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I don’t like this because I was waiting for the part where Nath realises how Candy feels about him and wins her heart 😭😭😭 they should be together!

but besides this little detail it’s beautiful ❤️

Sober - A CandyXNath songfic

this was heavily inspired by  a conversation I had with @imjustsomebodyelse. I’ll still do the collab piece  with “Undrunk”, but I thought this song also fitted the theme so well!

And also, I did this because of a request I received on my askbox, so thank you anon! 

The song is Sober, by Selena Gomez

-x-

Candy took another shot, hoping that the burning taste of vodka would take her sorrow away, and turned around to look at the crowd. By then, should be studying for the upcoming exam, but her mind could only focus on the face that approached her.

Damn, he was the last person she wanted to see at the moment. After all, he was the reason she was there, drinking all by herself in a corner of the Snake Bar. She couldn’t blame him, though. This place was his second home, of course he’d be there that night.

“Hey.” Nath took a seat  in the barstool next to her and quickly ordered a drink for both of them, as she had already finished hers. “So, how’s college?”

“Good. How’s… Everything?” 

“Fine, I guess.”

They stayed silent, Candy’s heart growing more sad with every second that passed. How did their love turn into this cold, lifeless relation?

We fall for each other at the wrong time

Only for a moment but I don’t mind

Guess I don’t know where to draw the line. the line, the line

We’re playing the same game every night

She vividly remembered high school, their relationship back then was pure bliss. When she moved, all she wanted was to stay with him. Be with him. And then, four years later, she got back. The consequences of her actions, however, would mark her until the present moment.

Candy tried to restore what they had, god knows she did, but his heart was stone cold. He didn’t react  anymore to her touch, his words were always sarcastic.

It took months for him to be his friend again and, even though she wanted more, she was content with that. But, then, one night, he made a proposition, one that she should never have accepted.

Being friends with benefits with Nath was something absurd. She loved him, more than anything, and reducing her dreams of a life with him to some casual hook ups would slowly kill her.

But she said yes. Every damn time, Candy said yes. She could blame the alcohol, but she’d be fooling herself. Her love for him made her accept this crumb of affection. But he fucked her so good and made her feel things that nobody else ever did.

Up in the clouds, yeah you know how to make me want you

When we come down, I know, yeah I know it’s over

That was why she pulled him closer once again and sealed their lips in a kiss. He took her into his apartment, where their drunk bodies became one, roughly pounding into the mattress. When she noticed it, another night had been passed in his bed.

You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

When the bottle’s done you pull me closer

You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

Candy opened her eyes and immediately recognized the bedroom where she was. The sound of running water caught her ears, he was in the shower. Quickly, she got dressed and caught her phone to see if anyone contacted her during the night. There was only one message from Chani, an answer to her previous one.

“You deserve better”, it said.

She was about to answer when Nath returned to the bedroom in a towel. He opened the wardrobe and started to look for clean clothes in silence. Not a single kiss, caress or word. 

Why’s it so different when we wake up?

Same lips, same kiss, but not the same touch

Don’t you know you’re doing just enough, but not enough?

But I know what’s next and I want so much

She left the apartment soon after, feeling emptiness fill her up. Her optimistic side told her that one day he’d be ready to love her again, she’d just have to wait. But how much of herself would she lose until then?  Was her suffering worth it?’

I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should

But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good

I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should

But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good

She never felt this much love for anyone as she did for him. The  moments they spent together before were magical. They were a  dream come true. But since she came back, he wasn’t the same. Maybe she should accept the truth: perhaps it wasn’t meant to be.

You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

When the bottle’s done you pull me closer

You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

As she walked to her dorm, Candy typed a quick message to Nath. As she pressed the ‘send’ button, a part of her died, but at  least she did what she had to do.

“I’m sorry,  but I can’t do this anymore”

You’ve got a hold on me

You’re like a wasted dream

I give you everything

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

Thank you @myfallenangel04 for tagging me!

