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Good news !!!
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I'm probably gonna be posting more gender today !!!
Bad news !!!
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It's because I'm incredibly unstable and got informed of something very distressing and I'm either experiencing a distinct depressive episode or having a narc crash !!!
tiny I think you might be gay (platonic)
the sickes are clearly making you sappy, my dear one /plat
You are loved and valued, the day I met you is the day my world gained new colors I didn't know I needed
<3 /platonic
thags so real I wuv you too tiny
gnawing on you rn, chomp chomp you are in my mouf
To me, You are really both crow and Cat. Aside from the puns. You are both crow and cat. You are so loving for the ones that know you, not all will see you for the lovable being to which you are.
Like the crows, so associated with death, they are abhorred, omen, fowl, dark. They are however not, They hold funerals for their lost, or an autopsy depending on how you think of it. they remember and don't, they are so silly and yet so wise. they soar and rule the sky not from force by presence, small but determined, and treasure all their shinies for the value they gleam, and not the kind assigned, to love all, regardless of the worth the world has assigned to them. Coir or diamond, they shine and you love them
that or your my cat, sometimes you seem to share the same braincell.
either way, I love you and will continue to, perhaps a shiny in your hoard, or a part of your flock, however you will have me that is how I'll be
<3
I am your cat and I will bite you /pos
once again, wuv you tiny
You are loved and valued, the day I met you is the day my world gained new colors I didn't know I needed
<3 /platonic
thags so real I wuv you too tiny
gnawing on you rn, chomp chomp you are in my mouf
You remind me of a crow. Instead of taking the shinies though, you give em, and the shinies is just gender and no gender.
the no gender is you stealing their gender like a seagull would take someone's fries on a beach
I literally do take shinies tho
also I eat your gender nom nom it gone no gender it in my belly
mmph want make tma fear alignment flags bc we’ve only found one set that doesn’t match our associations with the fears but idk if anyone would wamt tgem…
people who leave nice tags ily
squidthing gender you were looking for (link)
omg tysm I will hold it gently and cherish this link /gen /vpos
two movies into a lord of the rings by jolkien rolkien rolkien tolkien marathon expect balrog in the near future bc it’s so me
also maybe expect some gollumposting too because this has reawakened our specifically nonverbal and very acoustic gollum kin that might actually be a nondestinct headmate but idk
Ouchies
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Did a school event thing today where we basically go out and do yardwork and other physical jobs for people who struggle to do it themselves from 8:30ish to 16:30ish and ough im pain
I didn’t even participate for like a third of our jobs because we can’t rake bc of back pain, but mgh ouchy wouchy :( [sad face]
Just wanna ramble ig bc it hurty :( [sad face]
on an unrelated note pls let me know if I’m doing PTs right because I’m worried I’m not even though I think I am
Sorry I just need to vent a little bit, not expecting anyone to read or interact I just need to scream into the void
Mgh my body ouchy…
We’re basically in constant pain but we feel like we’re not allowed to say we have chronic pain because it’s not debilitating or it rarely is and I don’t even know if we’ve always had it or anything and sometimes it’s not very significant
We usually feel like we’re not allowed to call ourself things unless we’re diagnosed or talking about it with really close people (i.e. plurality, autism, and a more than slight suspicion of NPD, PTSD, and some other things), like we barely even feel comfy even saying we’re anxious even though we are diagnosed because of what people assume and I feel like if we don’t outwardly seem to be something it means we’re not- and we don’t usually express our pain or any feeling really because of anxiety and we feel like because we’re not diagnosed with anything and haven’t even really told our doctor about it because we don’t feel like it’s bad enough to be chronic pain
Eugh…
ough thinking about making a gender system but idk if I have motivation…
2, 8, 20 for the ask game :3
2 - Does the host have any other role
Well, we have multiple hosts, so if our permafronters count, then I’m the core/body (more used to core bc we’ve been using it for years), Leo is just a permafronter but sometimes he’s a caretaker when little are front, Reed is a permafronter and considers 🌾self a syskid [🐑’s 17 but considers 🪻self a kid], Kessler, whose role is a mystery even to us [we don’t even know if he’s a permafronter or not] and our current non-permafronter hosts [our hosts switch a lot] would be Victory, who’s a prosecutor, a (possible) anger holder, and a religious headmate, and Nathan, who’s an anxiety holder, and HABIT and RABBIT who aren’t comfy with me sharing their roles, but they have other roles.
8 - Most common role in system
Ough… not sure… we have a high headcount so it’s hard to tell but I think we have a large amount of anger and anxiety holders and quite a few syskids/littles.
20 - Do you have a system name and how did you decide on it
We have a system name! In short, it’s [currently] The Song, The Sea, and The Stars, or just Song Sea Stars if you wanna go even shorter, but our full name is kind of a scene? It’s The Old Song Still Echoes Through These Looping Halls. The Ocean Below Us is Silent and Dark. The Stars Outside Mock Us With Their Laughter.
