Crazzyyyramblings - Crazy

I think I want love more than prestigious education and money. That's what childhood emotional neglect gave me.

getting fucking dunked on by my little sister for existing in a perpetual state of worry

I think it’s really unfair that I (a person who needs to feel loved all the time) am so incredibly hard to love.

YOU CAN GET FUCKING BETTER!!!! YOU GOT THIS SHIT!!!!!! KEEP GOING BITCH !!!!!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!

How was your day?

pay attention to me pay attention to me pay attemtion to me ooooo you wanna interact with me so bad please pay attention to me i need a hug and attention i love attention please im begging i hate being alone now please pay attention to me pay attention to me i need a hug so badly pay attention i me i crave irl attention and affection and online validation and attemtion i love attention

I used to do personality tests a lot, looking for something to tell me who I really am, an answer that's satisfying.

People would describe me and it never felt real, but who was I to dispute it?

I never felt like I knew who I was and every description of me, from golden admiration to scathing hatred, never felt like it was me.

in the mood to cuddle a cute sleepy boy in our pajama pants and play with his hair until he falls asleep in my arms i mean what i didn’t say anything