uterus, i dont need you. go forth and find a beautiful trans woman who wants you.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JAMES BUCHANAN BUCKY BARNES! (MARCH 10TH, 1917) ★
i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls
✨️I will not eat✨️
✨️I will be hungry✨️
✨️I will get skinny✨️
✨️I will not eat✨️
Gender can be fluid, and you will be too if you don't respect that.
okay yeah youre a girlboy boygirl genderfucky malewife but are you like normal abt bigender ppl
franz kafka i love you
i’m a good person i don’t deserve to be mistaken for a heterosexual
I stopped being a Christian right around 2 years ago. And I can't truly express the rage I feel when I go to church now. To think about all the things that that church did and said and preached to me since I was THREE! Telling me that I was disgusting and sinful and unlovable just for being born. How all the good things I have done are as worthless as dirty rags, but if I'm not good the god that loves me SO MUCH will send me to be tortured for all eternity. And my father being praised for being abusive because "spare the rod spoil the child". And when I told the pastor's wife that my dad had hit me with a shovel she asked me what I had done to deserve it. When I got the courage to tell another pastor that my boyfriend SA'd me multiple times he shamed me and explained that men have weakness that women can't understand and that sometimes they just can't resist the temptation. And when we broke up the pastor told me no man would ever be able to put up with me and MY sexual transgressions. 4 of the men that went to that church have either harassed or SA'D me. And to this day they are all welcomed into that building with open arms and I'm insulted and shamed every time I come.
To them I will never be anything but broken.
I crave the feeling of you around me even after everything you did. I think about it daily and I would still go back to you in a heartbeat. I once told you all I wanted was for you to be happy. I professed my love to you for years and you used me for your own benefit. You cheated, lied, and stole years of my life and you still have me wrapped around your little finger. I miss you. I miss us. I miss the feeling I had when we were together. I know at some point you loved me too. You just had a shitty way of showing it. I know it's toxic and if anyone else was in my situation I would smack some sense into them. I wish we had never met. I wish I could have ended it differently but if I didn't do it I would still be with you. We'd probably be married by now. I would have given up seeing my family again for you. I would have given anything for you and you fucked up. I fucked up. It's been years and I'm still finding out new things about when we were together. It makes me sick to think that I would still be with you after all of it. I hate it. I hate myself. I will never be the same because you ruined it. You ruined me. You ruined everything. Then I ruined everything a second time. We did this. We both caused the chaos and we're both going to burn in it.
"dont ☆ve yourself!! your b00bs will small"
dont motivate me.
25, They/Them Fat bitch trying to get skinny S.W. 285lbs. C.W. 255lbs. U.G.W. 135lbs. 6'0"
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