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Will be starting the bonus stream soon!

Will be a bit late to the stream!

My computer is giving me so much sass today! >:T

MY SETTINGS FOR MY VTUBER MODEL RESET NAOOOOOO

Gonna be a wee bit late, my computer is giving sass >:|

But we are gonna watch book 5 of Twisted Wonderland tonight so grab some snacks!

Gonna be a wee bit late, my computer is giving sass >:|

But we are gonna watch book 5 of Twisted Wonderland tonight so grab some snacks!

Sorry everyone, im gonna have to cancel tonight's stream. I'm regrettably sick, and while that doesn't usually stop me, this time I can barely talk cuz of my throat ;-;

Idk if I'll stream tomorrow but we will see how I feel by then, hopefully better ;-;

Gonna be a wee bit late to the stream! Computer got updates but the damn thing is stuck on 100% installation :|

But we shall continue with our Twisted Wonderland watch party with book 4 so get y'alls snacks!

As much as I would love to stream tonight, the storms around us is getting pretty bad. Im gonna go ahead and cancel tonight's stream just to be safe.

If tomorrow looks good and there aren't any scary storms then I might stream on Thursday but if not then I shall wait for Monday with our regular schedule!

Sorry about that everyone, but please be safe!

Gonna be a bit late to the stream tonight! Trying to upload the Twisted Wonderland watch party vods but it's taking a bit!

More Twisted Wonderland tonight though!

I've made a Throne to try and slowly start getting my old stuff back.

Please don't spend money if you cannot afford it. I don't want anyone going into debt trying to help, your livelihood comes first.

Today's stream is gonna be a bit depressing.

This week has been genuinely harsh to me and mom, but today we had found out that a lot of our things back at the old house I had mentioned before is officially gone.

I barely held it together after hearing that, but on stream I ended up getting emotional while explaining what happened.

Im sorry to everyone that watches my streams to relax and get away from your own harsh realities, I just needed to express my deep sadness of losing a lot of items i might never get back. Some that had been given to me by my dad, such as books and knives he used to collect.

I genuinely don't know what to do anymore and after this week, I don't think I ever will. Im tired. I just want to rest and stop fighting what is just a losing battle with life.

Currently on stream im just trying to do a quick edit on the minecraft vod on youtube and pulling up a video for chat to watch so you guys don't have to sit there and hear my sniffling the whole time.

Hopefully I can bounce back from this but we will see tomorrow.

Thank you for reading and in sorry for bringing down the mood on stream.

Gonna be a bit late to the stream tonight, my computer is being a little shit >:T

Sorry everyone, but i'm not gonna stream tonight.

My mom is having a bit of a sick day and im having really bad sleep episodes despite having slept all of last night and the night before. I swear we'll finish Parasite Eve but just not tonight ;-;

HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!!

(Cylestia is my mom btw! :D)

I hope everyone has a wonderful new year and happy holidays! Let's go into the new year head held high for we survived another year!

Image w/out words under read more :D

Yes the lighting looks weird and the mugs look off, but I still hope this makes everyone feel cozy and warm in the end! uwu

Gonna be super late for tonight's stream so if I don't stream at 7 like im supposed to, just know that im running late. orz

If I end up late tonight, it's because my computer is being a POS for some reason.

What I would give to have an actual computer at this point. orz

Heyo

So my luck must have ran out but I'm am super sick rn orz of course I get sick on the first of Christmas month 🥲

Idk if I will feel better soon but if I don't end up streaming tomorrow or even for this whole week, now you know why orz

So this week I'll try and upload the Medievil stream onto youtube to try and fill that gap so look out for that c:

Gonna be a wee bit late!

Was doing a scan on my computer and its taking it's time going through the 90%'s >:|

Character Info: Blue Ghost

I think it's time to finally sit down and give out info about one of the main characters: Blue Ghost. :>

Info under read more.

Basic Backstory Info:

She grew up in a farmer/hunter family who all practiced witchcraft. She has an older sister, and two younger siblings, a boy and a girl.

