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I remember being depressed for as long as I can remember being in school. I thought about going to the underworld several times, but I ended up calling my father to pick me up the moment I had those thoughts. Colleagues refuse to be around me, but it was worth it, I fought back against the aggression. Next time you have a meltdown or cry, don't be afraid to fight back or let it out. You are a human being too, your fingers can hold scissors and your fists are there to punch. I learned that punching isn't that bad after all!
I feel so fucking powerful knowing the fact that NO ONE has the power to hurt me, because I am genuinely grateful to be whatever crap I am, how ethereally gorgeous god made me and how much I love myself to the point that not even the stars and flowers, purple galaxies and beautiful trees, gorgeous red sunset and deep oceans don't match the level of lethal beauty I posses.
Feminism, personal growth, self love, health, feminine divinity, positivity, life goals, dreams, girlhood, hardwork, independence, confidence, girly motivation, discipline, etc. π
π16 days of Shadow Work
β¨ Here are the prompts as I promised!Β They are timeless, whenever they find you, feel free to use them.
Feel free to share your thoughts with me!!
β§ Day 1 What do I need to stop running away from? Why am I always running away from this and what is going to happen if I face it head-on?
β§ Day 2 What is my definition of failure? Whatβs something that I have previously failed at and how did it make me feel? How can I deal with failure in a healthy way?
β§ Day 3 How do I lie to myself everyday? Why am I doing this and what am I trying to avoid?
β§ Day 4 If I could say one thing to the person who hurt me the most, what would it be and why? How would I feel afterwards?Β
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My goals: until I actually step foot into school and feel the will to try leave my body
2024 goals & resolutions π
with 2024 right around the corner I figured it would be a good idea to list out some of my 2024 goals in the different areas of my life. I will have financial goals, health goals, fitness goals, academic goals, and relationship goals.
π Financial Goals
build my savings account to a minimum of 1000$ by the end of the year
save enough (~800$) to move into an apartment with my boyfriend
pay off my two credit cards, then use them sparingly
begin investing my money
use a monthly budget spreadsheet (loosely)
π Health Goals
Follow a semi anti inflammatory diet using the 80/20 principle
get closer to my goal weight range (healthy weight for my height)
only eat out on occasions, otherwise cook at home only
incorporate more whole foods into my diet
stay hydrated on a consistent level
π Fitness Goals
walk 7k-10k steps daily
keep a consistent weight lifting/cardio routine
begin attending pilates/workout classes
don't skip any of my yoga classes at my university
work on improving health and reaching my dream physique
π Academic Goals
raise my GPA closer to a 4.0
pass spring/fall classes with all B's/A's
keep a consistent study routine
turn in all assignments conplete and on time
increase class attendance as I am paying for my education and should utilize class time
π Relationship Goals
join one to two on campus clubs
make a friend or two within my major
take myself on solo dates
weekly dates with my boyfriend
keep in contact with all friends I make
π Random Goals
Read at least 3 books in their entirety throughout the year
Move into a new apartment/rented house
Continue regular posts on my tumblr
Get to N5/N4 level of Japanese proficiency
Get to conversational fluency in Spanish
Those are my goals for the next year! Given that there are 365 days in a year, I should be able to accomplish at least 85% of these!
til next time lovelies π©·