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my answer will be under the cut as well (I couldn't write that long answer haha), but I do have to clarify in the beginning that I'm not a doctor or something, so this is just what I think I would do in a similar situation
tw: eating disorder
I don't know what your exact "goal" with weight is, at some parts it seemed like you want to lose weight, at some others it seemed like the loss of appetite is worrying you... which can absolutely coexist of course, and here goes what I want to say:
I haven't heard about this Zoloft before, apparently it's an antidepressant. even if losing appetite was listed as a symptom, I don't think it should be ignored (two weeks seems an awful lot for a side effect to last, or at least to me - I haven't had any meds with serious side effects yet). if you can trust your doctor with it (because I know there are some assholes out there with a Dr. before their name...), I think you should tell her about it. maybe you could switch to another kind of antidepressant which doesn't have / has less serious side effects (only if switching to another one doesn't make you uncomfortable, of course)
about the weight loss thing itself, again, I don't know what you want to do about your weight (and you absolutely don't have to share if you don't want to). but, anything you want to do with your weight should be connected to your eating and moving (?). even if you want to lose weight, I'm about 100% sure starving yourself isn't the right way to do it; you don't even necessarily have to eat less. there are many types of diets and special eating methods (?) that you can choose from. yes, it takes time to browse through them all and the one that you think you like might not even be available to you because (bad example): it would require you to eat pineapple every day, but you live in the Arctic; but it's still worth in the end. you don't need to starve yourself, you need food even if you want to lose weight. (also, important note that as much as you shouldn't starve yourself, you shouldn't stuff yourself either. for very different reasons, but I had a short period where I didn't want to eat much, but I tried to notice when I started feeling "enough" and what felt like "too much", and eat an amount somewhere in between these two. no need to eat until you're sick of it)
so yeah, all in all, I think it would be good if you talked with your doctor (maybe even through the phone, if that's okay with both of you - the longer you keep losing weight, the more serious it can become later on), because the side effects you mentioned are kind of worrying to me :c and if you want to lose weight, but differently, it could be helpful to look after some kind of diet (maybe even with the help of a dietetic - if there's one available)
aaaaaaand also again, I'm not a doctor at all, I just tried to imagine myself into your situation and think about what might be helpful, I hope I could help <3
[the two (?)s are because I'm not sure I used the right word, I'm sorry if I didn't make sense :D also, I'll tag this post with your tags as well, so people can avoid it if it triggers them]
ed rant under the cut bc this might trigger ppl and i dont want that :(
i started zoloft two weeks ago, i'm on the lowest dose and most of the side effects have worn off (still getting headaches most days, some dizziness, the fatigue and sleepiness is subsiding which iam v grateful for bc dealing with that on top of chronic fatigue wasn't easy)
but like..... i'm absolutely not hungry. i don't feel the need to eat and i'm content with very small portions. i know loss of appetite and nausea are possible side effects, but i wasn't expecting it to hit this hard dfherh. i dont have much nausea, but mostly i can't eat before noon, all i have is water and coffee, and trying to eat just makes me lowkey nauseous. it's triggering some good ol ed thinking patterns, and i kinda hope i can stay on this medication once i see my doctor again. smh. because i'll keep losing weight. so far i'm down 40 lbs since august 2020, and i want to lose maybe another 15 lbs. i don't have a scale and only get weighted every 3 months, when i get my birth control injection, so that's at least? helping me not spiral too much?
when i saw my doctor in april, my doctor wanted to send me in for a psych eval, because yes i was seeing her for anxiety symptoms, but i also have depression and psychotic symptoms. so there was talk about maybe switching out medications after we have a proper diagnosis, and she talked of seroquel to really target all my symptoms including the psychosis. i'm terrified because weight gain is a side effect, and i really don't want to go back.
i dont know. there's a lot going on in my head and i'm trying my best to eat at least a bit to keep me going, but this whole loss of appetite is really triggering and i'm leaning into it to restrict, even tho i can't do as much being chronically ill now, i become weak very fast if i try to fast :(
that's all rgihrtgi if you've read this thank u, idk if anyone will do anyway. i feel too self conscious about this to properly journal about it. probably will write armin fanfics bc this is how i cope
Eldarya - Hungarian server / Eldarya - magyar szerver
EN:
On Friday (07 / 05), the following message was posted on the Hungarian forum:
Hello Guardians, First of all, we are infinitely glad to meet you again in the world of Eldarya! You must know that it was not easy to start again after the March fire. We share in the bitterness caused by the destroyed data, as this is as serious a loss for Beemoov as it is for the players - we have all lost years of results. We hope that the measures put in place for your compensation will at least partially bring back the exciting moments you experienced in old Eldarya. However, in addition to the joy of seeing you again, before the latest special release, we have another sad news: Beemoov also seems to have suffered irreparable loss, unfortunately we are unable to translate the 26 episodes of The Origins, no matter how much we want to. Based on the number of players returning to the Hungarian side, it seems that we can no longer provide the Hungarian translation of the New Era and special releases / events. The fate of the Hungarian version of Eldarya has not yet been finally decided, in the meantime we would like to ask for your patience and we trust your understanding.
