Sometimes my anger is too much
The way it feels like the way I imagine it might if you smashed all the glass in your house from screaming and then used those shards to construct new eyes by digging them into the already existing ones.
The same way i imagine it might feel if I pressed nails into every inch of my skin
Like open heart surgery without any anaesthesia
Like constant electrocution
I’d rather any of those than to feel my own anger over the fact that you never text me back.
Get out of my head! Get out!
Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?
What can I do with this want.
Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath — 3rd January 1959
Fck being nonchalant.
Merge souls with me.
I thought I felt this way because I miss you but I probably just have a disorder. Maybe it’s both.
the realisation that you have no actual friends is… freeing
thought of you a lot today… idk why. I miss you. You have a soft voice and warm skin.
i would literally give anything for them to be as obsessed with me as i am with them please for once in my life i'll do anything i just need this so bad
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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