepover while talking over who likes who, what movies should they watch and prank call one of their crushes. (Like those 2000’s sleepovers we all wished we had)
“It’s a vision I say!!” As they dragged me into the asylum while I struggle in my strapped white coat.