As the message states as well, the fate of the Hungarian server isn't decided yet, so we can make Beemoov hear our voices. Translating the The Origins episodes is a different question, they know what they have capacity for, but we can still achieve getting the New Era episodes and events in Hungarian.
Sending support the message below can make Beemoov see that there are many Hungarian players who don't speak English, but they want to play New Era in their mother language nevertheless if it's possible.
Even those who don't speak Hungarian / play Eldarya can help with every single reblog <3
HU:
Pénteken (május 7.) a következő üzenet jelent meg a magyar Eldarya fórumán.
Ahogy az üzenet is írja, egyelőre nincs eldöntve a magyar verzió sorsa, ezért még tudunk tenni azért, hogy a Beemoovnál meghallhassák a hangunkat. A The Origins epizódok lefordítása másik kérdés, nyilván ők tudják, hogy mire van kapacitásuk, mire nincs, de a New Era epizódjait és eseményeit még megpróbálhatjuk elérni, hogy magyarul játszhassuk.
A support-nak az alul lévő sablon üzenetet írva elérhetjük, hogy a cég lássa, hogy sok magyar játékos van, aki nem beszél angolul, és ők is szeretnék a New Era-t az anyanyelvükön játszani, ha van rá egy mód.
A magyarul nem beszélők / Eldaryát nem játszók is tudnak segíteni minden egyes megosztással <3
Subject / Tárgy: Traduction hongroise --- Bonjour, Je me tourne vers vous au sujet de mon compte sur la version hongroise du jeu Eldarya. Je me permets de vous demander de traduire les événements et les épisodes du nouvel opus « New Era » en hongrois. Jouer à ce jeu dans ma langue maternelle me permettrait de m’y attacher davantage et d’avoir une meilleure compréhension. Je vous remercie par avance! Bien cordialement, (name / név)
god, I have have no idea why I keep pushing the "Huang Chu and Nevra have a good relationship", but it's canon now. I said so
I just think it would be cute... I imagine Huang Chu to be this little bit sassy, but otherwise helpful person, and I think they could be friends with Nevra??????? but we most likely won't see anything like this in-game, lol
idk why, I like to make up random stuff about Nevra's relationship with others in my head
Hi! Could you do a headcanon with Nevra and (if you want) Lance in which Erika is having pregnancy problems and they are really worried about everything going on well but at the end she is in good health and the child is healthy too? Thanks in advance and feel free to ignore and I hope school gets better!! ❤️✨
ah, thank you for your request, it was really interesting! I tried not to go into details , since I don't know much about pregnancy anyway (though I could have managed that one) + I have no idea how pregnancy looks like in a fantasy world?? with a half-aengel, half-vampire / dragon kid??? so yeah, I hope you will like it nevertheless <3
Lance
Lance is this strange mix of crazy and calm. he's as level-headed as he can be, but if Guardian is not around to see him, he takes a moment to break down a little
he knows a few things about pregnancy, but he's not a medic of course so he's knowledge isn't that great, and who knows if the child being half-dragon, half-aengel complicates things?
hence, besides listening to Guardian, he spends a lot of time in the library, making research, trying and failing not to freak out every time he finds a case that ended with someone's death
generally speaking, he loves Guardian but knows she can take are of herself. during the pregnancy though? Lance becomes much more protective
he tries not to overdo it though; he really listens to Guardian and whenever she tells him she's okay, he takes back
the one thing that he can't completely believe is that "everything will turn out fine", even though that's the truth. he's optimistic, but he doesn't want to get his hopes up too much, in case he ends up alone again
he wouldn't miss being at the childbirth for the world; he's there, gently holding Guardian's hand and whispering sweet nothings to her. when it's over, he just stares a little - "wait, this was it?" - not really believing it ended well
as soon as he sees that yes, both Guardian and their child is completely fine, he breaks out in a smile so wide his jaw hurts, but he doesn't care. he's the happiest man in the world in that moment, and he will make sure to give his child's life the best he can get
Nevra
one word: overreacting. he's really focused on making Guardian feel as comfortable as possible
"the kid needs a calm atmosphere!!!!" / "okay, then, maybe calm down?"
