Sad Men - Blog Posts

And There In Her Eyes, I Found Glimpses Of God..

"I have the lowest self esteem in the world but l have the biggest ego god could ever create" - Mike Tyson

Hell Is Nothing Like The Stories..

Mother, Hold Me..

For There Is Blood On My Hands..

And I Cannot See..

I’m Such An Angry Nasty Man

I’m Sorry..

“Would You Rot For Me?”

“Yes.”

Some Days I Truly Resent The Fact That You Did That

God Why Did You Do That?

What are you seeking redemption from??

I’ve made a lot of mistakes and hurt a lot of people. Some who aren’t here to make amends. I’ve lost myself. I’ve led others astray. I’ve pursued that which shouldn’t have been pursued. And I hope to someday see myself as a better man. I don’t believe in forgiveness, but for now, I simply hope to someday redeem myself in the eyes of myself, those who remain, and the god I serve.

I was always the kid who walked the road home with you.. then went to my own. I’ve always been the one to stick around, to see others through to their happiness, and then, somehow, I’m left to walk my path alone. Love fades, friendships end, people move on—leaving me to keep going, searching for something of my own.

I guess I’m damaged in that way. I fear that’s all it can be at times..

I Only Live Out Of Spite