She died during the first wave of Witch Hunts in Germany when she was 21.

She had been infected by the (then) unknown illness, the Flesh Disease, which amplified her rage at the injustice of the Witch Hunts.

Upon death, her body was controlled by the illness while her soul was trapped within it.

She was saved years later by two witches and an ancient dragon.

Her soul was transferred to a doll's body before she could turn into a vengeful spirit.

Her rage and the illness' influence were held back by the draconic runes the ancient dragon placed on the doll's body.

She then traveled and lived with the two witches that saved her.

Over the centuries, she tries to learn about where the illness came from and how it could even spread.

She finds out that there is a cult that worships the Old God that is causing the illness to begin with and that the cult is making the illness spread faster.

She finds out that she is one of the 'chosen apostles,' the Apostle of Wrath.

Of course, she stops the cult with the help of her other fellow witches and non-humans.

The old god is doing damage to the Earth, so she decides to use her personal magic to merge with the Old God to stop it for good.

She awakens from the cacoon 9 years later, fully merged with the Old God.

Physical Info:

Birthday: March 20, 1604

Death: November 10th, 1625

Age: 400+ years old

Alive Info:

Weight: 160 lb (72.57 kg)

Hair color: Dark Brown

Eye color: Gray

Doll Info:

Weight: Depending on the era. Her doll body has gone through modifications over the years that could cause her to be heavy or light.

Hair color: Black with hints of dark gray.

Eye color: No iris', blank milky white.

Scars/distinguishing marks: Black and white Draconic Runes that cover her entire doll body. Scar around her neck.

Abilities Info:

Magic:

All witches can learn all types of magic, but they all have one specific kind of magic that they get and truly master when they first unlock their magic. This is why titles are important.

Blue's personal magic is "Metamorphosis." This allows her to have anything go through a major 'transformation.' This can be both a metaphorical and a literal transformation.

She also has her sister's personal magic, "Crystallization." This is the ability to create any form/type of crystal in an instant and control it (ie making them float or even using them to lift something up). She obtained this after her death and consumed her sister's bones.

She has a large axe as well that she made longer using Crystallization:

Other abilities:

Even though she is technically a ghost, because of the Flesh Disease's threat, she cannot use the basic ghost abilities (fly, go through objects, possession, etc.) as she cannot leave her doll body.

Yet because of the Flesh Disease amplifying her hatred, she can go into a berserker-like state if necessary, allowing her to attack harder while at the cost of not being able to fully control where her hits land (and who her hits are aimed at).

After merging with the Old God, Ugogthanoth, she is no longer a ghost, but a creature that looks like a merge between a doll/human's body, black ink-like tentacles, and a butterfly. Because of this, she has three different forms: Her human form, her Apostle form, and her Old God form.

Her human form is just her normal doll look, while her Apostle form looks more like this: Apostle of Wrath (Blinded by Wrath)

Apostle of Wrath (Wrath Controlled)

While her Old God form is bigger than a planet and looks more like this:

Despite all of this, she stays within her doll body for her human form, but she can use her black tentacles by having them 'leak out' of her doll joints.

Weaknesses: If her doll body takes too much damage, she will be forced to shut her body down, causing her to lose focus quickly and not be able to use magic effectively. Not only that, but sand, snow, and water can all leak into the doll body, causing Blue to either sink and get heavy or have her joints freeze up and she will require maintenance.

Relationships:

Family: Her mother and father, Walburga Bauer (older sister), Ursula and Wilhelm Bauer (younger fraternal twins), and her butterfly familars.

Friends: Her closest friends are Mercutio Ferron (Witch of Fire), Zephyr (Witch of Gravity), and Knowledge Seeker (Ancient Dragon).

Acquaintances: The other group of witches that are investigating the Flesh Disease.

Enemies: The Wild Hunt. They are a large group of human hunters that hunt and kill witches and non-humans as they deem them all a threat to humanity.