if her "problematic period" takes a long time, he might start ignoring his tasks as a chief, which doesn't exactly make Huang Hua pleased, though she lets him be
Nevra doesn't want anyone else to meddle in their life; if he hears someone bring up the subject, he gets really angry - "mind your own business!" - then storms away
the only people he's not too proud to confide in are Karenn and Chrome obviously, and, interestingly, Huang Chu. she tries to be of help, which comes in handy at times
I can also imagine Nevra to blame himself to some degree, he apologises to Guardian many times, who just sits there like "??????"
when the childbirth begins, Nevra starts pacing around nervously. he doesn't trust himself enough to stay in one room with Guardian, so he asks Chrome to stay inside and reassure her if needed
when Chrome comes out of the room with a huge grin on his face, Nevra immediately feels like the weight of the world has been taken off his shoulders. some time later, when the bliss starts to ease, he tells Guardian that he actually feels a little embarrassed now, looking back
I just logged in before going to sleep, and saw at least 10 mermay posts on my dash <3 immediate serotonin
is mermay still a thing?
genuinely curious, since uhhh it's already the 2nd of May and I haven't seen any mermaids yet, but I was kind of looking towards to it :c I even thought about joining, but idk what will happen about that one
or maybe I just looked in the wrong corners of the internet... hmm
(also, I think I can remember there were prompts like "storm" and stuff. but now that I think about it, I haven't seen prompt lists this year either.... damn I really hope this didn't die out, I liked it lots)
If you don't mind writing a text at the end, after the marriage proposal, what do they do? Even at night if you prefer? My English is too bad... Sorry
no need to apologise for your English, it's just fine! on the other hand, I'm sorry for making you wait so much ˇ-ˇ as a compensation, I swear I'll be your personal slave in the afterlife (also, sorry if this is not what you had in mind)
Castiel:
before heading home from the café, Castiel sits still in the car for a minute. "sorry, I just need a little time. I still can't believe you said 'yes'. ....I love you so much...". Candy finds it a little funny, but she doesn't want to ruin the moment, so she just chuckles to herself at the sight of him being so adorable
the night is spent in each other's arms only, having sex wouldn't exactly match the emotional feeling of the evening
they start planning immediately. Castiel's tour is too close to cancel it, but far enough for them to have a wedding before it! Castiel acts like he's neutral about it, but he's actually very excited and he does his best while planning as well
the proposal gets to tabloids pretty soon, much to the "Castielove" T-shirt wearers' disappointment. some CS fans ask Leo and Gabin (?) about their opinion and things like that, and they are just... confused? since they have absolutely no business with it
though they always highlight it that as much as they are happy for the pair, they would like if the fans gave Candy and Castiel some privacy :)
I formerly thought that Castiel would prefer a civil ceremony, but after seeing his traditional proposal I can easily imagine a religious one as well. either way, it will be a relatively small ceremony, with mostly just friends and family as guests
the honeymoon will be quite awhile after the wedding, again, because of his tour
Hyun:
out of all LIs, Hyun will be the most "vocal" one about their proposal (if Candy is okay with that, of course)
the next day, Iseul is already over, interrogating Candy about her ring, her dress and literally anything
Hyun tries to kind of cut his family out though. he loves them and they play an important role in his life, but he wants his marriage with Candy to be about only the two of them
all those things that you can see it the movies - venue picking, shopping for dresses, tasting cakes, planning decorations.... they don't miss every single one of them
it's actually a kind of race between the two of them. as fun and exciting wedding planning is, it can get overwhelming after some time, but not for them! if stuffing the 1000th cake down her throat means beating Hyun, then that's exactly what Candy will do. no one can stop the children inside of them
Nathaniel:
when Candy and Nath arrive home and they are finally in private, Nathaniel breaks down a little about how grateful he is for finding Candy and changing his life
it's an emotional sequel to an already emotional evening, Nath soon catches himself - "I'm sorry, I'm just really glad, but I'll stop now hahah". Candy reassures him and tells him it's okay to be anxious about the past and the future, but he has nothing to be afraid of with her by his side <3
if we say that the "no cheating, but telling our partner about it" is the canon version, I think all LIs would get over it, some sooner, some later. with Nathaniel though, I think he wouldn't want to pass up the chance to rub the proposal in Eric's face the last time
Candy either just rolls her eyes and lets him do so, or doesn't let him act so childish. either way, this is the last time they hear or speak about Eric, he's not invited to their wedding of course
the lack of Amber in LL isn't canon! she's there! she's one of the first people to hear about the proposal, and she will help them out any way she can
Priya:
they stay there for a little time, wrapped in each other's arms, overwhelmed with emotions, when one of them realises it's time to go home
they don't hold themselves back at night, they surely spend multiple hours awake if ya catch my drift
planning a wedding with Priya is exciting. they don't want a 100% Indian style wedding of course, but there are a few things that Priya would like to include, and mixing the two different cultures is a certainly interesting task
the absolute biggest hardship is buying the dresses. Candy's secret fear is that they both buy the same one, so she sends Rosa with Priya every time she's looking for dresses
also, this could have happened with the male LIs as well, but I just think it would be very funny if Candy pulled out a ring box from her pocket after the proposal. even if this didn't happen, she's soon buy a ring for Priya, so they can both proudly wear one
Rayan:
for some reason, I think they wouldn't go straight home but rather roam the city at night, reflecting back on how much their relationship has evolved
"oh, I remember clearly when you walked into the auditorium... and that's where we shared our first kiss!"
