How Foolish Of Me,

hi, Im still alive. Just going through stuff. Still with my darling.

hope you feel better soon <3

thank you so much. it means a lot.

they don’t understand you, my beloved.

but i do.

i want to spend my life devoted to you.

she found someone new & her heart pounds faster whenever he notices her. what can she do to make him hers?

Trigger Warning

i laid down on the hard sidewalk, staring at the stars while tears filled up in my eyes.

I impulsively messaged a old fp & while he instantly responded with positivity like he always has.

Simultaneously, my current fp messaged me back, responding to my response of his story on insta. 

I don’t even know why I’m crying, sure, maybe it’s because my dad has cancer, my childhood friend/bully died the other day, my uncle is in the hospital after being found unconscious on the floor, we are being kicked out our apartment, and im here weeping over stupid shit like why doesn’t he love me back…

I know online PD quizzies ain’t shit. But some of the questions for this test are fucking weird. Like what does being interested in art for a magazine cover have anything to do with personality disorders? Lmao

she will not take him from me.

i will destroy her.

you hurt me so much.

yet i still love you forever.

Rivi is 22 years old. they use He/Him & She/Her pronouns.

they have been professionally diagnosed with:

panic disorder

depression

PTSD

they are currently questioning if they have aspd, bpd, ppd & stpd. They might also be on the schizospec.

they do see a therapist & psychiatrist.

also pls don’t hesitate to message him if ur curious about anything or just wanna strike up a convo!!

also, feel free to reblog. i don’t mind.

I’ve grown tired of trying to gain your attention, it’s obvious that you do not reciprocate. I deserve better.