Yoon Bum - Blog Posts

So let’s just say that I never really got into killing Stalking back in 2020-

but now let’s say I’m kinda I love with the plot line and overall story that the author has portrayed. Sooooooooo here’s my fan art of Sangwoo and Bum🥳🤩

First of all, this music makes me feel so uneasy 😖. Bruh, it's like I am watching a horror movie where the very first scary moment is about to start 💀.... scary, so scary 😰

Second, Bum looks good here 👍

I think I begin to develop a strong sympathy towards Bum.... because of everything that happened to him, because of the fact that he never knew what true love feels like, because he never had anyone who genuinely wanted to help him, wanted to understand him and just be there for him...

I started wondering what would have happened to Bum if his parents were still alive? If they were the one raising him?

I am sure he would have a completely different personality in this case... he would be a normal person who could live a normal life and die in normal way....

That's why I started sympathizing with him.

All Bum has ever wanted was to be loved and accepted, but all he received from the world was hate, disgust, rejection, and endless aggression/abuse.

Bum could be a decent person with a lot of good friends... if only he had the chance to be raised in a normal family environment.

Touch within the Abyss/Kimi no Yoru ni Fureru

This is a very beautiful story about two lonely people who find each other. Honestly,the author's art and way to portray the characters's feelings made my heart melt. After finishing this one-shot, I was so sad knowing that there were no more chapters. Truly, a heart and soul warming read.

Also, while reading the story, I couldn't stop seeing Samgwoo and Bum from Killing Stalking in the roles of the two main characters here because of their similarities in the appearance. That's why I would recommend this story to every Killing Stalking fan out there who wants to see a happy alternative BL version of Sangwoo and Bum relationship. ❤️

source: @moyori_ss on Twitter

Killing Stalking - Spoilers

The saddest part about Killing Stalking is that until and even after the end of the story, nobody were able to understand exactly through what kind of pain and torture the both main characters [ Bum and Sangwoo] went when they were kids. Nobody from Killing Stalking universe was able to understand what type of torture Bum endured as a child [ except from Sangwoo who unfortunately was too damaged himself to be able to help Bum even just a little ]. Nobody from the Killing Stalking universe was able to found out that Sangwoo actually didn't kill his own parents and that he was also a victim [ which, of course, doesn't justify him in any way because a lot of people go through even worse kind of situations as childrens and still develop a kind type of personality, but is something important which we don't have to forget ].

If they were able to talk with someone about all of this, if someone was there to help them when they were too little and scared to do it themselves, if Sangwoo's parents didn't become a couple in the fisrt place when they weren't ready for it, if Sangwoo's mother just didn't become a mother at all, if Bum's parents were alive, if his uncle wasn't in his life at all, if just the world and society they lived in were kinder and more understandable,...then damn it, everything would be different. They both wouldn't end up the way they did....

I think the exact same thing can be said about the modern society we live in. Just think about how many times you, yourself, or someone else you know or just heard about became a victim of injustice, abuse, betray, bullying, and so on....

Until when the world we are part of will be like this? Until when the human society will work in this not beneficial for any individual way??

Sometimes, when the dark side gets the best of me, I feel like Sangwoo from this specific scene while I am talking about my favorite dark romance [ but not only ] stories 😳

If you happen to see me like this, I swear, it's unintentionally 🥹

When you are feeling powerless, watch Sangwoo and imagine that one by one, he destroys all of your problems 🙂‍↕️

I am not feeling it tonight, baby 😬

Wildly 💀

Headcannons for Yoon Bum, Feitan Portor, Illumi Zoldyck, and Tamaki Amajiki

⚠️ note: there is nsfw content, mentions of cnc, might be triggering to some!! ⚠️

Yoon Bum

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- wants to be loved

- devoted, completely loyal

- will do ANYTHING asked of him

- cuddles

- obsessive, doesn’t know how to love correctly

- obsessed like STALKER LEVEL

- but it’s sweet in its own way.

- gets jealous when you talk about anyone

- OLIVE THEORY

- hes so sweet, will plump your pillow and shit like that

- loves it when you do little things

- like just scoot closer to him outta no where

- or lay your legs on him

- or play with his hair

- LORD man will get on him knees

- no, like.. seriously. he will

- and i have a feeling he’d love random kisses, albeit will be hella shy ab it

nsfw

- praise.