they don't even notice time passing, and they stay out so late that Rayan gets practically no sleep before work
truth to be told, he wouldn't have gone anyway, he planned on spending his day at home with Candy
while I think every LI is excited about the wedding and they care about Candy's ideas, I'm fairly sure that Rayan's the one who's the most enthusiastic out of them when it comes to planning
at one point, Candy asks him if he's sure about it, considering that he was already married once and that didn't go well, but Rayan firmly believes that their relationship is different and he wants to live with her, and he isn't afraid to say this
is mermay still a thing?
genuinely curious, since uhhh it's already the 2nd of May and I haven't seen any mermaids yet, but I was kind of looking towards to it :c I even thought about joining, but idk what will happen about that one
or maybe I just looked in the wrong corners of the internet... hmm
(also, I think I can remember there were prompts like "storm" and stuff. but now that I think about it, I haven't seen prompt lists this year either.... damn I really hope this didn't die out, I liked it lots)
awww you're so sweet, why would I make fun of you T-T
you can bet on staying friends with me btw, there's no way I'm letting you go >:D
the happiest birthdays of all, Bee! we haven't known each other for long, but I'm glad we've met, you're one of the funniest, kindest and smartest people I've ever known ❤️ you always have so amazing ideas and theories 😍 have a beautiful day (and don't forget to finally sign up for *those* channels 👀🤭)
I finally have access to the forbidden chatrooms. I feel like an adult already!!
Thank you so much, Tani 💛
We have only known each other for a little while, but you’re already so important to me! You have a great sense of humour and you’re always so helpful and nice! You don’t make fun of me for my cursed ideas and is usually the first to get on board with them 🥺
I hope we continue to be friends 💛💛
random addition that I just remembered:
the best thing in MCL was that little demo game with Chinomimi, Nath and that elephant sculpture. I played it like. 20000 times a day, I loved it. I was ashamed that a game with such a title got my attention, I didn't dare to sign up at that time, but I went back every day to play that little demo
removing it was worse than removing the three LIs from HSL, change my mind
favorite memory from prime mcl time?
I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most
sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well
I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way
as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL
so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained
favorite memory from prime mcl time?
I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most
sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well
I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way
as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL
so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained
I don't have many ED writings (and even them are mostly headcanons), but I still thought I'd add my name, in case you find something interesting from me ^^
(also, my requests are open, so if you have specific ideas anon, feel free to shoot me an ask 😉)
Hi Tetra, how are you? I was wondering if you could recommend some good writing about Erika/Lance and Erika/Nevra (I read yours so I'm looking for something new). Thank you!
Sorry anon, I have no idea these days who is writing for Eldarya. I'll put this in the tags so anyone better informed may help.
Also, did you try checking on AO3? I'm sure there are Eldarya fics up there.
I have an Instagram now! for uh, no specific reason, really
okay, joking aside, I really love IG's story function and everywhere I go, I miss it. so I will most likely use it as a kind of place where I can share updates? who knows, we will see
"Forcing myself to remember felt like voluntarily rubbing salt in my wounds, especially after all that effort I had put into forgetting everything. And... I had to admit to myself, I missed her a little, behind the hurt I felt. That was a universal truth that didn't bother to go away, always lingering in the back of my mind. I couldn't imagine myself looking past her betrayal, but I knew for sure that living with her absence made it all worse."
second chapter of my fanfic online! I'll keep calling it "my fanfic" because I realised the title I chose sounds dumb. not much happens, mainly just Nath thinking about Candy calling him up, but I swear things are going to start now aahhahha
I know almost a month passed and I'll try to deliver sooner next time, just... y'know, life likes to get in my way
thank you Am, Momiyi and @astreia-oniria for tagging me! (and special thank you to Tumblr for not even accidentally sending me a note about it 🖕)
I can never answer a simple "this or that" question with one word only, sorry 😅
bad or nice LI - I don't mind bad either if we get a proper reasoning
blond or brown hair - hair colour doesn't really matter
cute or spicy illustrations
complicated or sweet relationship - complicated relationship is okay as well if the conflict is solved after some time...
