I Want To Lose Weight So Drastically Over The Holidays No One Recognizes Me And People Are Concerned

cant tell if i want more scars or for them all to go away

the sweet call of the edge of a cliff lures me closer and closer every day

drinking water to ignore the hunger 😊

i was doing decent today but i had a piece of bread with butter for dinner and even tho im def under 1000 cals i still hate myself

everyone in my life is so talented and passionate that i have to compensate for my uselessness with not eating

day one

when i started trying to lose weight, i was 57.8kg and currently i am 52.4kg. i binged a lot, but im not hungry much anymore. my goal weight is 45-40kg

day twenty two

ive been incredibly sad recently so i forgot about this. anyway, my lowest weight was probably about 47kg, but then i became $uic1dal and i was convinced i wouldnt live the year out so i binged loads bc i was depressed lmao

2025 is my year. I’m going to lose the weight. 2025 is my year. I’m going to hit my lowest weight. 2025 is my year. I’m going to be thin. 2025 is my year. I’m not going to give up. 2025 is my year. I’m going to be thin by summer. 2025 is my year.

Do you know any good low calorie meals? And I’m talking under 100 or 200.

i know that cucumber and boiled eggs are good, and rice cakes are about 50cal. i prefer chewing gum tho, the one i chew is 4cal a piece plus they make me feel fuller. fruits tend to be low cal, and salmon is pretty low cal and had a good amount of protein

i’m finding purg1ng more easier than not e4ting but i hate it