I think this is the first time I speak about the kids I imagined for Cindy and Nath so here we go:

I tag: @jockallensworld, @momiyi-chan, @amrrygae and @sammyjomcl​ (I know that the latest episode with Nath wasn’t exactly “child-friendly” but canon is non-existing here)

I also know that not everybody is interested in the kids I made up, so a few things about them are under the cut

First we have Eileen who is also my SE OC because why not

she is an absolute daddy’s girl, and being their first child she helped Nath a lot with overcoming his fear about kids

she’s overall joyful and optimist, and very outgoing not relatable

she is learning to be a pharmacist

and you can read a bunch of useless info about her here

Then the twins, Reed and Fae: ah yes traditional French names

Reed is also interested in science, but rather than alchemy he likes physics

he’s the most “rebellious” meaning he stayed up until 9 when he was told to got to sleep at 8 (all of the kids are pretty chill)

his best friend and regular partner-in-crime is his cousin, they spend most of their time together. Fae often joins in but it’s usually just the boys

Fae is very quiet and introverted, she likes to observe things from outside

she spends most of her time either playing videogames with his boyfriend or drawing on her tablet

she started practicing digital drawing when she saw her mom draw a lot, but now she imagines her future with it too

And then the smallest one, Kayla (original post here) who I only imagined because a little cutie like her joined our family in July and since then I’m in baby mood 🥰

she’s the only kid who finally has Nath’s eyes and skin colour

but other than this she’s totally like her mom (meaning she’s kind of histerical sometimes)

she’s very cuddly and even as she gets older she prefers her parents carry her in their arms rather than baby carriage or even later walking

aaaaand that’s all because as I said I don’t really have a detailed personality imagined for her

since we are making the children of our Candys, why not make your adult versions too?

well, first of all, i wanted to talk a little bit about your adult versions.

Havi:

he/him | gay | Rowenna and Priya’s son,

Havi is a very kind and friendly vegetarian boy and loves to help everyone. he is currently studying to become a police officer. he’s dating Rafael. likes: make friends, be useful, animals, japanese food, affection, travels,books,silence,his boyfriend. dislike: making enemies, prejudice, arrogant people, fights.

Rafael:

he/him | bissexual | Hana and Castiel ’s son .

Rafael is a fun and charismatic person, loves to joke and get everyone excited. Currently, he intends to follow in the footsteps of his mother and father. he’s dating Havi. likes: show affection, dogs, make music, your boyfriend, make jokes, parties. dislike: arrogant and selfish people, queuing, staying at home, being alone.

Marilia (or May):

she/her he/him they/them | genderfluid/assexual | Charlotte and Rayan’s daughter.

Marilia is a very quiet and reserved person, she never talks much. Currently, she intends to be a stylist. she does not intend to date or marry anyone. likes: silence, being alone, your few friends, reading while listening to music, making clothes, meditating, rabbits. dislike: getting stressed or overloaded, letting your hair grow, prejudice, dogs (they make a lot of noise), not understanding about a certain subject, crowd, parties.

about the pricrew:

for the boys (haru and Rafael) I used this pricrew: https://picrew.me/image_maker/13338 (I edited the background)

and to make marilia I used this: https://picrew.me/image_maker/163761 (I edited your eyes)

as marilia is genderfluid , I chose a pricrew that fit more with her appearance and personality. But to make Candy’s daughters, you can use this pricrew: https://picrew.me/image_maker/400653

i tagging: @candysweetposts @satansfaery @melodyalanaroster @aloy97 @myfallenangel04 @marylusaoficial @marycecilyy

hi can i ask pregancy and first time for lance?

I wrote this while sitting in online chemistry class, so sorry if I wrote “alkane” somewhere 😂 also sorry for making you wait so much

12. first time

getting to that point where Guardian and Lance sleep together takes some time, given how their relationship started

when it does come, both of them are experienced to some extent, but it’s still their first together so it’s kind of neutral. they know their way around, but it’s nothing too dirty

Lance wouldn’t mind getting a bit freakier though, so he makes sure their second time comes soon

14. pregnancy / birth

(I already wrote some stuff about him with kids in domestic life)

pregnancy is a very unique experience, no amount of battles and adventures can compare to it

Guardian’s belly getting bigger, making it harder for him to hug her... Lance can manage that. her morning sickness? ah, he’s a professional, he can make her feel better really fast. but if he has to wake up just once more at dawn because she craves something, he’ll flip tables

also, just. mood swings. Lance has literally zero ideas about how to navigate these, the best solution he found is that he lets Guardian be, with whatever she feels, and brings her as much food as he can

the long awaited day finally comes, with Lance close to Guardian. he wouldn’t faint or cry, but he would certainly be speechless from the emotions when he can hold his newborn child in his hands

ok I’m inventing a new tag game. when you get tagged you need to say one thing you really like about one of your wips.

example: I did a crapton of research for my wip Unshakeable and I think that made the story a lot more detailed and interesting

ok your turn! @guulabjamuns, @aelenko, @writerlywonders, @teriwrites, @sprigofbasil

That was one of the few days when I let the serenity of the moment wash over me, like a shy wave caressing the shore after the storm.