evil or angel MC
love-hate or friend to lover relationship
short or long hair for LI - for male LI it doesn't matter, for female LI I prefer long hair
teasing or clever LI
sweet or deep voice - I can't imagine voices in my head anyway so uhh
hairy or not hairy
older or younger than MC - if the age difference isn't huge, both is okay
mysterious or popular LI
tattoo or not - I don't mind tattoo-less LIs, but damn! it's a certain bonus
some ex or not at all - if there's absolutely no chance that the ex comes back, it's kind of okay...
realistic or fairy
long or short story
lazy or awkward character - laziness is my job, all my OCs are hardworking ahahaha
long but fortnightly episode or short but monthly episode - I accept any kind of releasing schedule as long as the price of the episodes are realistic
childhood friend or new character
personality or beauty
bad or good ending - I'm always curious about bad endings for the sake of drama, but in reality I'm a sucker for fluff
sub or dom LI
marriage or not
honest or malicious
athletic or geek - "both? "both" "both are good"
light or dark eyes - as with hair, it doesn't matter that much
the most attractive smile or look
jealous LI or cool - somewhere in between? LI shouldn't accuse MC of anything, but I don't want them not to notice everything MC does
caring or protective LI
ambitious or dreamer LI
cute moment or spicy moment
rivalry or not for LI - to some degree only, though!
selfish or altruistic MC
introverted or extroverted MC
romantic or playful LI
in conclusion: I'm completely indecisive, as usually 😌
most of the people I know were already tagged, so.... :c
This or That ( Otome vers.)
I like this kind of game. I I haven’t seen this game for otome, so let’s do it! (color or bold what you prefer)
bad or nice LI / blond or brown hair / cute or spicy illustrations / complicated or sweet relationship / evil or angel MC / love-hate or friend to lover relationship / short or long hair for LI / teasing or clever LI / sweet or deep voice / hairy or not hairy / older or younger than MC / mysterious or popular LI / tattoo or not / some ex or not at all / realistic or fairy / long or short story / lazy or awkward character / long but monthly episode or short but fortnightly episode / childhood friend or new character / personality or beauty / bad or good ending / sub or dom LI / marriage or not / honest or malicious / athletic or geek / light or dark eyes / the most attractive smile or look / jealous LI or cool / caring or protective LI / ambitious or dreamer LI / cute moment or spicy moment / rivalry or not for LI / Selfish or altruistic MC / introverted or extroverted MC / romantic or playful LI /
tagging @momiyi-chan @draconess-tania @vanillaamoursucrethings @cofffae @louis-ratking
if you want to do it, let’s go 🌻
also, about my fanfiction on AO3, I got a little overwhelmed by school lately, but I didn't forget about it!
when I had time, I made plans for it, and according to my current plans it will have 5 chapters all in all. a little short, I know, but I don't want to twist it too much, I thought about something simple initially as well
the next chapter should come this weekend, but I'll write here when I upload it anyway
I don't actually know how many people care about my writings (MCL, specifically), that's why I haven't made any kind of "Farewell Post" like I have seen many people do, but I still wanted to clear things in case someone does care
I won't leave the fandom and I definitely won't leave Tumblr / AO3 / Discord. I don't know yet if I will play / write for the new game - as promising as it sounds, I have always preferred fantasy / sci-fi over slice of life stuff - but I won't stop writing for MCL either. I'm at HSL in my main account, and episode 7 of LL in my secondary (without playing HSL or UL), so I still have plenty of gaming left. I have multiple one-shot and headcanon ideas at the moment, not to mention my two fanfictions; I'm nowhere close to leaving this game and fandom behind
I was actually tempted to stop writing for MCL and concentrate on ED and SE, I don't even know if anyone will read what I write (my audience has never been big, and I'm sure it will just be smaller now), but as long as there's even a little demand for MCL related writings, I'll be here
Happy International Transgender Day of Visibility!
Today is a day to be proud and celebrate you and/or your trans loved ones. To support and uplift each other. Be visible for those who can't be. Whether you're in the closet or out, you are valid. We see you, you matter and deserve to be proud of who you are. You have every right to shine like the diamond that you are. Stay Proud!