- complete bottom

- the only time he will dom is if you make him

- please reward him for everything

- GOOD BOY

- such a good boy

- so submissive

- will do everything asked of him

- so cute

- cums too fast

- thrusts inexperienced-ly

- the cutest doe eyes

- will kind of manipulate you to get his way

- :]

Feitan

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- tsundere

- will tsk or tch at you for everything

- smiles just a little behind his scarf thing when he thinks you do something cute

- does the little things

- gets steals you something when he sees you eyeing it

- listening and remembering to the small things you talk about

- takes your plate to the kitchen with his when you’re both done with food

- takes bags from you when you’re holding something

- when you two walk together he’ll brush his hand against yours to see if you’ll get the hint

- things like that

- likes being the big spoon when cuddling or anything where he can hold you

- is utterly in love with you but denies it profusely

- his eyes soften just a little when he sees you

- when he wakes up in the morning, the first thing he does is pull you close(r) to him.

- or he’ll look for you if you’re not there. (and maybe panic a bit)

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- switch

- definitely dom leaning

- even when he’s bottoming he’s like dominant about it.

- HAIR PULLING

- he likes to be caressed and wants you to be sweet

- but don’t treat him like he’s fragile or made of glass

- throw in a little degrading every now and then

- bdsm

- will spank

- makes you get on your knees more often than not

- sometimes he’ll bend you over his, spank you and make you count, if you mess up he starts over again

- AFTERCARE BOSS

- so sweet afterwards

- will definitely cuddle you

- in the mornings he’s also very sweet. sometimes you’ll wake up to food or something if he’s in the mood or wakes up before you (he prob forced someone to cook tho, bc for some reason, i cant see him being able to cook 🤷‍♀️)

- :)

Illumi

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- you’ll have to bare with him here

- very emotionally constipated

- does this adorable head tilt when he’s confused (literally a puppy, i like do think hes like a lab or smt idk)

- he’s not used to physical touch but will hold your pinky finger with his :]

- he also will do these domestic thing he probably learned from movies

- like touching you with his cold feet

- or covering you with a blanket when you fall asleep

- will stiffly pet your head/hair

- lets you braid his hair occasionally (wont admit it but he loves those claw clip thingys)

- if he’s really tired after a mission he’ll plop himself onto you and cuddle you

- don’t touch him too suddenly though, make sure he knows what you’re doing

- be soft and gentle with him but also don’t be afraid

- sometimes he’ll release some bloodlust or just try and scare you to make you think he’s bad or “a monster”

- has a hard time knowing that you actually love him

- and don’t want him for his family, power, status, money or- you get the idea

- does want children though so.

- like a family

- and that, to him, is like- 5 kids so.

- he is very stubborn so you’re gonna have to settle with like at least one child

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- BREEDING

- i’m telling you this dude could go on for HOURS

- and i don’t mean like 1 or 2

- I MEAN LIKE 8-9 hours

- definitely tries to impregnate you

- if you have female anatomy or are fertile

- if not then he is getting like a surrogate or something

- he needs heirs

- seems vanilla but is kinda kinky

- definitely does the choking or pain(cmon mans a sadist)

- i think he’s into like pervy stuff too

- def watches you when you think you’re alone

- whether thats like taking a shower, changing, masturbating, etc.

- literally doesn’t know what boundaries are

- he gets off on you not knowing he’s there

- i feel like he’s into somnophilia

- :3

Tamaki

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- so sweet

- timid too

- the cutest

- his favorite cuddle position is like with you two curled up facing each other and your foreheads pressed together

- likes to just stare at you

- you make him blush a lot

- with anything

- say something, wink at him, check him out, hold his hand, play with his hair, kiss him on the cheek(or anywhere), etc.

- he’ll blush

- likes for you to lay on him, no matter your size.

- the weight on him gives him comfort

- like a weighted blanket or stuffed animal

- doesn’t take compliments too well

- usually just like shakes his head or looks conflicted

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- i don’t really think he’s comfortable with sex

- definitely on the asexual spectrum

- but i will say he does like intimacy and sensuality

- he just likes to be loved

- :>

(EDIT: WHY TF IS MY GRAMMAR SO BAD HELLO??)