I could feel her kicking once, twice and three times, impatient. My serenity meant very little to her, but I could understand why, it wasn’t complete. Just the two of us was enough, but it wasn’t complete. I let my hands find the spot she was, my palm where her little feet would maybe kick again.

“He’s late, isn’t he?” No answer. I smiled. “Don’t sulk, Lilly, Dad is in his way.” My words wouldn’t be enough to convince her, but I made myself even more comfortable on the crouch, relaxing even further.

I started murmuring a song to her, our favorite song, letting the smooth tons of the harmony envelop us, calming her. I could feel the change, her anxiety going way with the song and I could help feel a pang of emotion. She was relaxing with my voice. She knew how safe and wanted she is. Everything would be fine.

The sound of the keys, the door opening, was the perfect excuse for me to recompose myself. Quick, I erased from my face any trace of the treacherous tears my eyes. But of course, I couldn’t fool my husband just the way I wanted. It took only one look in my face for him to know, intuitively, how my confused and sensitive feelings were interfering.

“Not again, May.” Despite the scolding nature of his words, Rayan walked up to me with gentle eyes and a small smile tugging on his lips. “Lilly gets upset when you cry, I get too.”

I waited for him to sit next to my legs, hands reaching for mines, before I could say anything “I’m happy.” I confessed, shyly. “It’s just… she really likes my singing voice.” Rayan’s smile grew.

“She was kicking again?” He guessed, looking down for a moment before getting his face close to my belly. “You got a lullaby today too, hun? But this time you couldn’t wait for me?” talking with the baby was contagious, we already love let Lilly hear our voices and know us. Rayan kissed the spot when he felt her kicking early this morning, before going out, he didn’t know she had moved and was now kicking in the side, but I didn’t correct him.

I sang again, the same song from before, now adding the lyrics to both of them, one of my hands resting in his hair while the other would still be on my belly. Rayan’s green eyes lit up, recognizing the song.

“Our song.” He whispered, sighing quietly, before his voice joined mine. Lilly got to quiet, the closest of sleep that she could get, but we still sang the song just one more time to her, just to be sure.  

@nicoliharu gave me the permission to post and write something to go along with it. 

first of all, happy new year everyone!

I wanted to say this much earlier, though I don't even know if there's much point in me announcing anything. from having almost 200 followers and being active on a daily basis, I went to my current state where no one even reads what I post, but I need to let it out

many things happened in 2021. I know it wasn't an easy years for anyone, so I'm not saying this as an excuse. I have no excuse for isolating myself completely from Tumblr on some days, and not writing anything even on my "good" ones either

I only wanted to say that I'm not giving this account up. I'm slowly but surely catching up on Eldarya, and MCL seems to come back to life with the announcement of this Alternate Life (and who knows, I'm very much looking towards other fandoms as well.....), so I'll still be here

my first priority is finally answering those thousand-years-old requests I got while being absent, and then I'll try the angst writing challenge again (I had many exams + family stuff + I managed to get sick in December, so that's why I couldn't continue after the first day). any kind of kind or reassuring comment will be appreciated, but of course no one is forced :)

have a great 2022, may everyone find their peace again

I really like how it’s put together, so I’m gonna use it as well

As school started for me, I won’t be able to check Tumblr as much and be active here, so I won’t write all of these daily, but I encourage you to send me MCL couples with a prompt (or more if you’d like to) and I’m gonna write them!

Kinktober

I know it’s early, but I wanted to leave here the list I’ll be using for my submissions to Kinktober 2020. I put together the numbers that I thought would be interesting to write about and edited this pic. Feel free to use!!!!

I’ll decide myself the pairings and prompts, but if you’d like to see something especific, NSFW or not, you can commision me here!

I’ll write for the following fandoms:

- My Candy Love

- Eldarya

- Mystic Messenger

- The Arcana

Hey, I wonder whether YOU take commissions :)

hello!

thank you for your question, but no, I don’t take comissions at the moment and I don’t really plan on in the future (though this can change)

I do take simple, free requests however! I’m a little busy these days so I couldn’t write as much as I wanted, but feel free to send me any request ^^

rb this to give the person you reblogged from a very tiny frog