little tboy ! jackie taylor headcanons !! โคท featuring : he him jackie ๐ toddler re ๐ tmasc cgs ! shauna & nat ๐
regressuary day 7 : LGBTQ themes | link to bingo card & @regressuary
spotted these jorts and was reminded of this jackie outfit and couldn't stop thinking about tmascjackets agere ๐๐๐ this is purely self indulgent i fear ๐ you can find my yellowjackets masterlist here and my upcoming list here ๐
jackie who tearfully comes out first to nat and then to shauna ๐ the weight of his secret is crushing him , each time they call him "she" or girl hitting like a slap to the face ๐ nat who holds him , letting the boy cry , rubbing soothing circles into his back ๐ shauna who shrugs it off as no big deal , casually dropping that in fact he's in a similar position though it had been much easier for shauna , now shaun to accept ๐
jackie (who still wants to be jackie at least for the time being) begins regressing more often in the freedom of nat's cramped room in his trailer , far from the taylor's own sprawling manor ๐ nat , no stranger to jackie's regression is pleased to take on the big brother role , seeing it as euphoric not only for himself but also to be a part of giving jackie his "proper" childhood ๐
with nat and shauna being the only two to know about jackie's being trans , he'll often go to them tearfully when he's feeling dysphoric ๐ dysphoria is one of jackie's biggest triggers to regress , oftentimes leaving nat and shauna with the large task of dealing with a dysphoric toddler ๐
nat is more open to having emotional conversations with jackie regardless of if he's regressed or not ๐ shaun on the other hand isn't great with tears , trying not to cringe and doing his best to coax a more calm jackie out with a toy car or dinosaur ๐
nat calls him "buddy" , "little man" , and "bubba" which always brings a shy smile to jackie's face ๐ shaun has affectionately dubbed him "squirt" and "booger" which he always delivers with a playful toss of jackie's curls ๐
although he's certainly not a baby , jackie's still little enough to sometimes have accidents ๐ he'll be busy roughhousing with shaun who won't stop tickling him and all of a sudden it's too late ๐ his laughter will stop abruptly , tears filling his eyes in embarrassment ๐ as if it's not bad enough to have an accident while playing with your big brother , jackie's quite dysphoric about the situation ๐
shaun will stop teasing him immediately , exchanging a look with nat ๐ jackie's clearly doing his best not to cry , legs crossed and hands covering the crotch of his pants ๐ nat is always able to calm him down though it's a process ๐ "shhh , shhh ๐" he'll soothe ๐ "you're okay , jack ๐ it's just an accident , huh buddy ?" jackie will initially refuse to talk around shaun , worried that he'll bully him ๐ he's a hiccupy mess but after reassurance from shaun that it's okay he'll let nat help him clean up and calm down ๐
nat who saves up his money to buy jackie supplies both for his transition and his regression ๐ he gathers together a box of things for his little brother , giving it to him the next time he's over by himself ๐ nat doesn't have much money and as much as he loves shaun he's worried he'll be jealous or want stuff from him as well ๐ the box is full of items squirreled away by nat : pull ups ( the boys ones ) , nat's old binder , a new package of boxers , a few shirts from goodwill and a mostly new set of army men toys ๐
jackie gets shy at seeing a few of the more intimate items but can't thank nat enough ๐ nat beams at his little brother , tousling his hair and letting him know how proud he is of him ๐
jackie is so fascinated watching nat do his t-shots and shaun expertly put on his trans tape ๐ he's too afraid to try trans tape himself , not wanting his parents or another one of his teammates to find out but he's very curious about it ๐ sometimes he'll get upset hearing nat's deepening voice or just how flat shaun can get his chest to look ๐ he wants to look like a boy too ๐ nat helps him into his old binder , teaching him how to move the tissue of his chest so the binder is more effective ๐ although he can only wear the binder at nat's jackie can't help but sob the first time he feels his flattened chest and sees the effects of the binder in nat's shitty bathroom mirror ๐
