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Come out to the driving centre, feel like crying cuz where the hell am I shit I feel like I have an anxiety attack I really should've brought my headphones along....
The plan was to stay up late and finish work. Until I clarified with my friend that there's no presentation tmr.
All anxiousness and stress left my body.
discipline top apparently.
Thus, stayed up till 3am not getting any progress and just watched youtube videos.
THEN spent another 1 another trying to sleep cuz my brain needed the dopamine rush.
My friend better be correct..haha
Y' know that feeling where you don't know where your phone is & you start panicking trying to figure out where you lost it. My dumbass stops for a minute, checks the pockets then realized it was in my hand the whole time.
When your sad so you decided to make fake scenarios to cheer yourself up with comfort characters. Then you remember their not real which hurts even more.
Although School Spirits is rated as TV-M, it isn't too graphic or dark in certain aspects (except for the obvious death/murder). It's considered a supernatural teen drama, but can you imagine if there was a darker aspect to the spirits' deaths? the little things from each of their deaths that linger with them in limbo?
On the rare occasions when Wally's quiet, people can hear the sound of bone grinding against bone when he swivels his head.
Sometimes Charley speaks with a rasp, his voice laced with a wheeze like he can't really breathe.
Rhonda will occasionally bleed from her head, the fabric of her hat dented and matted with a dark spot. Don't stand too close, you might see the bruising underneath her turtleneck that eerily looks like a hand.
The smell of smoke, singed hair, and skin linger around Mr. Martin and Janet. There are times when they don't speak much, their throat itchy and tired from coughing due to smoke inhalation. Blink and you might miss the pink rashes and blisters that appear on their skin.
Periodically, Quinn and the band kids have road-rashed band uniforms, their instruments bent/dented, and shards of glass embedded in their skin and clothes.
This one's more lighthearted: The sound and faint feeling of buzzing grow the closer you stand next to Dawn. If given the chance, she can shock the other ghosts by poking them; she giggles when they flinch.
Will revisit when Yuri's death is revealed :(
Just realized that all of the apps go to Wordscapes instead of the actual app (only tumblr works) so now I have to redo everything…..
Thanks apple and shortcuts :)
My Adrian themed phone layout (slightly chaotic)
Feel free to use for Inspo or something :D
just made this. it's two in the morning and i can't stop crying
i need more friends
It’s always “regulus fell first but James fell harder” but what if James fell first and regulus fell harder?
Regulus, not sure why James potter, popular, bold and loud, was interested in him. Regulus feeling things he’s never felt before and wondering why he felt like that. Regulus realising that he loved James, his love for James becoming all consuming, him being scared because he’s never felt like that before, nor has he ever had someone feel love for him that James potter did.
Regulus loved James so much he gave the ultimate sacrifice for him, but he didn’t realise that James loved him just as much as he loved James, he didn’t realise that what he did would affect him in the way it did. Why would he even think about it? No one had cared about him before. But James potter loved regulus black more than anything, and a part of him always would.
James was the sun, but get too close to the sun and you get burnt.
went out with this man (derogatory) to eat in a fancy restaurant just the two of us and ended up on a sidewalk bar with three of his friends which included a lol player straight rupaul and a facist twink
Should I be taking tumblr this seriously? Probably not from what I can tell, but am I still gonna be nervous and take it seriously? Yes.
I am lying on the floor. Covered in flour. The floor is covered in flour. I can't see my hands past the dough. bread
Is it just me, or is there something completely deranged about finding a fic so good it fundamentally alters your brain chemistry, only to realize it has spawned an entire fandom multiverse of inspired works?
And then those fics have their own inspo chains, and suddenly there are thirty variations of the same concept, spiraling outward like some kind of chaotic, beautifully unhinged literary hydra, and now I’m just sitting here at 3 AM, eyes bloodshot, vibrating with indecision because where do I even start?
Do I go in order of influence like some kind of academic scholar? Do I pick at random and hope for the best? Do I chase the one that promises the most emotional devastation because apparently, I don’t value my own well-being?
Or do I just sit here, staring at my screen, paralyzed, because every time I try to choose, I remember there are more of them, and they keep multiplying? And let’s not even talk about the comments section, where people are linking even more fics in an ever-expanding rabbit hole of shared brainrot.
And the worst (best?) part? I know I’m not going to stop. I can’t stop. Who needs sleep when I could be reading just one more fic that’s technically the same idea I’ve already read twenty times but slightly different? My body is running on pure hyperfixation and maybe half a cup of cold coffee I forgot about six hours ago. I am too deep in this, and I don’t even want to leave.
Anyway, thank you for coming to my TED Talk.
I'm about to cry rn cause a sad song just came on and it's making me think about one of my favorite characters that I just killed off😭
Someone help what is wrong with me!?!? I'm so depressed that I can feel the physical weight of my manifested grief like a corgi just sat on my chest but I did this to myself???
@supergnome-a @wilted-woods
just a LITTLE something to tide over the crowd while we wait for the final verdict ~ FRESHLY prepared by @tsp-narrator-ask! ft @steampoweredwerehog!
This Ship was the one that got me to draw none stop... It will die with me!
Larxene and Axel from KingdomHearts or there real names Lea and Elrena