Once You Have An 3d It’s Like Everyone Decides To Be Skinny Or Am I Just Noticing More?😭

maybe when spring makes its way into the seeds of trees, it will plant one into my mind too. one that will cleanse my soul of everything that is sadistic and destructive about me.

the seed will bloom into a beautiful flower that is nourished by the affection of the sun, beaming on the body i try to deplete of its forces day after day. the scent of the pollen will inspire in me a new kind of love for myself that is lost in the covers of my bed.

i desperately need this flower to stop my body from withering away as my mind starts to reach new lows i’ve never seen before.

this disorder is fucking ruining my life

i hate HATE feeling full it makes me feel like a failure

Things i’ve noticed naturally sk1nny people do

TW before readingggg: i do not promote any of the habits listed below and i do not know 100% how “naturally sk1nny” ppl live their daily lives these are just things i have noticed from my sk1nny friends and family…

1. picky eaters

they don’t want to try anything new and if they know they don’t like something they won’t e4t/drink it period. This narrows down their food options and limits their di3t to only certain foods.

2. never finishes food & food waste

they stop e4ting when their body is satisfied. they don’t feel the need to stuff themselves and never e4t more their their body tells them to. they always say they’re full and offer the rest of their food to someone else. even if it looks like they buy or order a lot of food they only end up eating 1/2 or 1/4 of it before throwing the rest out.

3. daily exercise or cardio

no matter what they’re doing they always have some kind of exercise included into their daily lifestyle wether that be walking to work or school, shopping sprees, going to the gym or simply exercising at home. no matter what is going on in their day they always have some type of exercise implemented.

4. f4sting

they f4st without realizing. only eating their first meal around mid day which is probably not even a meal just a snack. typically light snacks keep them content throughout the day until their main meal around dinner time.

5. distractions

often naturally sk1nny people forget to e4t because they don’t really care about food. they get distracted by other things that fulfill themselves such as reading a book or drawing, watching a good show, taking long long naps or taking their pets for a walk etc…

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parents coming back home saved me from a terrible binge at 7am sharp

god what is wrong with me

I gotta put me first

. ݁₊ ⊹ . my motivation :

- the th-gh gap

- the flat tummy and visible r-bs

- more attention

- "how'd you do it?"

- "you look sick..."

- being smaller than everybody i hate

- so people care more about me

- so the smallest size won't fit

- won't have to worry about if a size is too small

- i'll look good no matter my outfit

- can have a bad mood without being seen as 'b¡tchy'

- won't feel so bad on lazy days

- won't feel like a w@nn4r3x¡c and actually feel valid

- to be 'iconic' th-nsp0

- family member / friend reactions

* i'll be adding more ♡ :)

i never knew that skipping meals was this easy

first few hours are tough and draining but I'm not actually hungry?? just rllyyy tired

i feel amazing ♡

hunger is a measure of when you should eat not how much you should eat.

WHITE STRAWBERRIES R SO YUMM

the whole box (10oz) is 96 c@ls btw but i would explode before doing that

haii if anyone has some mango mealspo cuz i recently got some i would love to hear it ty :33