jackie's not supposed to wear his binder while regressed yet he often tries to get away with it ๐ shaun doesn't mind as much , just wanting jackie to be comfortable but nat will gently but firmly scold him ๐ when jackie learns that wearing his binder too long can affect him getting top surgery in the future he's really upset ๐ although he's typically well behaved he'll throw tantrums when he's feeling dysphoric not wanting to give up his flat chest even if he's already been wearing his binder for too long ๐
it's not until shaun offers up his most oversized flannel that jackie stops fussing ๐ still he's moody for the rest of the afternoon , hardly wanting to play with his toys or joke around with his brothers ๐
growing up an only child with overprotective parents , jackie was never allowed much freedom as a child , hardly even allowed to play outside ๐ nat and shaun are determined to make up for this , teaching him how to catch frogs and skip rocks ๐ ( nat is a real master at skipping rocks ๐ )
i know love exists because i exist and i am full of it
Shout out to trans men/mascs with uterine or menstrual health issues, disabilities, diseases, or any other issues of the sort
Shout out to trans men/mascs who still get misgendered or have their issues dismissed at the doctor
Shout out to trans men/mascs who get denied uterine and reproductive healthcare
Shout out to trans men/mascs who have to deal with "women's health" issues and get told to "get over it"
Shout out to trans men/mascs who feel painful dysphoria when going to the doctor
Shout out to trans men/mascs who have excruciating periods and constantly get told dismissive things or to just get over it
You are strong. You deserve to be visible. You should always get the medical help you deserve.
started the legacy challenge <3 vampire edition
introducing the gen 1 heir: phoenix chambers
he's my trans vampire astronaut. his current aspiration is to be a good vampire. um his traits are genius, geek and loyal.
phoenix hates being a vampire and is trying to assimilate.
vladdy daddy tried to call and he shut that right down.
he refuses to get a coffin.
hes in that weird like book club in get together.
his best friend is some guy named emit who has blue hair and im pretty sure is a time travellor? idk what his deal is but hes cool.
lilith vatore came over to train him and he was thristing so bad he forgot how bad he hates being a vampire they became woohoo partners. the fucking burgular TOOK my umbrella and he got carried away and bit him (the only time hes drunk from a person) immediately got the guilty drinker. he was really super tense so lilith took him to hers and they woohoo'd
the next day was love day so obviously they kept hanging out. caleb came in right after they woohoo'd which was awkward :/
lilith asked phoenix on a date!! this is when i trans'd lilith bc i need the next gen and the t4t thing cute asf <3 they tried for a baby in a bush (it didnt take sigh)
canโt stop imagining tiny little host!vic getting pinched by nana for swearing and their mom asking where the marks came from and vic insisting it was steffi pops. their mom not believing them and telling them to stop blaming things on steffi.
canโt stop imagining their mom writing it off as weird little kid stuff instead of investigating any further, eventually getting so annoyed by vicโs โanticsโ she just stopped caring when they came back from nanaโs house with marks - because every time little five year old vic told her it was steffi pops. though it crossed her mind, their mom refused to entertain the notion her mother was abusing her child.
throw in vivid childhood dreams and you get distorted memories of childhood, the internalization that maybe the pinching really was just a series of dreams they had as a kid about their weird doll.
anyways. steffi pops as a coping mechanism, a tulpa made of false memories and real abuse. nobody touch me
wow this was really educational i learnt quite a bit abt marx in sociology and connected to his ideas abt classism but i had no clue abt his teachings on the "Lumpenproletariat".
You don't have to like weed but I find people who are vehemently anti-weed but claim to be left leaning infuriating. If you go into a rage because you smelled someone smoking pot, how the fuck do you expect to form community with people addicted to meth? It's easier to say you hate smokers than to say you hate all drug users in leftist spaces because one makes you sound a bit like a square while the other is the writing on the wall. You aren't anti-weed, you're anti-drug user and anyone who uses substances is not safe around you.
