Latest Posts by ashdiaries - Page 4

I don't think any of you could have realized the monster you released when you voted for Ein to be the one who gets to share this 4/20 with Blaze. I've been hesitant to mention Ein bc I didn't know how people felt about him, but I can't be normal anymore. I'm going to become feral on this blog about him in no time.

their yaoi would have been insane

SHADRENE MY LOVES 💔💔💔 YOU DESERVED BETTER

anyways hai i needed to practice my shad and irene designs soooo i sketched them !!!! this is also for a very specific mutual but i’m not saying who cause i’m shy. if u know you know.

hello apologies if i’m doing this wrong tumblr still confuses me tremendously 💔 but um #1 kin is aaron (i know what shocker) and then theres dante my little boy who i don’t talk about enough. i will feed them both little slices of cheese until they feel better about their overwhelming familial guilt : )

FUN NEW GAME!!

Tell us your highest MCD kins and we’ll guess your trauma :D

I’ll go first! Mine R Vylad and Dante

Outing myself as an Aaron simp, have this Aaron fanart as my apology

OHMMY GOD….. IDK ABOUT YOU GUYS BUT I JUST NOTICED THIS. WHEN I GET YOU JESS . JESS WHEN I GET YOUUUUUU . OH MY GODDDDD

Hey I'm normal? I'm so normal. I promise I am so very totally normal about Aaron and Lily's relationship and totally DON'T feel like we were robbed of having Lily and Aaron back together in mys cause their mcd relationship was SO! FUCKING! SWEET!!!

I adore them so much.

He gave her a lily as a gift for their first date?! God the idea of an awkward teen Aaron giving this pretty girl he likes a flower??! SWEET BABY WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU YOU WERE PERFECT!!

He went to the lily feilds outside their destroyed village to remember and mourn her? Oh my god I want to CRY!

And then Lily had wanted to have another child, to hopefully have a daughter?! THEY WERE GOING TO EXPAND THEIR FAMILY!! THEY WERE SO HAPPY TOGETHER AND JESSON RUINED THE ONE VALID HETEROSEXUAL COUPLE TO EVER EXIST!!!

blinks. i forgot i tweeted this the other day. brb i’m crying

SCREAMING HELLO CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME

hai aphblr and owl house fans maybe , have this joke piece i did for funsies. i wanted to practice rendering brighter haircolors so thank u amity blight for helping me with that 🙏🙏

ya’ll i just had the most humbling experience of my life today so i’m gonna talk about it. for context i am in a school that is 6-12th grade, and there’s like a total of like 24 kids in the whole building (this is because it’s specifically a setting for students with mental disabilities and disorders- and is small on purpose to reduce stress levels) so some of my classes are mixed with little 7th grade boys. specifically my gym/health class because i am the “teachers assistant” for some reason (i did not sign up for this somebody save me /j) and basically i was just minding my business with my aarmau meemeows on my desk because a lot of people carry around plushies as like a support item, so i carry around my aaron and aphmau ones on days where i’m having a hard time and stuff. and this little 4 foot boy taps me on the shoulder and goes “those are from aphmau” and i had a fucking HEART ATTACK. i just stared at him and went “yea. you watch her?” and he got all excited. it was very cute. so we started chatting about it and i was like “oh who’s your favorite character of hers?” and he said ein and i was like interesting choice but ok- and we started talking about aarmau since we both knew a decent amount about them n’ stuff- or at least i thought we did. i was fully convinced we were on the same page but then he started talking about what videos he watches and it hit me like a truck. he watches jess’ CURRENT content. he watches COCOMAU. WHICH MAKES SENSE SINCE HES LIKE A SMALL CHILD BUT FOR SOME REASON I DIDNT REALIZE THATS WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT UNTIL HE MENTIONED LIKE A RECENT VIDEO. so i was just sitting there hiding my absolute whiplash while he asked me if i’d seen any of the videos he was talking about- and i confessed to him that i only like her older stuff from like 2016 and he was like “oh. okay.” HE DIDNT LOOK UPSET OR ANYTHING BUT I STILL FELT A BIT BAD. nothing was worse then when i felt like i was aging rapidly though. like oh my god i am an out of touch elderly woman. pleaseeeee someone put me out of my misery or something because that was so depressing.

but the worst part was when class was almost over and i took out my wallet so i could go buy some oreos from the school store once the period ended or something- and i forgot that i have my mcd aaron keychain hooked onto my damn wallet- so i half expected this kid to like notice it and bring it up in front of everyone. which would’ve been kinda embarrassing if i had to explain to everyone in my gym class who mcd aaron was. but alas he didn’t say anything. and it took me a second to realize the reasons he didn’t recognize the damn keychain was because mcd aaron’s design is DRASTICALLY different from cocomau aaron’s design- SO THE LITTLE BOY HAD NO IDEA WHO IT WAS. WHICH WAS SOMEHOW WORSE THAN HIM BRINGING IT UP CAUSE IT MADE ME FEEL EVEN OLDER. GOOD GOD 😭😭😭 IM CRYING LAUGHING WRITING THIS TOO BECAUSE ITS JUST SO FUNNY TO ME AND I DONT REALLY KNOW WHY?? I was just humbled so bad tbh it was very silly.

ANYWAYS YEA THATS MY STORY HOPE YA’LL HAVE FUN WITH THAT LMFAOOO

aphblr ship discourse is so stupid like what the fuck happened to love thy neighbor

CHAT im not joking my platonic soulmate just asked me to prom with this sign I’m actually LOSING IT

in desperate need for this shirt i’m so fr

It’s that time of year again

looking down at my all unfinished aarmau smut fics and sweating . i really hope we’re chill bout’ that now.

