Cherry-vanilla-tea - R 🩻

daily affirmations

my voice isn't annoying

my hair isn't greasy

i will lose 10kg

my outfits r chic

my music taste is better than yours

i will lose 10kg

“you attract what you fear” ahhhh bmi 16 i’m so scared oh noooo ahh

parents got confused and didn’t choose me at all

when the mental illness hits so you whip out the playlist from junior high

(the music is shitty, nostalgic, and made it worse.)

When you reach the point where your planning your suicide but still no one even noticed you were struggling in the first place <<

"oh u have an ed? do u mean ana?" no bitch, ALL OF THEM

i was doing decent today but i had a piece of bread with butter for dinner and even tho im def under 1000 cals i still hate myself

Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”

binged i hate myself i feel full again

day twenty five

yes, but i prefer not to, so i only do it when i have to. my first experience was when i b!nged and ate alot of high carb stuff in one go and i immediately went to go purg3