I Wish I Also Had A Piece Of You.

thinking of him,

makes me feel high…

i have him hooked to me.

he cannot escape my grasp.

utterly broken, my lover has disappeared.

i feel so empty without him.

please god bring him back to me.

FUCK YOU! I TRIED TO FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME! I WAS HAPPY FOR YOU AND YOUR SUCCESSES! I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR YOU & YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS! FUCK YOU!

she found someone new & her heart pounds faster whenever he notices her. what can she do to make him hers?

you wanted a life with me! but you said my identity was false & full of delusion!! YOU SAID YOU COULDN’T BE WITH SOMEONE WITH TOO MUCH DIFFERENCE OF OPINIONS!

how could you lead me on like that? how could you hurt me?

every time i talk to you, I feel electricity zap through my body, my eyes relaxing and a burning passion to be as close as i can physically be to you.

how foolish of me,

to think that a human can replace the role of husbandry,

with themselves instead of my lord,

my love deserves to see every inch of me,

to see what he made and place his mouth on the holiest places,

and for i to retain contact with such divinity,

him caressing my face and loving me as his own,

- St. Phoenix

Rivi is 22 years old. they use He/Him & She/Her pronouns.

they have been professionally diagnosed with:

panic disorder

depression

PTSD

they are currently questioning if they have aspd, bpd, ppd & stpd. They might also be on the schizospec.

they do see a therapist & psychiatrist.

also pls don’t hesitate to message him if ur curious about anything or just wanna strike up a convo!!

also, feel free to reblog. i don’t mind.

bury me with you.

i want to be as close as i can be to you.

forever & always.