Kms, I Need A Person To Want To Talk To Me 🙏🏾

might be a bit sensitive but it annoys the shit out of me when people throw the word anxiety around and don’t really mean it. Like when something annoys them and they say “it gives me anxiety”. No. Because you are not having anxiety okay having anxiety is when after you make any and every decision your chest gets tight and you feel sick to your stomach and immediately regret that decision and your head starts going ekekwkfbwijdfhjwdnfnidksjdfjsknddj. it’s like a clamp around your head. It’s not synonymous with disliking something.

I hate how I want him to miss me.

if I think about you long enough or hard enough will I cross your mind?

I want you to dig your hands into my flesh and pull all my bones out one by one and get rid of this humming ache under my skin

"just be yourself" i dont know who the fuck i am

My final note to you

I still love you. Just not enough to cry about it anymore. Just not enough to ruin my life. You are like… something that I like to look at. And listen to, talk with, joke with, be around. But something I will never have. That’s okay. I am just fine watching you from afar.

Idk normalize wanting nothing to do with your fp and hating them and then wanting them to stay

do you remember me? do you remember my laugh….the excitement in my voice when we spent our time together, how about my name, do you remember that?