Some Goodish Pictures Of A V Handsome Boi, Whom I Love💕

Kinda feel like drawing but also kinda feel like sitting around listening to music on full blast, eating croutons like chips bc eff u is y, and talking to myself.

Also kinda feel like rewatching Holy Musical B@tman, which I just watched for the first time ever about an hour ago.

Panicking over something I shouldn't

I still panic

When you come back

Each time

I think

You're going to do it

Again

And I panic

Because you'll blame me

And I'm scared

That you'll be right

This time

I wish

I didn't think of you

Anymore

And I hope

That I stop

Thinking

Of that night

Because I'm so scared

That you'll do it

Again

And I won't be able

To stop you

That way I did

Last time

Because

It wasn't my fault

And I hate it when

You blame me

For not coming back

When I'm scared

That it'll happen again

If I came back

Like how you want me too

I'm scared

That you wont

Come back anymore

A and I'd rather

Have you hate me

From a distance

As someone

I don't feel

Responsible for

Anymore

Because

You make it my fault

And I

Convence myself

That you're right

And I

Forget

That you're not

Scared of the same

Things as I am

Because you love to blame me

And was never really my fault

Stop scaring me

I'm not coming back

I don't want that night

To happen again

So stop

Making it my fault

I left all this

Behind me

And I gave up

When

There was nothing

I could do

For you anymore

I'm sorry

I'm not enough

And

I'm sorry

That

I

Never

Was

I had an animal crossing villager oc in middle school and I miss her so drew a doot of her. She thinks the small town she lives in now is A “big city”, which is kinda true when you compare it to the middle of fucking nowhere where she grew up. I remember that she was dating my friend's goat villager oc, but I forgot his name… I think it was Gary or something, anyways, he liked snails and was a nerd (sortave) and that met on a rainy day while he was looking for snails. That’s all I can remember. I tried to use an art style similar to the game but gave up.

I love him,,,,,,,,,,,,sm💕 Like,,,,,,he's just so beautiful and I love

I love these dorks💚💛 These are both my own ocs: Pidgeon and Daisy! Pidge is the tol, reserved, dorky one and Daisy is the smol, chubby, loud one. I love then sm

Two things rn.

Earlier today I had an appointment with a psychiatrist that works for my therapist. The appointment lasted 2 hours, at the end of which he gave me a prescription for Prozac, which I've decided to start tomorrow.

I know from experience that dying your hair with kool-aid is great if you want really bright hair until the end of time sooo... I've been thinking about dyeing my hair a rainbow, which would be awesome and I really wanna do it!

TL;DR: I'm going to start Prozac tomorrow and I wanna dye my hair a rainbow using kool-aid.

A kinda cute/kinda creepy digital thing a did with my Oc: Monti😁

She only has a mouth, but wears a magic/tech. Hairbow that helps her show emotions!

So like, Anne, Mary, and Sasha are often shown in their stone colors, right? Not really-

Heart=blue

Strength=pink

Wit=green

Obviously they wear their colors pretty often(for Sasha and Marcy its even their school uniform)But not always. Very often we see them in adjacent colors-

Sasha wears a lot of red(a more intense version of pink= a /lot/ of "strength") Marcy's Amphibia outfit has a ton of blue(she's following her heart more than her head) And Anne doesn't even wear blue that often- she wears a lot purple, including her school uniform(also in the intro she not wearing any blue, but her shirt has pink and her shoes have purple). Also, purple is a mix of blue and pink.

So what am I getting at? Well, think about the towers:

1st, we've got wit(green) which wasn't even about being as smart as possible but about having humility(heart)so- blue.

Then the 2nd, heart(blue), which again wasn't about having as much heart as possible but having responsibility(strength + heart), so- purple.

The 3rd, strength(pink), as we know, doesn't have the same rules as the other two- it IS about being as strong as possible, hence intense pink=red.

Of course there some important scenes we should take a look at, scenes where the girls(as a trio) wore their respective colors(or similar ones). To my memory that includes: the flashback to when they met, the dinner, and "No Big Deal".

Sasha is wearing pink!(and some blue) she's showing a classic strength but also is being pretty caring. Anne is in all purple, save for her yellow sneakers- she's heart and (emotional) strength through and through- which makes sense since she's really the linchpin to their whole group as we see in this flashback.

Marcy is wearing almost nothing but green- she doesn't really do that much(separate from Anne) but we can take this whole scene as a display of their dynamic so it makes sense for marcy to be all wit(she does have a pink bobble in her hair and blue crocs but regardless).

Next, the dinner:

Sasha is wearing a lot of, not pink, but red. The blue and green flower is literally over her heart- but its also completely surface level- she's got her "heart" visible but it could easily be removed(this fits how she acts in this episode pretty well).

Anne and Marcy are wearing adjacent colors as well, Anne is in purple and Marcy is in turquoise, Anne is pulled into a compromise with Sahsa this episode and has to put aside her heart to do so(see: Sasha not wanting to be a better person so Anne doesn't try to force it), Marcy also takes Annes side a few times, like pointing out why they stopping doing everything Sasha's way.

(What i get from their colors in this episode has more to do with their connections to eachother rather than to their stones-)

Now, battle of the bands:

This ones just before the finale so other symbolism is at play(see: butterflies, dragonflies, etc.) But this about their colors so-

Marcy is once again decked out in almost nothing but green except some purplish blush- she's not Marcy Wu, she's Marcy, Anne and Sasha's friend, just like in the flashback of when they all met Marcy mostly stays out of the spotlight and avoids playing middleman through out this whole episode.

Anne is in primarily blue! She shows a ton of heart but she really trys to have a freindship with Sasha, thus plenty of shades of purple are present(She also shows that emotional strength when she sticks up for herself against Sasha).

Finally, we've got Sasha, in, again, red. At the time she plans and puts on this outfit she's pretty firmly away from the other girls so, just like her armor, she wears red, black, etc.

All of this is purely me digging -randomly- into things that maybe aren't so deep for fun soooo, not an actual analysis or anything, but I'm still pretty happy with it-

Tell me if I missed any you think fit this!

Im in the kind of mood to throw everything away. I feel like deleting all my posts. I want to get off the internet. I'll draw that same fucking window. I'll tell myself that I'll be back to normal tomorrow. But I just want to break anything and everything important to me and then go to sleep. And when I wake up, have nothing be real. But instead I'm going to pretend I'm a real person and keep playing the same mobile game that I've managed not to delete yet. And I'll be ok.

When it's 6 am, you haven't slept, you have a "new" jacket, and you look cute