"I clearly remember that fateful night, years ago. What I did was unforgivable, I wasn't even surprised Nath broke up with me then and there. We only met a few of times after that, when I took my belongings from our former flat, but that's all. Avoiding each other was hard, since we still lived in the same city and Eric was still his colleague, so we decided to move to England and start a new life. Together."
the first chapter of my new fanfic is online! you can read it here
dedicated to @marycecilyy and @momiyi-chan mostly because they are the most awesome friends I could wish for, but also because they they didn't get tired from me texting them at the most random moments to ask for a little help 🤭
a kind of update about my writing & Other Stuff:
I finally have an AO3 account! you can find it here. I already uploaded some stuff I've written here originally, though I won't upload everything
the only way this affects my account here is that there will be some writings (=fanfictions) that I will write there, and I'll only post a kind of teaser and the link here. I made this decision because writing fanfiction on Tumblr isn't really comfortable, AO3 is a better platform for writings with more chapters
about my fanfictions... I started "Drive away" in January, and no, I didn't forget about it, I just kept postponing the second part until I have AO3. sadly, I have a new fanfic idea 🙃 which is more "urgent" than DA, so I'll put that on hold for some time, then continue when I'm done with the new fanfic
for anyone wondering, the new fanfic will be about Candy and Nath reconciliating after Candy cheating with Eric 🤭 but you will see 😉
Chaos in the skateboard park (Iris, Kim, Armin, Castiel)
title and theme inspired by @centralsaints. we chatted a bit yesterday about how some HSL characters would go skateboarding in our imagination, and I came up with this. I included some things Max personally said, I wrote them in bold
the base for this whole headcanon is the sadly not canon fact that Iris, Kim, Armin and Castiel sometimes go skateboarding together at ungodly hours
Iris:
Iris first got a skateboard from her brother. Thomas saw skateboards in TV and in parks a lot so he asked his parents for one, but he was too young at that time to actually learn how to use it, so Iris got it in the end
the first thing she did was repaint the whole skateboard by herself
she has way to much fun with tricks. she failed many times in the beginning, but her countless bruises didn't stop her. she got better and better with time though
sometime around high school starting, she gets a longboard for herself, she's basically a pro with it
Kim:
Kim buys a skateboard when she starts hanging out with Iris more, somewhere towards 6th grade maybe. the temptation is great when she watches Iris do those tricks, so she decides to use some of her money that she put aside for when she moves away
she finds a relatively cheaper skateboard on Amazon and decides to get that, she doesn't really understand what's the fuss around those really expensive ones
skateboarding is a bit hard for her though... not being able to use her legs separately is a pain for her, so she switches to rolles skates after some time
Armin:
no one knows where Armin got his skateboard from. he just kinda appeared with it one day at the skateboard park, walked up to Iris, and joined her
he saw many videos on YouTube about various tricks, and he actually manages to learn them! magic
this magic suddenly disappears when someone looks at him though. not once could he do a trick with audience, he always tripped
Armin uses his skateboard therapeutically. he suffers from insomnia, so jumping on his skateboard in dawn usually helps. he doesn't focus on his problems because he has to concentrate on not falling
Castiel:
Cas only started skateboarding because Armin once went "wait, let me show you something" and pulled Castiel with him to the park
he enjoys the company and the vibes more, he's usually the first one to stop and rather sit down
he doesn't leave them there though. he stays to watch them, maybe have a cigarette in the meantime
sometimes he brings along Lysander, who's too stunned to give it a try, but he thinks that all those tricks are fabulous!
collective:
Iris and Kim often go to school together as well. Armin joins them when he can, but he doesn't want to abandon his brother, so it's mostly when Alexy goes with Rosa or when he's sick
Castiel likes skateboarding in the afternoon / night more. sometimes he forgets about time, and stays until ungodly hours with the others, blasting music, having fun
the people who live near the skateboard park loathe them with all their heart, but what can they do
Iris and Armin always try to teach the others new tricks. weirdly enough, Armin is better at explaining things, while Iris shows the tricks
Kim is welcomed to join them even after she switches to roller skates. Armin help her learn tricks with that as well
Kim's used skateboard ends up in Iris' hands, who decides repaint this as well, though the painting process is done together. (in reality, they sit around Iris who paints it, but whatever)
please share so many people will be able to join!
hello, I'm @draconess-tania and I'll be hosting the Sweet Elite appreciation week along with the lovely @otomes-and-tears and @marycecilyy
the week will start on April 19 and end on the 25th, all days will have a specific theme. you can create anything that you think fits that topic; drawings, edits, Picrews, writings, Spotify tracklists... the list is endless, anything that comes to your mind is welcome!
make sure you tag your post(s) with #sweet elite week 2021 (with the spaces) / mention this blog, so we'll be able to find them and reblog them here ^^
the only thing we'd like you to keep in mind is that Sweet Elite is a game about teenagers. drawing your Scholar and LI kiss for example is 100% fine, but please try to keep out anything with NSFW / gore / any triggering content as much as possible. we know the story itself isn't all fun and games either, so we'd like to ask everyone to tag their post accordingly / put it under a cut if it contains something NSFW / triggering. (also keep in mind that for anything NSFW, you'd have to age up the characters)
the days' prompts will come soon, until then share this post so as many people will see it as possible!
- Tania
I NEED YOUR HELP
Hello,
Some of you may have seen my posts, or some of you may have spoken to me and know me, or some of you may be saying "who is this?". For the one who is saying "who is this?" my name is "Uzay" and i'm a girl who lives in Turkey.