okay the uni stuff is going thru. i was honestly catastrophizing but uh still nervous for the start. feel better knowing its part time and that all tutorials are recorded
coming here to vent bc i feel really dumb and anxious. ive been working towards going to online university for next month but i just realized i did the student finance wrong. ive been in pain and lowkey sleep walking thru life and im autistic too and like i had no help so im not 100% surprised i messed up and i wont be super shocked if it falls thru but idk i dont want it to. idk ill try to take whatever happens as a sign. if i get in i can try to get my life on track. if i dont then maybe i need to wait til i get this pain figured out first. im just really scared ive blown up my life and im too late and ill just be stuck sitting here doing nothing waiting for a solution for the pain to come from my doctors to get on waiting lists. i legit feel like a ghost yk something bound to a house where they cant escape. but im also scared of dropping out again and that im not ready so im just in this state of being between a rock and a hard place and everything sucks. idfk what im going to do. happy 2025 ig idk
coming here to vent bc i feel really dumb and anxious. ive been working towards going to online university for next month but i just realized i did the student finance wrong. ive been in pain and lowkey sleep walking thru life and im autistic too and like i had no help so im not 100% surprised i messed up and i wont be super shocked if it falls thru but idk i dont want it to. idk ill try to take whatever happens as a sign. if i get in i can try to get my life on track. if i dont then maybe i need to wait til i get this pain figured out first. im just really scared ive blown up my life and im too late and ill just be stuck sitting here doing nothing waiting for a solution for the pain to come from my doctors to get on waiting lists. i legit feel like a ghost yk something bound to a house where they cant escape. but im also scared of dropping out again and that im not ready so im just in this state of being between a rock and a hard place and everything sucks. idfk what im going to do. happy 2025 ig idk
lounging around in my boxers with my homemade amateur sock packer feeling very gender rn. still a lil scary but come a long way got a gf and everything.
little ! nat scatorccio headcanons .แ with caregiver ! misty quigley .แ requested by ๐ธ anon๐ cws โ cursing , vent regression , talk of nat 's home life๐
nat tends to hide his regression , preferring to keep it a private matter๐ it may be partially due to shame , partially due to the non - conventional way he prefers to regress with weed , partially due to his home life or even simply preferring to keep this vulnerable part of himself away from prying eyes but whatever the case he was initially quite peeved when misty quigley of all people discovered his secret๐
nat is laid back , while misty is๐๐๐ well๐๐๐ quite the opposite๐ so he wasn 't too pleased when she walked in on him in the locker room after hours , thumb jammed in his mouth , cheeks tearstained after another night his dad had apparently forgotten to pick him up๐ maybe he was being punished for the way he 'd slammed the door of his car that morning , the stupid chickenshit car he seemed to like more than nat๐ whatever the reason , nat was still at school๐ he wouldn 't have dared to let his thumb slip into his mouth if he 'd have known anyone was there but it was coming up on 8:00 and the doors were meant to lock at 7:30๐ count on misty fucking quigley to be creeping around after hours๐
"shit !" his gravelly cracking voice๐ misty with a comically shocked expression on her face , standing stock still by the door she 'd just come through๐ "natalie๐๐"
he 'd scoffed๐ "it 's nat๐" a hand flew to misty 's mouth๐ "sorry !" an awkward silence had passed , nat wishing he could just disappear๐ he 'd braced himself for the worst , misty jumping to infantilize him or attempting to blackmail him but to his surprise she 'd awkwardly moved to sit down next to him looking about as shy as he 'd felt๐
he 'd cringed at this and yet๐๐๐ "i won 't say anything , nat ," she 'd said emphasizing his proper name๐ more silence๐ "y'know๐๐๐" she started , shifting to pull her knees to her chest๐ "i do it too๐" she 'd giggled nervously , blushing at nat 's incredulous look despite his clear embarrassment๐
nat had refused to speak , too embarrassed , too exposed๐ but misty was content to continue , rambling on about her own regression , and๐๐๐ "oh oh oh ! i always wanted to be a caregiver๐" well shit๐
despite nat really not even wanting a caregiver , misty had been persistent , giving him her best puppy eyes and everything๐ nat had been frustrated but it was clear misty 's intentions were pure and maybe it wouldn 't completely suck getting to know her๐๐๐ "fine ," he huffed , not wanting to argue or have misty turn on him๐ "but if i want it to stop it stops , 'kay ?" misty nodded profusely , clearly excited๐
