Lost A Few Friends, Found Some Real Ones, Shared A Beer, Got Drunk, Learned To Know My Friend, My Crush

xjdindjsisj the cute guy from the party texted me again and said i was allowed to draw him aaaaaaah

getting closer to my ‘gray day’ and i keep pretending i’m ok when really i’m this close to burst into tears :’)

(’gray day’: posted a year ago)

already cried 3 times in 2022, this year gonna be long as hell

might have gotten drunk and drawn my crush’s eye because tbh it’s one of his best features

and somehow my drunk ass managed to post it in my story and write that i have a crush on him and luckily i only used a song he likes to let him know it’s him i was talking about

now he’s either so dumb he didn’t realize (which he definitely isn’t) or he’s read all of it as usual and basically doesn’t give a fuck (which is actually good because it means it’s not a big deal, right??)

well at least he hasn’t blocked me (yet huh)

Pls

feel your heart crack open and let your blood meet your tears

literally my team in genshin

It makes them look better at least

me taking forever to reply to both my crush and the toxic person i hate

It’s honestly so stupid that Harry is in a relationship with Ginny like they’ve talked 2 times about shit wtf

But Draco could absolutly be Harry’s lover like he’s been annoying him for years so Harry could notice him and it’s clearly how a great Love story could start

there’s this kind of heavy sadness invading me for no reason and leaving me broken even when nothing’s wrong