Friday 2/11

My families ordering pizza *again* for dinner😭 I think I might just take my meta day today so I can enjoy it because ill feel disgusting regardless. God I wish my family was healthy, I did so good today too I only had one thing and it was like 200 calories </3

I thought I was the smallest out of all my friends so i was only gonna restrict calories for another week but it turns out one of thems taller than me but still only 46 kilos I'm going fucking crazy why can't that be me

I was pretty busy today so I only ended up having a couple things, total being 232 kcal. I did have a couple snacks I had like 5 crackers but I wasn't able to take a photo of that </3 but I'm not too worried since you know it's def not gonna put me over a thousand

For dinner I had a one egg omelette with carrot, tofu, lettuce and parsley which was 94 kcal

For dessert I had some cooked apple with cinnamon topped with weetbix and Greek yoghurt which was 138 kcal

I finally went and got groceries so I made a little after school meal! Only 114 kcal

3 rice cakes- 104 kcal

Tuna- 3 tbsp- 7 kcal

3 slices cucumber- 3 kcal

I'm back and I'm gonna try a 24hr liquid fast for the first time, wish me luck♡

Saturday 4/11

I almost forgot to post yesterday's food log I was so tired😭 it's getting easier to eat less though so that's always a plus

I straight up almost forgot to post today😭 I've almost gotten used to black coffee thank god, sometimes I drink black tea as well because I get a little hungry. This all was 405 calories if my math is right (hopefully it is). I gotta say restricting calories has gotten so easy I've been skipping meals since I was little (unrelated to body issues) but like this is the first time I've counted calories at all, I can't believe that this time last week I was struggling with it

For breakfast I had a couple of rice crackers with cucumber and spices which was 85 kcal

After school I had half a cooked apple with cinnamon and 1/8 cup greek yoghurt, 60 kcal

Mum made mousetraps for tea and after looking up similar recipes I think what I had was around 260 kcal? I'm not worried about being super accurate since my limit is literally 1000 calories

All up this was 956.5 calories and like 850 of them was the pizza😭 I ended up having in order to like, make my mum less suspicious but I actually feel so gross, probably gonna fast until dinner tomorrow. I'm so happy I didn't eat anything before dinner because I was dangerously close to my limit

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Wednesday 25/10

My parents still eat super unhealthy but I could manage it this time! Yippee!

Today I had 896 calories which now that I've added my dinner calories up that's kinda crazy like my smoothie (which looks gross but it was actually yum trust me) was less than 200 calories

After school I went on a walk and had a smoothie with banana, apple, cinnamon and a little milk which was 182 Cal

Mum made dinner and she gave me a huge portion for some reason?? It was 714 Cal though which I mean thank god I didn't eat anything more throughout the day like that's actually crazy. Surprisingly I ended up eating it all tho mainly because I didn't want my mum getting suspicious