I Was Doing Decent Today But I Had A Piece Of Bread With Butter For Dinner And Even Tho Im Def Under

what? an eating disorder?! i say as i retreat slowly, dropping my protein bars and laxatives 😊

“i’m so normal about them” i say as i vibrate out of my skin thinking about it

ok any other asians with ana bc chinese new year is KILLING me

”you have to cut out ALL liquid calories if you want to lose we-“ YOU CAN TAKE MY HOT CHOCOLATE FROM MY COLD, DEAD, SOMETIMES GRAY HANDS YOU SON OF A BITCH

idk which to do, and i dont want to inconvenience my friends ☹️

day thirty!!!

i can't believe i got thru this, im so happy, so if anyone's interested heres the 10 facts and my current stats:

1. i love philosophy, im doing it for gcse

2. cheesestrings are my favorite safe food

3. i have four older sisters

4. my most recent read was the karamazov brothers by fyodor dostoeyevsky

5. i once failed a science test with 12%

6. i am bisexual

7. i play the guitar and the drums

8. my favorite musicians are olivia rodrigo and dominic fike

9. i really want a pet cat and a domesticated pigeon when im older

10. my favorite animal is a black rain frog, search them up :)

and my stats are now this-

sw: 56.7

hw: 58.9

cw: 48.8

lw 48.6

day sixteen

ive always wanted to lose weight, and i got really depressed for my first few years of secondary school and got really chubby and i think thats when i properly started skipping meals and exercising more

“I hate being skinny” girl shut the fuck up you literally have the body I starve for

currently chugging water to hide how hungry i feel

I have two sides