asdfmf99
25, They/Them Fat bitch trying to get skinny S.W. 285lbs. C.W. 255lbs. U.G.W. 135lbs. 6'0"
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The worst part of having a chronic illness and ana is that I know from experience that if I ⭐ve myself for more than 24hrs I will have a seizure. 12hrs if it's flare up season. One of my work friends forced me to eat yesterday because I was pale and shaking. WHY CANT I JUST STARVE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE?!?! If I wasn't stuck with this shit I would have been at my UGW YEARS AGO!!! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!?!
Said it a year ago and I’ll say it again.
Pirate all your favorite shows, movies and games while you still have the chance.
Oh, and never stop supporting physical media.
iM LITERALLY THE OBESETEST BITCH ON EDBLR
nothing sexier than that picture with the italian players on top of eachother after the win and the english ones going through the 5 stages of grief in the back
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(ʘ‿ʘ✿) “what you say ‘bout me”
(ʘ‿ʘ)ノ✿ “hold my flower”
Why is it that every single person that I open up to ghosts me within 2 months. I'm too much for anyone to handle. I'm not even surprised anymore. It happens with every single new relationship and I barely even care anymore. I wish I could just become a total bitch so everyone would be too scared to get close. This just fuels my desire to get as bad as possible and give people a good reason to leave.
shoutout to the rexies with autism and have to eat safefoods which are higher cal
shoutout to the rexies with chronic illness and need a higher intake
shoutout to the rexies who eat 1000+ cals
shoutout to the rexies who dont or cant exercise
shoutout to the delusional rexies who starve because of delusions
shoutout to the rexies who binge mutliple times a week
shoutout to the rexies who never fast
shoutout to the rexies who didnt develop an ed for weight reasons
yall are valid as FUCK, dont forget it <3
✨️I will not eat✨️
✨️I will be hungry✨️
✨️I will get skinny✨️
✨️I will not eat✨️
God. Damn. The feeling of smoking a cigarette after not having one for a few weeks is heavenly 😍😍
🌾 You are allowed to unlearn parts of you that do not align with who you are now 🌾
💌 You are allowed to re-evaluate your beliefs
🍃 You are allowed to change your mind
🦋 You are allowed to redefine your identity
☀️ You are allowed to let go of behaviors and habits that hinder your growth
Reblog if you think a woman can be complete without children
Y’ALL HAVE TIME TO REBLOG THIS. IT TAKES LESS THAN FIVE SECONDS.
Your honor, the defendant was unable to do the crime because at the time the crime was committed I was sitting on his lap.
Don't get me wrong... I hate my body. And I'm trying to get to my goal weight. I'm at the lowest weight I've been since HIGHSCHOOL. But I will not lie that I am a complete Slut for spaghetti. I'll be back on my usual shit tomorrow ✌️
I can't believe I'm almost to my first GW. I feel like I've been working on it forever. I'm glad that it's finally working.
So basically
franz kafka i love you
Sex? No, I'd rather [unintelligible noise that worms into your brain and festers in your thoughts, consuming your every waking hour until it is all you can think about and it's driving you mad]
Hail Loki
Hail to the Smiler Hail to the Parent of mighty children Hail to the consort of fearsome Angrboda Bless and walk with us this day
Reblog to put one of these in your mutuals’ pocket when they’re not looking
uterus, i dont need you. go forth and find a beautiful trans woman who wants you.
To anyone that tries to guilt people into not hurting/hating themselves because "it hurts you too" FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF!!!! You have no say in what we do or how we think about ourselves. It is our choice. Let us deal with it. Putting guilt on us is only going to make it worse. Just because you like us doesn't mean we have to like ourselves. You have no idea what we feel like. What it feels like to want to peel your own skin off because of something that happened years ago. Wanting to drive into oncoming traffic just to finally have some semblance of peace. Wanting to waste away until there is nothing left... Not even bones. Wanting to evaporate. Not even wanting to restart anymore, you just want it to end. How the fuck do you think it's ok to tell us that it would hurt you when you don't have a clue the amount of pain we are in.
FUCK YOU
Gods I want to be bad again soooooo much.
the feeling of wanting to isolate myself so i can get worse is needed rn!!!! i can’t stop myself i miss who i was at my worse
I crave the feeling of you around me even after everything you did. I think about it daily and I would still go back to you in a heartbeat. I once told you all I wanted was for you to be happy. I professed my love to you for years and you used me for your own benefit. You cheated, lied, and stole years of my life and you still have me wrapped around your little finger. I miss you. I miss us. I miss the feeling I had when we were together. I know at some point you loved me too. You just had a shitty way of showing it. I know it's toxic and if anyone else was in my situation I would smack some sense into them. I wish we had never met. I wish I could have ended it differently but if I didn't do it I would still be with you. We'd probably be married by now. I would have given up seeing my family again for you. I would have given anything for you and you fucked up. I fucked up. It's been years and I'm still finding out new things about when we were together. It makes me sick to think that I would still be with you after all of it. I hate it. I hate myself. I will never be the same because you ruined it. You ruined me. You ruined everything. Then I ruined everything a second time. We did this. We both caused the chaos and we're both going to burn in it.
Gods I love this app
[image description: a tweet by user @indigenousAI saying
“fun fact: as a DV survivor i cannot register to vote because doing so makes my address public. anyone who is fleeing or hiding from an abuser is automatically disenfranchised from the political process and this is a feature, not a bug”]