Latest Posts by ashdiaries - Page 3

oml i’ve been so inactive on here recently. it was my birthday yesterday so i’ve been kinda busy 💔 have a excerpt from a fic i’m not gonna finish as an apology. the premise is that aaron got hit with a de-aging spell that turned him into a lil guy for a few hours hehe

Sun & Moon Aarmau ☀️🌕

I didn't get to finish it but it was spur of the moment drawing ✨

I've got a lot of ideas in the work, so I don't want to make any promises, but I did just think of Aaron singing a lullaby for Lilith and maybe making Aphmau finally get some rest too because she's bad at that. And getting to see him softly smile as they sleep in the shade of the forest, and remain that way so long as he's plucking strings on his guitar.

THIS IS SO CUTE ???? URSHHHHGJYYUJ

I think i forgot to post this here but!!! hi!!! any mcd fans in the chat ?

previous anon here, one thing i gotta say is that jess has ADMITTED aarmau's pacing in diaries could have been written better. she's owned up to that. yet we have people regurgitating the same arguments / discourse we've been having for EIGHT YEARS. it's truly exhausting and i feel like people's hate for aarmau covers what they love about the show sometimes, they just will not shut up about it lol. (and i'd love to dm about aarmau!!)

THIS 😭😭 so many aphmau fans are SO hypocritical about characters/ships it’s INSANE!!!

i’ve come to realize that nobody ever talks about the mini aaron and zane fight we got at the end of mcd season 1 which i find crazy because the fact aaron finally had his moment to get revenge on zane but he ended up *losing* anyway should’ve been such an important part of his character development i feel- but it just wasn’t? like i haven’t seen a single person talk about this and it’s wild cause imagine how he felt knowing he failed AGAIN. he finally had his chance after waiting years to avenge his family and village- and he just failed them all again!!! and then he gets brought back into the over world and fifteen years have gone by??? if that was me I would’ve been bawling my eyes out like oh MY GOD ? and then he told aphmau he was fine and not effected by the time he lost like ARE YOU SERIOUS? BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF BRO 😭😭😭

Laurance actually doesn't do everything for others, isn't totally selfless, isn't morally perfect, and isn’t incapable of calling someone out.

While I like Laurance, I don't like view people have on him. It's both uninteresting and goes against canon.

"Laurance does everything for others" yet he constantly oversteps others boundaries because HE likes teasing and flirting with them. He constantly calls people out even when the situation doesn't call for it because HE is bothered by it. Laurance repeatedly told Garroth to give up on Zenix. Laurance shamed Aphmau for being sad about Aaron. Laurance refused to let go of his pride and listen to the advice of others who knew more about his situation(Vincent and Vylad) in season 2.

Laurance CAN be selfless, he can be self-sacrificing. But I am tired of people pretending he is only ever selfless, and only ever does things for others. He doesn't, he does many things out of self interest.

Laurance also has very good qualities though! Laurance is very brave, he never hesitates to call something out and stand up for others! He tries his best not to hurt those close to him!

I am tired of people taking Cadenza's shitty and misogynistic Laurance defense in mcd season 2, and taking it as genuine proof of their Laurance characterization. Characters can LIE about personalities of other characters, they do ALL the time in the aphverse. Like Vylad saying Garroth would never get swayed by his emotions. Jess doesn't know the characters she is writing, we need to be SHOWN not told.

Y'all gotta stop making Laurance harmless. Allow him to be morally grey!!

are there any mystreet fans left on this app still? if so then hello i come bearing gifts :)

this blog gives me hope because i feel like 90% of this fandom has a hateboner for aarmau / aaron beyond what is logical. nice to know a fellow aarmau lover exists 🫡

this!!!! i rejoined the aphmau fandom back last may and ever since then i’ve seen constant aarmau hate EVERYWHERE and it really made me sad when i first came back- and for a while i decided to not post on this app at all cause I was worried about backlash (not that anybody would ever really send hate my way on here- it was just because there was an instagram groupchat that was screenshoting my tweets and making fun of my writing a few months ago so i became paranoid automatically lol) but then i started posting on here anyways because i wanted my art to reach more people— and i don’t regret it at all luckily!!! i’m happy my account can bring some people hope and reassurance that it’s ok to like their fav ship and stuff!! i will continue to feed all my fellow aarmau fans all my art for as long as i can teehee :3333

also pspspsps anon if u ever wanna talk to me about aarmau i pretty much am always available to chat wink wink (this goes for anybody else too! just dm me if you want my discord username!! i don’t bite i promise <3)

the fact that i remember the exact two panels that go under this cropped image is embarrassing i am embarrassed for myself

Every time I remember that dramatic Minecraft comic someone cropped the bottom two panels from, I have to take a break to cackle at it

Late Nights In The Woods … <3

(i’m so sorry aaron’s anatomy sucks i eventually just gave up on perfecting it <//3) also cw for suggestive themes maybe ??? i don’t really know if this counts as that but just in case !!!