Would I be burned alive for writing danvis smut and posting it on ao3 or are we chill with smut nowadays

giggling these r so fun

hi tumblr i might not finish this so i’ll just post the sketch for now lol . i think this trend ended a while ago but oh well

mcd rewrite this mcd rewrite that- what if i rewrite the ENTIRETY of mystreet to be the mcd slice of life au we deserved. no death and weird werewolf lore- just silly roadtrips and carnival outings and birthday parties. THEY’RE GONNA HAVE FUN. IM FORCING THEM TO HAVE FUN

AARON LYCAN HAS BEEN DEAD FOR EIGHT SLUTTY SLUTTY YEARS

violently shaking jess aphmau by the shoulders because WHAT. WAS THIS ON PURPOSE JESSICA. WAS THIS ON FREAKIJG PURPOSE .?? !?

these two photos actually shot me and killed my family. my crops are dying- my children are sick. WHAT THE FUCK. putting dante at the gates of phoenix drop to signify how loyal he was to the village. how loyal he was to aphmau. how long he waited for her to return. SICK AND TWISTED I TELL YOU.

and AARON. MY GOD AARON. placing him behind aphmau’s house, in the distance- to show his constant need to stay away from everyone. to make sure he never got attached. but also close enough to show his care and devotion to her. his love for her. to show he was still always there- lingering by even after his death. he was never really gone, because he haunted the broken pieces he left behind- in hopes things would get better. IM ILL. THROWING UP. SICK TWISTED. SICK AND TWISTED I SAY!!!! HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO ME ????

UGH. i hate this but i worked too hard on it to not post it so here u go 💔

guys i’m planning out mcd aaron’s character design for season one of my rewrite rn- and i’m like actually a horrible person i cannot believe i just wrote this WHO LET ME DO THIS .

Happy Nine Years since MCD was released everyone!!!! so sorry that this is super late, i’ve been stumped on what to draw for such a special occasion but I hope this will suffice everyone’s expectations <3 this is supposed to be the scene where aaron and aphmau first speak in the woods outside phoenix drop btw!!

anyways hope u all like this i’m gonna let my wrist take a break now lol ❤️💜

zoeymau unrequited love makes me so crazy ya’ll have no idea. like i am an aarmau shipper til the day i die but zoey and aphmau were SO sapphics. like if i had to chose a ship other than aarmau for endgame i would have to pick zoeymau! they’re so important. zoey being in love with aphmau while aphmau loves aaron is just so 💔💔💔 she deserved better fr. this is why i am going to propose my zoeymau queer platonic partners headcanon because it just makes sense. theyre sooo platonic partners. you cannot fight me on this you will just lose

i could go on and on about mcd zane’s characterization for HOURS dude i’m so fr. cause like i firmly believe that mcd is the type of media that allows fans to interpret any character however they want because canon is weird and full of plot holes- BUT! personally i could never see mcd zane as anything but a villain. like that man was a FREAK. he slaughtered whole ass villages and hurt literal CHILDREN for fun like cmon guys. and like ik some people aren’t fans of mcd aaron so they kinda ignore his character and stuff but if you do pay attention to his backstory you would really understand why diaries zane is such a horrible person. like he slaughtered the dude’s entire village! you can hate aaron all you want but that was so fucked up . and what’s also horrible about it is like he probably did it to MULTIPLE villages too, cause there was no reason to just only go after falcon claw lets be real, he wanted to do more then that. PLUS literally everything that happened in season 1 ???? dude literally RUINED LIVES. LIKE ARE WE FORGETTING ABOUT ALEXIS ??? OR THE ENTIRE WEDDING DISASTER ?? like WHAT 😭 and again i’ll say that you can redeem zane and stuff in your rewrite i’m not judging anyone for that- i just know personally i could NEVER do that. it just like- kinda takes away from the whole point of his character in the story i feel ? not that you can’t do that cause jess fucked up mcd’s writing tremendously- but i just feel like zane was such a good villain. his purpose was to be a villain. so like- i know that keeping him that way in my rewrite at least is what i’m going to do. like he’s silly and absolutely bonkers insane but that’s part of the charm! the entire reason i think hes cool is BECAUSE of how evil he was. idk i just think hes neat slash derogatory (that’s a joke)

anyways yea sorry if this makes absolutely no sense i’m just rambling atp. if you have redeemed zane in your rewrite feel free to share what you did because i find it super interesting !!!! just don’t take this post the wrong way please i promise i’m not shaming anyone i swear </3

ok but that’s all for now aphblr have a good day/night 🩷🩷🩷

nobody ever talks about the fact aaron helped donna carry her laundry in early season 2 of mcd. like i haven’t seen a single person talk about it despite how fucking cute it was??? like he hadn’t even revealed his name to aphmau yet- but he still helped this older woman carry her laundry across town because she was struggling to do it by herself. LIKE OW? HE WAS ALWAYS A SWEETHEART HE JUST NEVER SHOWED IT 💔 ON THE FLOOR SOBBING

this edit came to me in a dream and i needed to make it immediately . anyways this is legit like that one line in hamilton, “in their eyes I see you alexander” or however it goes i don’t remember. ok i hope you enjoy this i’m going to sleep now ✌️✌️

working on my same face syndrome issues by drawing some of the mystreet gang!!!! they’re so silly ✌️✌️

haiiii aphblr does anybody want my mcd aarmau playlist ? i just made it and im totally not hysterically sobbing at very specific song choices i’ve made . i’m normal i swear https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0IEfHpCxaucbWyUh9LtgMU?si=sWduF5oYT2ORG2WziLmxsQ&pi=u-WTomp6LcQfmA