I miss the way you used to look at me. I spend most of my time living in memories and trying to remember what you sound like.
when you’re not near me, the hole in my chest starts to ache. I have not spoken to you once, nor have you spoken to me. I virtually know nothing about you. But you are now my greatest obsession. I hope I dream of you.
I don’t know how to explain it but just being alive causes me pain
The world is too loud, existing is overwhelming, people expect so much more than I can give
I fail at being alive every single day
I feel so ashamed to be so broken
But I don’t know how to be any other way
I always type long messages for you and then leave them there. I’m worried I might accidentally hit send one day.
i hate myself
I could stare at you forever. I wish you were mine.
kms, i need a person to want to talk to me 🙏🏾
All I want is you. Please don’t leave. Please don’t leave to be with her. I love you so much. Please leave her and be with me. Please please please please please I love you. You’re literally the male version of me we’d be so great together. Please I’d make you feel like a king every day. I love you please don’t leave. You’re so soft and warm and beautiful and you have the greatest smile and laugh and eyes and I love you so much. Please don’t leave.
my mind flickers to the thought of him and her just conversing….him not thinking about me at all. I just. I don’t want to be thinking like this.
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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