If you've ever told a person who's had to be bedbound for a period of time that you wish you could "just stay in bed", DO IT.
Stay in bed. For days. But don't get up if someone needs you to, or you get bored, or you get antsy. Don't do anything other than rest. Just lie in your bed, whether you need to get stuff done around the house or socialize or anything else "productive". You'll have to cancel on people, you'll disappoint them, they won't understand.
And if you're thinking, "well, i CAN'T just be in bed. There's stuff that has to be done - I have plans", maybe ask yourself why you assumed a disabled person doesn't have plans or things to do or desires.
it's gonna be ok except for all of the things that won't be ok which is most of them
i'm not ghosting you, i forgot i was real
it should be illegal to take a nap and still have a headache when you wake up. like no i shut it off and back on again why are you still here
I love pretending to be normal in social settings bc it’s like how long will it take until they find out a screw is absolutely loose. how long can I keep this going for
i just make everything worse
i need to stop talking forever
i wish i wasn't me
the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed
supporting all of the LGBTQ+ community (including mspec folks, intersex folks, lesboys, gaybians, transmascfem folks, afab transfems, ect)
supporting dissociative trauma survivors (this includes being anti endos/ableists, believing itbc* abuse is real, believing persecutors are NOT "evil")
supporting autistic people (this includes being supportive of stimming in public, being pro nonhuman identities, using tone tags when asked)
supporting kink pride (this includes non harmful paraphilias, "weird" kinks, being pro sex workers)
supporting all cluster-b disorders (this includes not viewing people with these disorders as "evil", not using terms like narc or yandere if you can't reclaim it)
* intentional torture based conditioning
I am lowkey unfit for human interaction
☆ he/they - minor - queer ☆☆ just a silly guy doing silly things ☆
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