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Ok, Idk if I'm going crazy or what.
I was listening to music on YouTube, one of those channels that put the lyrics of the songs in bubbly lettering and soft backgrounds.
Anyway, I'm doing my things and suddenly hear a line that reminds me of my most recent trauma, which is Nagi's death, ofc.
-On a second note, how did Reo manage to get divorced and widowed, all before being properly married, at 17? Dude is way ahead of his age-
Anyway, I was listening to a song and suddenly I'm like "oof, that sounded like it came straight out of some epinagi emotional moment" I look down to the screen...the background is purple.
I laugh to myself.
Next song rolls around (it's a random yt generated playlist, I didn'tpick it) it reminds me of Nagi's gay ass monologue, all the 'I need to be who Reo wants me to be bc he's so dazzling and I wanna stay by his side forever' and I'm like wow what a beautiful song. It's purple again.
Now I think I might be hallucinating and that, since I'm a nagireo obsessed stan, everything reminds me of them. Another song starts and I swear I'm not lying to you, every single line sounds like a fucking poem written by the Nagi himself as a confession to Reo before parting. I, sucker for tragic songs, (but not tragic endings) have never heard a more romantic and desperate song in my life. And I kid you not when I tell you that it was the very same violet shade you and I know. Like looking straight into Reo's eyes while hearing Seishiro pour his heart out.
I'm done, that's it. Is there not a single doomed soulmates song that's not purple coded? Is the algorithm doing this to me on purpose?
At this point I just hate them for loving eachother so much and not being able to say it properly, and thus making it everyone else's problem even mine.
The only thing keeping me from never reading blue lock again is thinking that Nagi will make a grand comeback and then smooch Reo out of his mind in front of a ton of people just like he's being humiliated in public now and only cares about his partner. For the time being, we'll miss you sleepyhead 🙏😔 Praying for your greatness.
I'm (not) fine
I've waited for a whole week, biting on my nails and anxiously gripping my seat to properly read chapter 298 -because just from the spoilers I already knew my heart couldn't take it- so I could pair it up with 299 and see if I have to find gasoline for my nagireo shrine catching fire or not.
And you know what I've got???
There's no friggin chapter!
It's scheduled for the 15th! Another whole ass week of ripping my hair out and for what? For Reo to realise he's always been good enough on his own and he just liked Nagi bc he was the first one not to pretend to be nice around him and decided to pull him along so he wouldn't be alone? And kicking Nagi to the curb bc boy I love you but you fucked up. Or Reo to actually try and comfort him but Nagi, who's not used to deal with this kind of emotions, tries to detach himself from the situation and pulls away? And either he quits or they end up as rivals? And my heart that once was white and purple to dye itself black with dread?
I still see a tiny, itty bitty sliver of hope feebly flickering by the end of the tunnel but now I have to wait another week.
Another week of pain and mental instability.
Dude I have exams this week! I can't deal with this kind of emotional suffering rn!
Another long week and for what? For the laugh? You like watching the timer go slowly down before our hearts all collectively break, Kaneshiro?
Oh, Kaneshiro, when I catch you...
Anyway, sorry for the rant. Idk, tell me what u think in the comments or smt i guess.
Why do I always start shows for their plot, maybe to get a laugh out, to pass time, just to meet their characters and fall in love and then suffer?
Because some person in the street would see them and see a drawing and that's it.
Why do I have to see some drawings and care? Why do I have to see a drawing and perceive it like something real with feelings? Why do I have to love them like we were friends, like family?
Why do I continue with this if it affects me so much?
The worst part is knowing that it will happen again.
I can't tell who's about to have the biggest freak out, Nagi or Reo.
Probably me, since I'm already freaking out.
OH LAWD Whoever coloured this in I love you so so so so much this is so good I literally can’t.
they are!
Hope they're identifiable just by their eyes
-> the blue-ish color is really pretty!!
THEY'RE SO CUTE, I LOVE THE DESIGNS OF THE SANRIO CHARACTERS SM, CINNAMOROLL & KUROMI 🤍💜💫🫶🏼 AND REO & NAGI LOOK SO CUTE TOO <33
➕️THE ITOSHI BROTHERS⬆️
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✎ he's so majestic arghh ও
Why does ReoNagi's story have SO much drama in it😭😭 Now Nagi is disqualified?? Why are there so many break ups lmfao
(shidou being almost naked lmfao, and his little ponytail omg?? also sae with his bangs down>>>)
1. Shidou's wearing a collar and a hair band, he's so freaky😛 He looks so girly (slayy🩷💅🏽)
2. Shidou's shirt sliding down??🍽 +the little patch on his nose (Rin moment)??
3. They all look a little gay with those fits👀⚽️🤨
4. Nagi's hoodie✨️🐼
5. Bachira's cute hairstyle🐝💅🏻
6. A few of the others have their names on their shirts and Rin's just: "owl" 😭😭
7. Nagi with glasses?? 👓👀
8. Reo's freaky too. 💜💯
9. Isagi: *rubs his neck awkwardly and looks up in a mysterious way* "Ah, gomen oomf chan."💙🧩
10. Who decorated their hair and faces anyway?? They look like kids in kindergarten😭😭 (except for Shidou, he just looks 🏳️🌈💅🏽)
11. 👍🏼
Blue Lock Spider-verse! (4/?)
Bonus:
if i was nagi talking to ego i would’ve said rich baddie on my arm no rich baddie on your arm
people saying nagi will work at mcdonald’s is so funny to me that man future been set up the minute he met reo
i think nagi LOVES resting him head on reo lap