Ok I’m gonna be honest- I forgot if Hyria met all the Divine Warriors- or just Irene- but the idea of her seeing Shad in Aaron all the time makes me so crazy. His mannerisms and appearance are so starkly similar- it is almost painful for her. She doesn’t know what to think of it. He doesn’t know he’s Shad’s descendant, and she doesn’t have the heart to tell him- so he’s just oblivious while she watches him like a hawk.

not to mention the fact she 100% knows that him and Aphmau are going to end up falling for each other because of their relations to shad and irene. she knows how this goes. she saw it first hand. URGH. IM DYING.

like imagine her trying to keep her distance from aaron because of everything too- but she just can’t because he’s so much kinder than shad ever was. just. WAHHHJWJW 💔💔💔 they make me so sad

mcd drabble i didn’t finish,,,, god i feel absolutely sick about this why did i cook too hard 😭😭😭

early season 2 donna and aaron interactions,,,,, ughhhh i’m ill about them (this is a rough draft snippet so don’t tell me it’s bad cause i already know 😭😭)

I need Garroth to hold Aaron in his arms and comfort him while Aaron is sobbing and gets to just cry and grieve for a second

so very real i love garron they r best friends trust me

ok aphblr you gotta hear me out real quick. mcd fic but it’s that one trope where a character gets hit with a de-aging spell and are stuck as a kid for a day or two- but the victim of the spell this time is aaron. HEAR ME OUT. HEAR ME—

ok but like honestly. awkward teenage aaron surrounded by strangers, and his village nowhere in sight. he doesn’t know that everyone he’d ever cared about has died. and nobody knows what to do. nobody knows about his relation to falcon claw except for aphmau. and on top of that nobody knows how to interact with him because he’s so starkly different from the person they originally knew. GOD. IM FUCKING SICK.

the angst potential with this is SO strong. SOMEBODY SEDATE ME 😭😭😭😭

sometimes i think about the fact mcd aaron’s mindset could’ve been that aphmau saved him from his misery so he had to sacrifice himself for her as some sort of thank you and i start hysterically sobbing

GOD THEY MAKE ME WEAK..,, THEY R EVERYTHING TO ME 😭😭😭😭😭

hope u guys like this tho it took me days fr

MY GOD THIS SONG IS SO GOOD ‼️‼️ i heard it and immediately started editing like it fits too well

happy mother's day

imagine nekoette begs mcd aaron to braid her hair while hes watching over the kids in phoenixdrop at one point— and all he can think about while he does it is the fact he only learned how to braid hair because he and lily were planning on having a daughter before falcon claw was massacred. LIKE . DO YOU HEAR ME. LET ME COOK.

“ suddenly, you’re seventeen, and you will never be this young again . ”

young and happy shadrene save me.,,. save me young and happy shadrene .,. <//3

sorry it’s out of sync again 💔 anyways shad makes me incredibly sad he deserved better </3

hi guys have a mini zoey and aaron twitterfic from last night ^_^ this is completely /platonic in case anyone get confused

this took 4 hours because the video keeps exporting out of sync so sorry bout that 😭😭😭 y’all r gonna have to use ur imagination to pretend it’s all good IM SORRY </3

anyways i love love LOVE mcd season 3’s aesthetic. ITS SOOO PRETTY !!!!

it’s giving i think i’ve seen this film before and i didn’t like the ending vibes 😭😭😭

hmmmm. HMMMMM. i’m thinking.

upsidedown stories aarmau had so much unlived potential <//3 i personally think these two would become besties as time went on hehe. he helps her with all her math homework and she protects him from other mean students :’3 (oh and obviously he’s crushing on her of course. they don’t call me the aarmau ceo for nothing!!!)

at least from what i’ve gathered from canon- mystreet is a completely separate universe- so mcd never existed within its world ever. the only reason mcd’s lore leaked into the end of season six was because mystreet irene (aka mcd aphmau) kept trying to change the fate of mystreet’s story and stuff. specifically she kept saving mystreet aaron because she wasn’t able to save her aaron in the mcd universe. it’s very complicated tbh 😭 so i don’t think sylvanna or zack are linked to irene at all. but that’s just my more canon accurate interpretation ya’ll do what u want 👍👍

MAJOR QUESTIONS

If MYS is the future it MCD, who’s the descendant

Zack or Slyvanna

AARON BREAKING THROUGH SHAD MADE ME ACTUALLY GASP OH MY GOD