I Spend One Day Thinking My Body Is Cute And Then Hate It The Rest Of The Days Lol.

its cold and i can see my rolls when i sit, the only way to have a good day is ⭐️ve 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

eating a muffin cause god forbid i go a few hours without food??? and i know ive gotta look so incredibly gross eating

scrolling tumblr takes away my appetite so quickly i forget im hungry i love yall

intro❤️

name: cj (he/him) ((might have alters i dont know quite yet, he/him and cj are accepted by them as well))

age/height: 18/ 5’ 2” (157 cm)

i love love love stranger things, arcane, fnaf, horses, minecraft and various other nerdy things

stats below cut (block dont report plz, pro recovery for you not for me)

hw: 146 lbs (66.2 kg)

cw: 145 lbs (65. 7 kg)

gw: 140 lbs (63.5 kg)

gw2: 130 lbs (58.9 kg)

gw3: 120 lbs (54.4 kg)

gw4: 110 lbs (49.8 kg)

gw5: 100 lbs (45.3 kg)

ugw: 95 lbs (43 kg)

I can't stress this enough.

If someone's actively ⭐ving themselves and goes from 260lbs to 220-200, THAT IS DANGEROUS AND THAT IS SICK. No they're not ✨skinneyy✨ but they're severe disordered and it scares me cause are they getting help? NO.

So let's get this straight, someone weighs 145lbs, loses 45lbs = You're now sick and deserve help.

And someone who's 260lbs, loses 90lbs = "you're at normal weight you're doing good."

YOU.CAN.DIE.AT.ANY.WEIGHT.

It's not a weight disorder.

EVERY POUND YOU LOSE FROM DOING THIS TO YOURSELF SPEAKS FOR YOUR DISORDER. NEVER QUESTION IT.

You're valid, I see you and I really do hope my plus size sufferers are safe... Stay safe, ALL OF YOU.

Me after walking past the group of cis boys with the body I starve for

the urge to look like a monster<3

I want my body to look how I feel. It's rotting it should look like it. I want cuts. Deep cuts. Red lines all over. Deep purple and green bruises. Bones jutting out. Hollowed cheeks. Sunken eyes and dark eyebags underneath them. Black rot littering it all. Why do I have to still shine, look like I'm fine. The light is extinguished there is nothing left. I want my body to show its true nature, show how it really feels. Let me rot in peace.

I did a thing (it originally said girlhood)

🕯️manifesting this mindset🕯️

The thought of eating disgusts me.