The name came cause our old one was associated with bad memories (as it tends to be when we switch names) and it has some surface level meaning and some deeper meaning. Surface level, we like music, we like the ocean, we like space. I’m gonna dissect our full sys name and the references/meaning below
The Old Song - Bendy and The Ink Machine reference because it’s been a spinterest for years
Still Echoes - Echoey spaces are so yumby for us, also the barest hint of a reference to Dust and Echoes because Halo spin
Through these Looping Halls - Discreet reference to We Went Back, a kinda shitty horror game we’ve been autisming over since we found out about it (I’d ramble if anyone wanted to listen)
The Ocean Below Us - Thalassophobia/General ocean enjoying and also the thought of those glass bridges but above the ocean, we love the thought but we could never-
Is Silent and Dark - Nyctophobia mention also the idea of a calm sea still being too pitch dark to see into it. Also vaguely thinking about ink ocean because opaque, and the eeriness of an ocean or large body of water being still, the calm before the storm, the creeping dread that something is coming from underneath
The Stars Outside - Omfg I love space so much like space is so cool and it’s just ough /pos, also vague reference to We Went Back because it’s set inside a spaceship-esque thing and there are windows
Mock us With Their Laughter - I kinda just thought it sounded cool and I needed something to finish off with-
Generalizing Communities and Harassment
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I don’t really do discourse [Not that this is discourse, I’m just not sure how to refer to this situation.] but I have opinions and need to share them.
I would like to preface this with I do not know Till/idwl or really anyone in mogaiblr personally but I’ve interacted with faer on multiple occasions (on anon) and even if void did something wrong [which, let’s be clear, I don’t believe void did], it’s not okay to harass void or anyone else accused of unfounded or even founded bullshit. I, admittedly, am a person who, when I get especially upset with things I see, has said that mogaiblr sucks, but I acknowledge and know that I meant that the parts that condone harassment and the people who harass suck.
Harassment even if ‘deserved’ is never okay. If you have a problem with someone, just talk to them, because it’s often a misunderstanding, but harassment and bullshit ‘callouts’ ESPECIALLY when there is LITTLE TO NO EVIDENCE supporting them are bullshit and will just hurt innocent people. Being a cunt to people, even if those people are actually bad, which they often aren’t, is just an excuse to hurt people and be a cunt without feeling bad about it.
Why can’t people be given the benefit of the doubt anymore? In the US, which I know a fair chunk of mogaiblr users are from, it’s innocent until proven guilty, so why in this community is it guilty even once proven innocent?
The fact anyone has to say harassment isn’t okay is ridiculous. It is not and has never been okay and it never will be okay no matter who it’s directed towards.
I do my best not to hate people because of my belief system, but I have no problems saying that I hate the choices that people have made to harass Till and anyone else who’s been driven out of the community or hurt by it in any way. These things are not okay and even if the accusations were true [Which, clarification, again, I don’t believe they are.], it wouldn’t excuse harassing faer or anyone else.
Obviously not all of mogaiblr supports or condones harassment, in fact, most of it doesn’t, but I do understand why people would think that way and sometimes I myself even think that way because of just how loud and pervasive harassment and hate can be. [Not saying that I or anyone else /should/ think that way, but I feel it’s important to not act like I don’t or haven’t.] But we should all at least acknowledge that most of the community aren’t like that and it’s not okay or right to act like it is.
TLDR; Harassment is bad even if someone did actually do something, especially when the person being harassed didn’t do anything wrong.
Might start coining some aggressive flower (meaning) genders if anyone other than Victory would be interested
Image IDs
we’re really sorry none of our posts have them but whenever we try it just completely drains us mentally and we don’t know where to start (yes, we know there are whole posts and other things made to help it’s just unbelievably hard for us even with those)
there are things that we want to coin but it just feels impossible for us to even start again because we’re scared people will get mad at us because we don’t- but it’s not because we don’t want to- we’d love to have image IDs for every post we just never feel like it’s gonna be good enough or right enough and it makes us want to cry
might just post things without ids because it’s either that or not post at all
we just feel so bad because we know that image ids are necessary for a lot of people because of various things, but it just feels impossible for us because of our own various things
honestly I see the most complaints about blogs that have energy to make super fancy themes and dividers and coloured text but then don’t have energy for image ids but honestly we don’t even have energy to coin most of the time which is why we haven’t and then it’s hard to make flags and then it’s hard to even try to make ids and it just spirals down and down and more and more roadblocks until simply said nothing happens
I just feel like we’re being horrible for not being accessible even though there’s not really anything we can do to fix it because of our own needs and disabilities and we don’t know who if anyone we could ask to help and then that throws us into even more roadblocks which don’t help anyone…
might just make things and post without, because at least then it would be posted I guess
Going to be making a bunch of genders for a headmate soon and want to make tags for made for headmate genders for a project thing for him so woohoo making tags for tag start tag
Uhmmmmm hi, also it Fraser wife but uhhh ja I here now <3
Hello darling <3