Having Bpd And Also Being A People Pleaser Is So Weird Because I Will Hate Someone When They’re Not

“absence makes the heart grow fonder”

absence makes me want to kms

me when being in a relationship doesn’t make me want to live forever and cure me of my depression

and then youre gonna run to her and forget i exist

I envy selfish people. Do you know how exhausting it is to always worry about other people and their feelings even if it’s at your own expense?

I always feel that I'm being taken for granted by my loved ones, but the real problem is that I allow them to do so, I've ruined things for myself, I am easily approachable and accessible, that's why I get treated this way. I always thought being there for others is a nice thing but in reality it sucks, you lose your value in that process, i wish to not to be taken for granted for actually caring for my loved ones and being easy only for them, someday someone might actually understand me and take me seriously and not some kind of joke. I just wish to be treated right and not for granted

i think I bother everyone by being alive

nothing about adulting excites me, it just makes me remember that I’m forced to be alive on this earth and I can’t even take myself out of it guilt free

Am I not good enough for you?