things start off tentatively๐ misty continuously checks on nat to see if he 's feeling little , speaking to him in a babyish tone that embarrasses nat who is not regressed in the slightest๐ it frustrates him to be spoken down to๐ he 'll whine at her to "stoooop" huffing in frustration๐ "this isn't working , okay ?" he 'll grumble๐ "just lay off ," he 'll mutter , stalking off ashamed๐
still later when his dad is berating his mom about some goddamn thing out of her control and he begins to drop , it 's misty he calls on their shitty landline , apologizing profusely for the yelling in the background๐
as soon as he gets the go ahead to come over , nat 's sneaking out his window with eyes full of tears๐ he 's hardly even aware this is the first time he 'll really be regressed around misty๐ misty 's waiting for him on the front stoop , a concerned look on her face as she drapes an arm around the weepy boy , ushering him upstairs to her room๐
it 's the first time he 's been to misty 's house , yet he 's too worked up to really take it in๐ he 's embarrassed and ashamed , and a small part of him is kicking himself for crying in front of misty but more than anything he just needs comfort and misty is more than happy to provide it , doing a surprisingly good job at soothing the regressor , sitting him on her bed and kneeling down below to look at him , a firm hand planted on his shoulder๐
misty who cautiously envelops him in a hug , letting him sob into her shoulder , softly shushing him and rubbing a tentative circle into his back๐
that night nat runs , apologizing profusely to her the next day at practice , a shy blush on his cheeks๐
over time nat grows more comfortable around misty๐ he still gets easily embarrassed when she babies him or fawns over him , not used to his more childish whims being encouraged or used to such gentle easy praise๐ he 's a very blushy kiddo๐
nat has a wide age range , ranging from baby to teen depending on his mental headspace and mood๐ around misty he 's typically toddler or kiddo range , tending to feel safe but still quite embarrassed about his regression๐ sometimes he 'll involuntarily slip into babyspace which he 's really ashamed of , spending most of his regressed time weeping๐ misty is quite delighted to have a baby on her hands , used to playing with her babydolls and having taken many babysitting classes๐ it 's so exciting for her to get some real experience๐ she 's oh so attentive getting him to calm down , and doesn 't shy away from the idea of padding although at that prospect nat flushes a bright red , protesting vehemently and refusing to look at her๐
nat is an outdoorsy little one , something that delights misty๐ though he 's shy about going out regressed at first , misty will often take him on backyard picnics and jumping in puddles with him๐ nat loves to hike although misty struggles to keep up with him๐
sometimes a small nat can get insecure about his height with the way he towers over misty๐ although as a tboy , nat will often lament his height in the opposite direction while not regressed yet small nat 's height is a cause for insecurity as well๐ how can he be little if he 's taller than misty ? sometimes it causes dysphoria , and may lead to tears of frustration and humiliation๐ misty is very understanding of this , however , letting him know it 's okay for him to regress regardless of how tall he is๐
misty who has a huge collection of toys and stuffed animals notices that nat doesn 't have any๐ he has his one bear but that doesn 't leave his room and she 's actually never been to his trailer๐ he 's quite honestly scared to bring her there , worried of what his dad might say or how he might treat misty even were nat to be in his regular headspace๐ she doesn't push him about it though , instead offering him one of her old ones , a golden retriever puppy that nat latches onto immediately๐
although nat denies wanting any gear (he secretly does but doesn 't want to bother misty , worrying about the cost and where he 'd keep it) , misty is insistent on getting him a few items๐ he cries when she surprises him with a brand new dinosaur figurine and a glass bottle decorated with a green dinosaur๐ she also gets him a pacifier , apologizing that it 's of the baby variety and therefore not being big enough for his mouth๐ still he can 't stop thanking her tearfully , treasuring the items with his entire being๐ misty even offers to keep them at her house so his dad can 't find them๐
nat can be quite stubborn which misty picks up on shortly after she begins caring for him๐ he 's a big thumb sucker , no matter how many times misty scolds him or offers him her pacifier his grubby thumb will end up back in his mouth๐ although he 's typically quite obedient this he refuses to give in on much to misty 's chagrin๐