Some of you may know what's happening in Turkey this days but i'm sure in a big part of you don't know. So let me explain; There is a contract in Turkey. Actually, it would be more correct to say "there was". The contract was called "İstanbul Sözleşmesi". In other means "GREVIO". If you dont know what GREVIO is shortly; "GREVIO" provided for the punishment of the perpetrator if a woman was subjected to violence. And it wasn't just for women who were subjected to violence. It included men, children, and everyone else.
But few days ago contract has been terminated. Since the termination of the contract, every woman is afraid. Because many people were waiting for the contract to be canceled. Sadly there is women in those people. Many people started protesting and are they are still going on.
It's my last word and i'm going to say how can you help. Last year 409 woman get killed by their ex-boyfriend/husband, brother even father. And even it's third month of the year there is 79 killed woman.
If you see this please; reblog. Go twitter and post "Women in Turkey is not safe" or "istanbul sozlesmesi yasatir". I never want to post something like this in here but i need your help. The women in Turkey need your help. We don't want to die. Please be our voice.
wow, that soon?
I'm thinking about having an AO3 account, and uploading everything I've written there... and also start writing there as well
it would be actually useful, because I never know how to write things in as little words as possible, and AO3 is better for longer writings
I could also just simply learn how to write properly hahah
on the other hand, I have fanfiction ideas, and Tumblr is not the best platform for those...
thank you Ceci! my answers are under the cut as well, so it doesn't take up much space
I tag: @vanillaamoursucrethings and @idolcandy I don't actually know many writers oops
what fandom / character do you like to write for the most? My Candy Love, specifically Nathaniel. I also enjoyed writing ED headcanons, but I don't have a favourite character there. I mostly write my own stories, so....
how do you cope with writing blocks? I don't
how often your inbox is open? there were two occasions where I closed it, once when I had many requests, they just kept coming and I needed a little time to catch up. I don't even remember why I closed it the second time, but most likely something school related. my askbox is almost always open
what is the post you found the hardest to write? there isn't one exact writing that was hard for me, generally the ones with characters that I'm not really close to (Ezarel, Valkyon, Lysander)
what topics are the hardest for you? none ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ well, I mean. if you want me to write a let's say, plumber!Castiel AU, then it would be hard because I know literally nothing about plumbing, but I think I'd manage it with research and stuff if it's a sensitive theme, I might just refuse to write it (or to write it explicitly) because I can see it during online education that you can't just learn anything from the net, and I'd rather not write something than write it wrong
do you find it hard to say no to a request? I haven't said "no" to a request yet, so I have no idea 😅
how many requests do you have in your inbox right now? one
what topics do you don’t want to write about? same as "what topics are the hardest for you?"
what Tumblr writers do you like the most? okay, so. @marycecilyy is / was perfect, I'm really sad she won't write for MCL anymore, but I still stan her, I'm sure she's going to write masterpieces for SE as well. she's partly the reason why I joined Tumblr anyway, but shhh! don't tell her! joking, I reblogged this from her, lmao, I'm a dumbass I consider @vanillaamoursucrethings more an artist than a writer, since I've seen her draw more, but when she writes, damn! absolutely amazing! I wish I could describe things as perfectly as her, the way her writing "flows" is literally perfect my English vocabulary is not enough to express how much I love @idolcandy. amazing. showstopping. spectacular. I started reading for MCL here and on AO3 way before I joined Tumblr, and I realised afterwards that my favourite writings were from her. 9999 / 10. definitely would recommend
how long do the requests usually stay in your inbox? few days, maybe a week or two, but I don't think I've let an ask sit more than that
do you prefer to answer the requests or to write your own ideas? both! it's a bit more comfortable when the idea is mine, since I don't have this "what if they don't like it?" feeling in the pit of my stomach, but I really enjoy writing requests ^^ it makes me really happy when people "trust" me with bringing their idea to life
what are your top 5 most popular posts?
living together with the HSL boys -> 101 notes
Valentine's Day 2021 continuation - Lance -> 51 notes
touching; favourite types of kissing (Lance) -> 46 notes
first kiss; bathing / showering (Lance) -> 44 notes
shortie (Candy x Nathaniel) NSFW -> 41 notes
smut, humour, angst or fluff?
I kinda gave up writing smut, I don't think it's good enough
I don't have sense of humour
my angst always lacks depth
I can't write happy stuff ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
what are the works you liked writing the most? the three Valentine's Day continuations for Eldarya (Lance, Leiftan, Nevra - I was too lazy to write Mathieu as well, hahah) the "living together..." headcanons for MCL (HSL boys, UL / LL LIs) "Alone with your thoughts" (Candy x Castiel)
name some ideas your working on now a Tadashi piece for a friend; a second part to my "Drive away" MCL fanfic; a new MCL fanfic
Me as a writer challenge!