That's all of the info on her for now. If I need to add anything else I will do so in the future. <3

Non-Edited image beneath break ;)

Me omw to suck the soul outta ya steal y'alls candy >:)

*waddles forward*

Once again, im gonna be a bit late to streaming tonight orz

Ayo gonna be a bit late to stream today, eating a bit late and whatnot

I think for tonights stream I'm gonna just sit and relax with some vids or something. I'll start SH4 on Monday so I can play through it without stopping the story for a whole 4 days :3

I'll try to work on the other SH videos, I've been busy from finishing SH1's video and my computer is running out of space hoarding these 4-5 hour streams 'owo!

Not done with editing the video, but the full Silent Hill one video had about 8ish hours worth of stream footage as a whole.

After cutting it all up, that has been shrunken down to about 2-3 hours worth.

Don't know when the vid will be done but at least I managed to get it shorter. My computer thanks me c:

Silent Hill 2 Ending

Ok everyone! Now that Silent Hill 1 is done, it is time for me to finally continue with this series.

But! Since Silent Hill 2 has multiple endings and you need to do certain things to get them, I'm letting everyone choose what ending they want me to go for when I start streaming on Tuesday, Oct 8. Vote quickly! The voting will end when I stream today!

Edit: THE VOTES ARE IN! I shall be going for what I think is the best 'Good' ending for Silent Hill 2! Thank you everyone for voting! :D

It's Spooky Month!

It's happening, the best time of year! To celebrate, I will be streaming during October over on Twitch (or Youtube depending on if Twitch hates the game I'm playing) and playing a bunch of spooky games.

Streaming Schedule!

The current plan is to stream on Monday - Wednesday, from 6:30ish pm to 9:30 - 10 pm (depending on where I am at in the game).

This is so I can rest up properly and join @dysiver's streams as he's also playing scary games during October! :D

Games List!

These are the games I have planned for this month. This list could change depending on certain factors (how fast I complete the games, if they bug out, if I can keep up with my own schedule, etc), but this is the gist of what I want to play:

Silent Hill 1-4

Medievil 1 & 2 (PS1 Classic ver)

Haunting Ground

American Mcgee's Alice

Goetia 1 & 2 (2 is buggy so we'll see how far we get.)

Devil Came Through Here trilogy (Downfall, The Cat Lady, Lorelai) (Might record off-stream to censor the games)

SCRATCHES - Directors cut

Parasite Eve (with a twist)

Of course, things could be changed around if my computer can't handle running them while streaming. In those cases, I will try to record them off-stream and upload them onto Youtube.

Speaking of, don't feel bad if you can't watch any of the streams during the entire month! I will be uploading all the vods onto my Youtube channel as soon as I can. Later down the line I plan to edit them so they can be more fun to watch. :)

And that's it! Hopefully, this will be a fun Spooky month for everyone!

World's tiniest update. c:

Oof had to fix my blog cuz it looked weird and I didn't even notice. orz But on the plus side, I made some small changes to Blue's backstory, so we now have her siblings and friends' names in said backstory! :D Plus I re-wrote some of it since I had been half-asleep when I first wrote it, so hopefully, it's more understandable now. Hopefully. owo'

You can read her backstory here.

Hello, Blue! Can you tell Dys on discord that he sucks toes? Hope you're doing well! uwu

No, cuz he will take my snacks away and I worked very hard to steal those ( V~V )

Also I'm doing ok, thank you Anon! C:

GASSPPPPP BLUEEEEE

KIKIIIIIIIIIIIII HAI HAI HAI!!! (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o))) I’ve missed your chaotic energy 🥹❤️❤️❤️

I need to post more on here lmao One of these days I will be stable enough to stream again, I wanna replay Goetia so badly. The music just keeps dragging me back in man, it is so melancholic and so good T0T Plus, I never finished it on stream, oops ''>w> Maybe I'll post stuff about the character's in Blue's story as well so people can know I'm still here lol I wanna show some off, like her close friends and Knowledge Seeker, but I still need to finalize their designs. orz I had just recently re-wrote one of their backgrounds so we'll see who shows up first lol