I was tagged by @arlingtonssweetheart. Thank youuu
What fandom/character do you like to write for the most?
How do you cope with writing blocks?
How often your inbox is open?
What is the post you found the hardest to write?
What topics are the hardest for you?
Do you find it hard to say no to a request?
How many requests do you have in your inbox right now?
What topics do you don’t want to write about?
What Tumblr writers do you like the most?
How long the requests usually stay in your inbox?
Do you prefer to answer the requests or to write your own ideas?
What are your top 5 most popular posts?
Smut, humor, angst or fluff?
What are the works you liked writing the most?
Name some ideas your working on now.
Answers below the cut!!!
Keep reading
I'm thinking about having an AO3 account, and uploading everything I've written there... and also start writing there as well
it would be actually useful, because I never know how to write things in as little words as possible, and AO3 is better for longer writings
I could also just simply learn how to write properly hahah
on the other hand, I have fanfiction ideas, and Tumblr is not the best platform for those...
*looks at her wips* ayyy... trust me on this, you don't want to see those
instead, take this (don't worry, it's not long, I just wanted to separate the 7 sentences from the rest):
They advanced slowly in the tunnel. The passage was narrow, but high, letting them walk with square shoulders. They often saw smaller openings to the right or left, where riches sparkled with a golden shine, but they were interested in something else. They saw the light before them, more with their inward than physical eyes. As the time went on, they became upset. Did they miss it? Were they perhaps deceived?
But they finally found what they were looking for; a little point in the end of the tunnel, showing freedom. Founding their goal. they slowly sped up. They felt the fresh air in their lungs once again, the warmth of the Sun on their skin. The memories resurfaced in them, determining them even more to escape.
Their efforts weren't in vain; they were soon free. They could see the countless trees below them, reaching the horizon. They were on a rim, standing out from the cliff. The rim was small, with no path leading away, but they didn't care. They had somewhere to start from, and nothing else mattered, even if the road itself wasn't clear. They knew their purpose; it was always before their eyes.
Rules: 7 sentences of a WIP. Tag 7 people
I saw this one floating around and I liked it! also encouraged me a bit to share, which i am kinda scared of, so. here goes:
His [Tobirama’s] heartbeat thundered through his skull as his world was incinerated in white-hot ire; he could barely feel the pain in his jaw from how hard he bit down on his teeth.
Zenji continued. “Now I kinda lost feeling for time in this fucking cell, but it couldn’t have been more than two. So how about this, Tobirama Senju - all I have to do is last a few more days and then my knowledge will be meaningless because-” he leaned forward, wearing a huge, fat grin, “- Y/n’s gonna have left this world, screaming and writhing in agony.”
Tobirama’s heartbeat was through the roof now. His fists clenched so hard, the vial might break in them but he did not move an inch.
“Unless,… you put her out of her misery beforehand.”
TAGGING!!! my beloved followers who love tobirama also?? if you want to (: also @readerinsertfanfiction BECAUSE!!!
ooohhh it's an interesting question, thank you Belodie! I'm not sure I can write 7 movies, I'm not a great moviegoer, but anyway
Love, Simon (2018)
Dragonlance - Dragons of the Autumn Twilight (2008)
Oscar (1991)
Captain America - all three movies, but mostly the First Avenger (2011)
Chicago (2002)
all LotR and Hobbit movies, my favourite is TH - Desolation of Smaug (2013)
The Intouchables (2011)
I tag @otomes-and-tears, @amrrygae, @myfallenangel04, @cofffae and @penguingirlanzu (not 7 people, oops)
Name seven comfort films and tag seven peopleName seven comfort films and tag seven people
Name seven comfort films and tag seven people
1.The Other Side Of Midnight(1977)
2. The.Phantom.of.the.Opera.2004
3.Daisy 2006
4.miss you already 2015
5.The Perks of Being a Wallflower 2012
6.On.Chesil.Beach 2017
7.La Guerre Est Declaree
i higthly recominde to you to watch all of those movies they are all beutuful in theire on way and defnatly deserve to me seen. probably i will participate im others tags where you can share movies that you have seen and liked becuase theire is so many movies that i want to share with you guys .some of them you maybe you have seen ,other not.so im tagging :@tetrakys,@melodyalanaroster,@vanillaamoursucrethings, ,@magic-belodie,@momiyi-chan,@rosejacott,@Aloy97
amazing
I was taking a break from my homework, and my graphic tablet was too far away from me…yes, this is Lance,, I mean Cursed Lance.
type “i am” in the tags and whatever comes up first is your new mandatory kin